Of course this is just a fantasy. Don't take any of this seriously. It's just a freaky little taboo dream. Sister's can be hot and in the deep dark crevices of our minds we may think of this stuff from time to time. That doesn't mean anyone is going to act upon a fantasy. But, if one were to come true this is how I imagine it.
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My name is Jack Morgan and I've been alone for a long time. Don't know why I can't get a steady girl, but it never seems to work out. Hell, I've really given up even trying.
A man has needs and I've forced myself to have some brief flings just so I could get some pussy. Every man needs to get his dick wet now and then. Jacking off helps to get the shit out, but it will never replace body-to-body contact and a hand will never replace a moist, warm, and velvety hole surrounding a stiff needy cock.
I didn't want to be with most of these bitches. I tolerated them, but I didn't want to be around them for very long. They all had faults and faults are fine, but my god these women got on my nerves. I have to fantasize about someone else in order to remain hard enough to fuck them, most of the time.
There have been those that weren't in very good physical shape and their beauty in bed left a lot to be desired. Then there have been the women that looked good, but their conceit was just a terrible turnoff. I can't say that I have slept with a whole lot of women, but the ones that I have been with fell into one of these categories.
I am 37 and my family worries a lot about me. They wonder why I have no girlfriend or seem so ambivalent about it. My sister Becky has talked a lot lately about finding me a woman. She hasn't introduced me to anybody; so I don't think she's trying very hard and I just blow it off as sympathy for my plight.
I think if one true fact could be stated, I would say that I am looking for someone like my sister. She is 35, she has a sweet personality, she has a killer body, and she is devoted to her husband of 15 years.
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It was Christmas Eve and the family usually has a reunion type gathering on that night and this past year was no exception. We don't pass out gifts or anything, because we save that for the next day when we have afternoon lunch together. It's an annual ritual to have snacks, soup, and sandwiches while hanging out. It is mostly for my grandmother's sake so she won't be lonely and because it is what we have done this all of our lives.
The last few years, I have selfishly grown weary of these family occasions since I am still single. I think everyone noticed my sullen mood even though I never try to draw attention to my situation. It sucks to be depressed about Christmas, when it used to be so joyful and magical when I was younger.
My sister seemed to notice my mood and was trying to console me, "Jack, I know this time of year is hard on you, but you need to be happy. You're alive and it's Christmas."
I smiled back, "I know Becky. I don't know why I get like this. I'm glad to have you around and Randy, Mama, Grams, and Nanny. It's not like I'm alone."
Becky – "I know you need a woman. This girl Debbie at work I talked to her about you. I know she'd be interested in you, but she just started seeing this guy and right now she wants to give him a chance."
Jack – "Yeah, my timing with women sucks. I just think I was destined to be single. Some people were just meant to be alone."
She looked at me solemnly, "Somebody's gonna come along and snap you up Jack. With all you have to offer there will be a beautiful woman."
Blowing her off because this conversation was getting to me, I replied, "If you say so."
She smiled, "You know I care and I'll do anything in the world for you. I think you're gonna like your Christmas present from me this year." She leaned in and gave me a huge sympathetic hug, "Everything's gonna be alright."
I have appreciated all that my sister has ever done for me. I know in this crazy world that there aren't many girls like her. I wish that I could meet someone like her. She looks good, smells good, she's sweet, and sincere. We all enjoyed the rest of the evening and prepared to meet back the next afternoon – Christmas Day.
Christmas Day was a sunny cool crisp day. I had awoken at 10am and gathered all of the gifts to take over to my grandmother's house. I planned on arriving there at noon to help my mother prepare the food for dinner. My sister didn't plan to arrive until after 1pm.
My sister and her husband usually spend Christmas morning at his family's house. They don't have any children, but his sister does. Becky and Randy love those kids and treat them almost like they were their own. My sister is unable to have children because of some health issues involved with pregnancy.
On the way over I reflected about how my life wasn't too bad. I have a pretty good job, I make pretty good money at that job, I have a reliable car, my house is nice and it's affordable, I'm relatively debt free, and being single isn't that bad because at least I'm not in a relationship that I don't want to be in.
When I arrived at noon my mother was already there and the house already had all the wonderful smells of our traditional Christmas. I carried all of my presents in and sat them under the tree and went back into the kitchen to help prepare dinner. My grandmother was reminiscing about my deceased grandfather and how much she missed having him around on these occasions. I have never been one to revel in rituals, but this year I seemed to appreciate it a little bit more.
When Becky and Randy arrived the food was pretty much ready. We were having Roast Beef, Cheesy Mashed Potatoes, Caesar Salad, Green Beans, Creamed Corn, and Fresh Sourdough Bread. Topping off our dinner we would be having New York Cheese Cake with cherries for dessert.
We sat down and had a wonderful dinner. When we were through, we started opening our presents. Of course I got clothes and gift certificates like every year. I am always happy about whatever gifts I receive. I have never felt comfortable about buying anyone gifts. I usually end up buying them small trinkets and gift certificates. After we were through opening gifts we sat around and had our dessert and coffee.
At one point I got up to go into the kitchen with my empty plate so that I could put it into the dishwasher. My sister followed me into the kitchen and told me, "Jack, I forgot a couple of your presents. I'll bring them by your place tomorrow. You'll be home about 3pm won't you?"
Jack – "Sure, but you didn't have to get me anything else. You got me plenty."
Becky – "Well I already got them, so I'm not going to take them back. I'll be by at 3pm."
I went back into the living room and we all talked until dark. That is when everyone decided to go home. We all helped clean up Gram's house and then pack up one another's cars. I gave everyone a hug and kiss and I was on my way home.
When I got home I unpacked my car and put up my gifts. Then I took a little Xanax, which helps me relax when I really want to kick back. I sat back in my recliner and watched football until I finally dozed off for the evening.
I woke up at 9am on the day after Christmas and just lounged around. There were a few chores I needed to do around the house, but there was no way that I was going to get out into the traffic to do any shopping. So I moseyed around, washed some clothes, and cleaned my house until about 1pm. I knew that Becky would be coming over at 3pm so I took a shower so that I wouldn't look like a bum when she arrived.
It was about 2pm when I had finished showering, shaving, and getting dressed. I sat around watching the tube until I saw her drive up. I went to the door and opened it up for her to come in.
I was expecting her to be in a hurry. I thought she would just be dropping off some presents and heading back home. As she was walking to the door I didn't notice her carrying any presents, but I could see that she was looking fabulous. She was wearing a gray flannel shirt and what looked like a black cashmere sweater. She had her short shoulder length hair crimped and her make-up was perfectly applied.
When she came to the door she smiled and told me, "Hey, I've been out shopping and I'm starved. Why don't you get your jacket and let's go get something to eat, I'll drive." I was a little hungry myself so I decided that even though I didn't want to go out in that crazy holiday traffic I would indulge her. I went and got my jacket and keys, we hopped into her Camry, and headed out.
We went to a local neighborhood bar and got a couple of salads. She ordered a glass of wine and told me "Randy got a new gun for Christmas and he and some of his buddies went deer hunting for a couple of days. I decided to go shopping today; god it's a zoo out there. I got my hair done. What do you think?" As she flipped her bangs back and smiled.
It made me nervous to tell her, "It looks nice, really nice."
She chuckled as we waited on our order to arrive, "I know you don't hardly ever drink, but why don't you have a glass of wine and loosen up? I'll order you one, what would you like?"
I indulged her again "Merlot would be fine."
Becky called the waitress over and ordered me a glass of Merlot and herself another glass of Chardonnay. We sat and sipped on our wine while we munched on our salads.
We made small talk until Becky decided to push my buttons about relationships again. She started, "I know how you felt the other night when we were talking about you being lonely. There's got to be someone that you are interested in."
(Jack) – "Not right now, there's not."
(Becky) – "When's the last time you went out with someone on a real date?"
(Jack) – "Over a year ago."