Martin looked out his office window as he sighed softly. He looked out at the busy sidewalk, everyone in a hurry to go to their days destinations. That's all it was day in and day out, robotics. People were going to the same place at the same time, doing the same thing. He was one of those 'robots', or least felt like one for the past fourteen months. He was a slave to his job, avoiding everything in his life, even his eighteen year old daughter Mercedes. Martin was feeling like a stranger to her anymore.
When his wife walked out that day fourteen months ago, leaving him and Mercedes to survive alone; he was devastated. He never saw it coming at the time. The more he thought about it since, the more he should have realized everything was falling apart. He picked up his phone and rang his secretary, "Darleen cancel all my afternoon sessions please. Tell my clients I got sick suddenly and needed to go home for the day. Thank you." He hung the phone up, stood and placed on his trench coat.
Before Darleen could ask him anything, he closed his briefcase and walked out of the office. If he wouldn't have, she would have been in his office playing twenty questions. Martin pulled the collar up of his grey trench coat, and headed out into the gloomy rain. Lunch hour hadn't come into play yet, the city street was less crowded than normally at this time. The few city folk that can be seen at this hour make their way quickly toward their varied destinations, eyes downcast and wrapped in dark gray or black overcoats. The rain was cold upon Martin's face as he tried to shield it from him with his briefcase as he held it over his head.
Martin knew it was time to get his life together. He needed to re-group and gather the pieces up before it was too late. Mercedes had turned eighteen two months back, and she was graduating high school in two weeks. From there she was leaving almost straight for college out of state. 'Damn it', he thought. 'Why the hell did he allow his ex-wife to cause his life to spiral downwards?'
Martin grabbed the subway at Grant and Stratton streets like always, taking it to Seventh and Green. There he got off and walked four blocks to his brownstone outside the city. Opening the door, he quickly laid his briefcase down, took his trench coat off and placed it on the hook. "Mercedes, you home yet honey?" He called out to his daughter. Martin slipped his loafers off by the door, grabbing his briefcase he headed to his study.
"Mercedes Honey? I'm home and I'd like to talk." Martin hollered out as she walked through the living room into his study. His shirt was sticking to him, as it was soaked from the rain. Turning his back to the door, Martin undid the buttons, and removed it. He turned to walk to the bathroom with it and there she stood.
Mercedes was five foot nine inches tall. She looked identical to him, more so than her mother. She had his jet black curly hair, his sparkling green eyes as well as all his sharp features. Martin and his ex wife are full blooded Italian; Mercedes skin was olive in color which accentuated her long curled tress. The only thing she inherited from her mother was her lithe buxom build. Mercedes stood there leaning against the door frame watching her father. Her arm stretched out as she awaited her father to hand over his shirt. She'd never noticed before, how built he was for a man of his age.
"Your home early today Dad, should have called I would have came and picked you up at the office. You sick?" She took his wet shirt from his fingers, and turned toward the bathroom.
"Mercedes, I really wish to talk with you. No Hon, I'm not sick. I came home to talk with you." He said with a warm smile to his daughter. Looking to her, he realized how much he's been missing. She had grown before his eyes and he never took notice.
"Give me a second Dad; I'll be right back," She said with a smile. Mercedes turned and walked to the bathroom, hanging his shirt on a hook to dry. Grabbing a towel she returned handing it to him. "Ok, let's talk," she said while taking a seat on the deep window sill crossing her legs.
Martin took a seat behind his desk, as he watched her get comfortable. "We seemed to grow distant, and it's my fault." Mercedes went to speak but he cut her off. "Ever since you Mother left, I went downhill, throwing myself into work and ignoring your needs when you needed me most. Granted, I got my company where I wanted it to be, but it cost me my time with you Mercedes. Time I cannot get back. I'm sorry for that." Every time she went to speak he cut her off quickly.
Martin stood and walked to her, his arm reached out as she caressed her cheek with his fingertips. He looked into her eyes of green as he spoke, "You will be graduating soon, then off to college. I thought maybe you would like to get away with me. A dad and daughter weekend, something I could really use Honey."
Martin watched her young daughter's face, her expressions as she took everything in her just said. Mercedes leaned her head so his hand cupped her cheek, rubbing against it softly. Her eyes closed for a few moments as she felt his touch. Opening them she looked up to his eyes, and smiled. "Dad, when do you wish to do this weekend, and where would you like to go?"
"I can clear my weekend coming up if you have no plans. I'll call the travel agent and see if there are deals, unless you have an idea of where you want to go." He moved his hand along her face watching her eyes close as he continued to caress her face, her neck and back up. His fingers ran through her hair as he parted his legs, straddling her own. His arms wrapped around her tightly, his hand to the back of her head as her cheek rested against his chest. Martin's thick fingers ran through her long dark hair as he himself closed his eyes seizing the moments he had with his daughter. "I left her take me from you, not physically but mentally and emotionally. Mercedes please, please forgive me."
Mercedes felt her Father's heart felt apology, she knew it came from the heart. Her head stayed against his chest as she wrapped her arms around him tightly. "Dad, of course I forgive you. It wasn't easy for either of us; it wasn't fair to us what she did. I love her, she's my mother but I no longer respect her." Mercedes held close to him, not wanting to let him go. She felt like she was a young girl again in her Father's arms.