My mother makes the best demiglace you've ever tasted. I'm not kidding, she spends days roasting bones, boiling stock, reducing... It's an amazing and daunting process. That's probably why I asked her to teach me.
Let me tell you a few things about us first. Mom was barely out of high school when she got pregnant with me. It was the south and both my parents were Christians, so my they tied the knot and within four years I was there, and pappy wasn't. Mom was smart, ambitious, and hard working. On top of that, she had lots of help from my grandparents (on BOTH sides) and her church. Tie that in with the fact that my grandparents owned a restaurant and Mom's food had made Michelin star chefs cry in envy and we had a comfortable life. I grew up well fed and well loved.
Despite her talent, effervescent personality, and inherent beauty, Mom didn't really date. Like, ever. As I got a little older, I asked her about it, and she just told me
"You're all the man I need in my life."
Well! That sort of comment makes a fella feel okay! I mean, here is this gorgeous, skilled, even inspired woman telling me I am enough... well... needless to say, I had a crush on my Mom!
Even then, it didn't really sink in until one night when I was eighteen and Mom came in to say goodnight. She wore a robe and was fresh out of the shower. Her was hair wet, and her robe fell open as she leaned over the bed to kiss me on the forehead. That was when I realized it was a sexual attraction... at least on my end.
That night, I could tell she was tired, and as it turned out, she hadn't closed her robe as thoughtfully as she probably ought to have done. As she leaned over, the robe fell open and I saw straight down her body. Her perfectly formed b-cup breasts with taut pink nipples, the soft, taut stomach, the light thatch of reddish pubic hair....
Mom noticed my glance and I was immediately hard. I don't mean I caught a semi; I mean I was so hard you could have etched glass with the head of my cock.
quickly wrapped her robe back around her with an odd grin and a blush that I didn't really understand. Not that I was understanding much other than MOM SEXY. I WANT TO TOUCH SEXY MOM.
Well, Mom didn't say anything, just turned and strolled out of the room. I don't know if it was just my imagination, but I could swear her hips swayed just a little more than usual as she left.
As the door closed, my hand found its way to my now throbbing cock and began to stroke. I masturbated three times that night, all three times fueled by visions of my mother's sexy body exposed to my gaze.
My dreams.... My dreams were not fit for mixed company.
My son is the only person in my life who has never, ever let me down. From the first moment I saw his sweet face I was entranced and in love like I never imagined I could be. I had thought his father was "the one". I guess all girls think that when they get to decide who will be their first. But my time with his father was nothing compared to what I had started feeling the morning I saw his eyes roam over my body.
I was shocked. Here was my beautiful young man drinking in my body as if it were water to a man dying of thirst. Of course, I was embarrassed, ashamed.... and I must admit... REALLY turned on.
After his father I had avoided men. They had been nothing but the source of problems. My father had been domineering and pushy, although helpful and generous as well. My ex-husband had been a shallow cad who never really tried to make things work. Even the few dates I went on after my son was born never really wanted anything but a quick fuck.
The two things in my life that really mattered were cooking and my son.
In case you don't know, chefs live at night. Restaurants live by dinner and the hours most chefs keep aren't conducive to family life. All that nightlife meant that there were plenty of men who moved in and out of my sphere of contact, but no one I was willing to introduce to my son or ever felt close enough with that I was willing to go farther with than a little making out.
That was before that night. I had gone in early to set the menu, write up the prep lists, do inventory, and prepare for the upcoming week. This meant I was tired from getting up too early, and I just wanted to go to bed. I had taken a long hot shower and was feeling pretty relaxed. I heard him settling down in his room and went in wearing my cozy robe, my hair still up in a towel, to give him a goodnight kiss and it happened.
To this day I can't honestly say there was no subliminal motive to my robe being that loose.
Let's be honest, moms. We know our sons masturbate. If all the crunchy cloth, hidden browser histories, and missing lingerie didn't clue us in, the long showers and suddenly frequent locked bedroom doors and sheet changes are pretty good indicators. I suppose these things had been brewing a worrisome stew of thoughts for quite a while when I walked in that evening.
To sum up, I was tired, relaxed (I had even had a couple of glasses of wine after I got home that night) and simmering in a long tide of sexual frustration complicated by a morass of male scent sprayed around the house when I went in that night.
When I leaned over... when I kissed him... when my robe parted... I can't really say it was fully accidental.
I saw his eyes open wider and drift from my face, down my neck, along the midline of my body, drifting from nipple to nipple, and then down to my bright red landing strip of pubic hair. I saw them, and I felt my vagina flare as if someone had thrown gasoline on a long smoldering fire.
I was so turned on by his eyes on my body, I wanted to grab his dick (which I just noticed poking up under his covers... OH MY!) and slide it into me right there. But that would be wrong, and dirty, and oh GOD, I'm going to hell for this, so fucking hot.
I could feel the blood flooding to my cheeks. I felt so ashamed that I had done that. I felt confused because I already knew somewhere deep inside me that it hadn't been entirely an accident. I felt ashamed I was so turned on by his gaze, his fascination... and his hard on.
I felt my nipples harden as I wrapped my robe shut around me and damn near fled from his room. I felt so dirty. I felt like a whore. I felt soooo goooooood!
That night I slid my hands down to my pussy and rubbed my clit as if doing so would save the world. I envisioned my son grabbing me, throwing me over the kitchen counter and ripping off my panties, his lust so heavy he couldn't stop himself. I fantasized about being loved, and wanted, and lusted for so badly he couldn't help himself. I fantasized about the erection I had seen through a thin layer of cotton sheet thrusting into my sopping cunt as my beautiful son made me his.