I look at Mark and can tell he was getting extremely horny now. My own mind is in such turmoil that I begin debating with myself whether or not to relieve his need! What the hell is wrong with me! I begin to get very emotional because Mark is showing me no emotions, only lust. Don't get me wrong. Lust is a wonderful thing with this man I love so dearly. But what I want so badly right now is for him to show me he loves me for who I am, not for how horny my confession makes him. I have to admit to myself though that I've made myself extremely horny from telling him my dark secret. I'm so confused with my own emotions. I force myself to continue telling him all.
I begin by telling him about that Sunday.
During the night while we both slept, I can't stop myself from dreaming about daddy and I together. The dream seems so real, it begins to dawn on me just how dangerous my seduction and intimacy with my daddy can still be for my family.
In my dream, my daddy and I are waiting for my mom to get home. It's Sunday afternoon and daddy and I can't keep our eyes off of each other. We want each other so badly still. But, my mom is the reason it won't happen ever again.
When mom arrives home and enters the house, daddy stands and makes an announcement to the family that he and I are now the husband and wife of this house. My mom stands there in shock looking at the two of us. My brother and sister are standing with their mouths hanging open. I quickly look up at my daddy, stunned and bewildered. What happened to our promise not to hurt mom or the family!?
Daddy walks to me and picks me up in his arms.
"My new wife and I will be in our bedroom. Caroline, you can move into Melissa old room. Kids, I still expect you to respect your mother but Melissa is now the woman of this house."
Daddy carries me to 'our' bedroom and places me on the bed. He moves his body over me and begins kissing me passionately while his hand finds my pussy wet and ready for him. He begins to fuck me with his fingers while telling me between kisses how much better I am than his 'old wife'. I look toward the door and see my mom standing there, tears flowing down her face as she watches her husband making love to her own daughter, telling her how much he loves her more than his real wife. My daddy never looks at my mom as he moves between my legs, places his hard shaft between my pussy lips and thrusts deeply into my tight young pussy. My mom stares in disbelief, hurt and anger.
Mom walks over to the bed. I can see the extreme anguish on her face and in her eyes. Before her on her own bed is the man she has cherished for over 20 years and the daughter she gave birth to just eighteen years ago, fucking as if it's so natural.
She says to daddy, "How can you do this to me James! You can have this little tramp! She is nothing but a shameless slut and always will be one. I never thought you would hurt me like this you bastard! How many other young girls have you fucked over the years behind my back? It serves you right to end up with our whore of a daughter as your 'wife' now. You deserve each other!"
Daddy says nothing but just continues to fuck me like a machine. He doesn't even acknowledge her presence in the room! What is happening to my family?!
"Mom ... please don't leave us. This isn't what I want. I don't want you to leave us. I'm so SORRYYYYY!" I cry with my tears running down my face.
"Listen you little bitch, you're nothing but a cheap slut. You are no longer my daughter ... just the little whore that stole my husband from me. I don't ever want to see you again!" she shouts turning to leave us forever.
"NO MOM, NOOOOOOO!"
I try pushing my daddy off of me. He won't stop fucking me! His face seems blank. He seems oblivious to the destruction of his own family! I'm just a little slut for him to fuck! I'm the one that seduced him and now he just wants to fuck me instead of saving his family!
"GET OFF ME DADDYYYYYY! PLEASE DON"T GO MOMMMMMMMM!"
I suddenly wake in complete panic from my dream, jumping up out of bed to go after my mom before I realize I've only been dreaming. But this is no dream. This is my worst nightmare. Tears flow down my own face as I realize that no matter how wonderful this weekend has been, it can still cause just as much harm as well. My family can be destroyed just this easily because of my seduction. My impulsive nature could cause me to loose what is so precious to me, my family, just because I became horny.
I also fear that I'll be haunted forever with unfulfilled lust for my daddy. How can our affair just end now? So many conflicting feelings and emotions overwhelm me. I cry softly to myself as I fall back asleep in the darkness of my parent's bedroom.
With the sun shining into the bedroom, I'm not sure which one of us wakes up first. But I find myself looking into my daddy's eyes as we lay beside each other. I clinch my lips together looking down at the bed as I realize, its over now. I look down at my body and can see the remnants of our passion dried on my body.
"Mel ... lets get cleaned up and get something to eat. We need to straighten up the house this morning before your mother gets home."
"OK daddy," I simply say.
I feel very strange with everything right now. I still feel excited over everything that has happened. But I also feel very sad that it is over. I also feel anger welling up in me. I feel anger at my mom. I don't want this affair to end now. I want this to continue forever. But I have to stop because of my mom. I almost feel hatred for her at this moment. However, I remember the dream so vividly from this morning. Reality finally hits me. Mom is the one who should be angry! Mom is the one that should feel hatred! What have I done?!
"Mel, what's wrong baby?"
"Nothing ... just trying to wake up," I say to him, meaning more than physically waking up.
"Are you feeling ... guilty now?"
"Yea daddy ... some. Daddy ... have you ever ... cheated on mom before?"
"Honey ... I can't say I have been an angel over the years. I have openly flirted often with various women I've known. I've been to stag parties and strip shows. I've enjoyed a few stolen kisses and touches with a few women. But I have never had an affair with anyone. I've never been intimate with another woman behind your mother's back ... until now."
"That's why I feel guilty, daddy. I know how bad I would feel if I found out my husband cheated on me. Now here I am, the other woman that you cheated on your wife with ... my mom!"
"Listen Mel, we can't act any different around your mother. I know that might be hard for a few days. But we have to act the same around each other like always. Remember, your sister and brother will be here too. You can't let them notice anything different either."
"I know. It's just hard right now. I guess I still want you so bad that I can't ... "
"Melissa! You made a promise to me!" He says very firmly which catches me by surprise and unprepared.
"I did promise ... I still promise," I say meekly. "I know what can happen if I don't keep my promise," resigning myself to the idea that it really is over.
He puts his arms around me. A tear forms in my eye, rolling down my cheek. He wipes the tear from my face and holds my chin in his hand.
"I'm sorry I said that so rough to you, baby girl. There is just too much at stake now. Please remember, I love you. I always will no matter what. This weekend will always be special to me. It is something you and I shared that will remain ours forever. Don't feel guilty. I'll make it up to your mother in many ways. Just remember that we're a family and we have to protect our family."
I look up at him knowing he is right.
"OK daddy. I won't let you down."
I realize I need to block out all other feelings and focus on what I need to do now. If I don't, I know I'll slip up in front of my mom. I can never let that happen!
I look over at the nightstand and see mom's vibrator still there from the previous night. I reach over to pick it up.
"I guess we do need to REALLY pick up around the house," I say giggling and feeling somewhat better now.
He laughs at me saying, "Maybe we SHOULD make sure everything is in its proper place!"
"Hey! I thought you said it was over now?" laughing at the double meaning of what he just said.
"Get your little ass in the shower you bad girl," he says chuckling and swatting at my cute ass.
After taking separate showers, I fix daddy a quick breakfast. We have much to do this morning to make sure the house is prepared for mom's return.
We spend the morning cleaning up the entire house. We go room by room to make sure there is no evidence left of our weekend affair. I make sure all the sheets and towels that we fucked on are washed and dried, fresh linen put on the bed. Daddy makes sure that mom's toys are cleaned and put back in place, out of sight.
After we are both convinced that there is nothing left to do to cover up our affair, we move to the family room and collapse onto separate chairs. I can't help but look over at the couch where I touched my daddy's big beautiful cock for the first time as his lover. I quickly push those thoughts from my mind. I can't let myself think about that. I have to be strong and act normally. I have to keep these feelings for my daddy out of my mind. He is first and always my daddy now.
About mid-afternoon, we both hear mom's car pull into the garage. Daddy gets up from his chair and moves to the door leading to the garage to greet his returning wife. I can't bring myself to move from my chair. I just sit and stare blankly at the TV. My brother and sister practically run through the family room on their way to go upstairs. My brother says something to me while going past me but I'm not paying attention to anything at this moment.
