Mre fantasy role playing in this chapter. Again if incest, gay, lesbian,BDSM, kink, taboo or any other topic that's out of the norm bothers you, then don't read on. This is only the beginning to my story and things will be more depraved as we go on. If you have negative feedback, that's fine, but no emails saying I'm gay (I'm actually bi)or emails saying your a horrible writer because I typo-ed replacing "Your" with "You're". I never said I was an English major. This is just my fantasies put to paper, or screen actually.
Chapter 2 -- The Talk
We laid there for a few minutes catching our breath. As for me, I was spent and honestly if Shelly didn't pipe up, I would have probably fallen asleep.
"How was that baby?"
"Amazing honey, I didn't know you had that in you."
"I'm glad you liked it."
"I loved it."
"What did you like most?" She asked while turning to get a good look at my face to see if my answer rang true.
"I don't know babe, all of it, I guess."
She sat up and leaned against the head board. "I think now is a good time for us to talk about what's been going on." I knew we had finished playing at that point and the seriousness of what I had brought up was back on the table. I didn't want to move, all I wanted to do was go to sleep. But after being married for as long as we've been, I knew what she meant and I knew I had to give this conversation all my attention. So I sat up next to her, slightly turned in her direction. Both of us completely naked, her with makeup all over her face like she was crying and me with my flaccid cock just laying there drying from the workout it just got.
"Did I go too far with the roll playing?" She asked quietly.
"What do you mean?" I retorted.
"Well... I mean... the whole daddy daughter thing." She said it out loud but it was barely a whisper. Her shy side showing clearly; she clearly wanted to make a point but wasn't certain enough about it when she said it.
"No honey, you didn't go too far. It's just a fantasy thing." I answered her in hopes of reassuring her of what she started but had to add; "It's only a fantasy, nothing would ever happen for real."
My wife almost looked sad when I said that like it wasn't the answer she was hoping for and my stomach turned a little. Something weird was going on for her to have that reaction.
"What did I say that was wrong honey?" I asked prodding a little and was praying I got her reaction right.
She took a deep breath and steadied herself, clearly trying to get it straight in her mind what she wanted to say without offending me.
"I need to tell you some things and I need you to be patient and understanding and not fly off the handle. Okay?" My mind tried to comprehend what she just said and I immediately felt like I was about to be in a car wreck. She had to tell me something huge and it was my turn to think she was having an affair.
I calmed myself with a deep breath this time. "Okay honey, you can tell me anything and I'll do my best to handle it without going crazy." I didn't want to do to her what she did to me by asking who she was sleeping with, I know how it made me feel, but I so wanted too.
"Here it is." She said to start telling me what she wanted to get off her chest. "I know you have struggled with your thoughts of Tina (my daughter). It's pretty clear that when she prances around in her panties or a bikini that you get physically excited and I can see that it bothers you enough that you leave the room most of the time because it must frighten you to think those dirty thoughts about your own daughter." She paused; "Am I right?"
I eked out my answer; "Yes"
"That's okay honey, I understand." She patted my knee. "I'm having some of those issues too with both of our kids." She let that sink in.
"What do you mean?"
"Okay, I have a secret that I've never told you and please, please, please don't freak out."
It was my turn to pat her leg and put her at ease because I needed to hear what she had to say. "I won't freak out, I promise."
"When I was 18, I had sex with my brother and my sister." She blurted out.
My head spun with this information. "What?" was all I could say.
"I'm sorry honey, but it's true, I caught my brother and sister together and, well, umm, one thing, you know, kind of led to another, and... uh" She was trying to get it out but she was struggling to say it.
"Wait, what?" I was putting things together now; "We were already dating at that point." I added.
"Yeah, I know" she was clearly worried; "It was the only time ever that I cheated on you and it freaked me out." My wife was close to crying now and that was a big soft spot for me, so I leaned in and hugged her. "You remember the time I told you I needed space and we split up for almost a month?"
I broke the hug; "Yeah I remember, it just about killed me that we were going to break up."
"Well that's when it happened and it took a while for me to get myself back together and get over what happened. It was a great experience sexually but it ... made me feel like... I still don't know how to describe it, like, I wanted it to happen over and over again but I just knew how wrong it was and that it shouldn't happen and well, I freaked out."
"It's okay honey, I'm sure incest is more common than we think." I tried to think of something to make her feel better.
"Well you know I haven't talked to my brother or sister in decades right?"
"Yes, is that why?"
"Well, yes kind of. Mom and dad tell me they are married and living in California and have 2 kids together."
"Wow." Was all I could manage.
"Yeah right!"
My brother-in-law and sister-in-law were brother and sister, living as a married couple and had 2 kids together. It explains why we haven't had contact with them in 20 years. I guess the secrets that families keep run very deep.
"So what does this all mean?" I asked my wife to get to the point gently.
"Well now that you know my biggest secrets and that incest runs in my family. I need to tell you that I've been struggling too looking and Nick and Tina." She sighed; "I've had my own troubles fighting my feelings the same way you have. So you see why?"
I thought for a moment about what to say and what not to say and honestly almost came up blank until I blurted out; "Has anything happened? You know ... between you and the kids?"
"No... well kind of...but nothing physical."
She peaked my interest. "Kind of?"
"Well... I, ... well" She wanted to tell me but she didn't have the words.
"It's okay honey, just say it, whatever it is, no matter what it is, we'll get through it." I tried to give her my most reassuring tone.
"Okay...Well I've found myself flirting a lot with Nick, I mean a lot and even dressing sexier around him after I caught him, masturbating." She stopped awaiting my reaction of which I tried hard not to show any. So she continued; "I've had sexual feelings for him since and I have to admit fantasizing about him when I play with myself." She shivered a little like she had a mini orgasm.