I was taking my time as I got ready for my date, I had one chance to get this right, everything had to be exactly right, everything had to be perfect, I could make no mistakes, leave nothing to chance. Tonight could/would change my life forever, I had wanted this man for a long time, longer than I cared to admit to myself.
I had showered and carefully moisturised my toned body, then applied my makeup, a subtle use of eyeliner to emphasise my blue eyes. Shoulder length honey blond hair was teased into soft waves that fell around my face and just touched my shoulders.
A light dab of perfume, Chanel No5, possibly a little "old" for a 23-year-old, but it was classic and suited me, was placed at strategic points around my body, contemplating my groin area I decide against any perfume there. I wanted to be natural, so he could get a true smell of me, a pure smell and hopefully a taste of me, the pure essence of my core and being as a mature young woman in her prime.
Appraising myself critically in the mirror before dressing I was pleased with how I looked, a now matured five foot eight inches tall 36C-24-34 body, that was toned and fit, sculpted by time in the gym, on the running track, and netball court. A small elfin face that was constantly smiling reflecting my upbeat and effervescent personality. My boobs sat high and firm on my body, with just a slight upturn, capped by small rosebud nipples in a dark pink colour. A narrowish waist flared out to hips that were wide enough to be appealing but not that wide as to be too large.
My pussy, which was already tingling and wet with anticipation was protected by a narrow landing strip of pubic hair in the palest blonde colour, barely covering my fleshy and full labia that was very dark in contrast to the pale pink of my inner core. At the back, a cute peach of a bum swayed when I moved, and finally my best feature. Long, slim, sexy, legs that went on forever, and then kept going even more, especially when I wore heels.
Yes, a very appealing package even if I thought so myself.
I approached the clothing laid out on my bed and first put on a black garter belt, then rolled a pair of sheer dark stockings over each leg, clipping them into place. This was a change as I normally wore nude coloured tights or went bare legged. I abhor women who wear thick black tights, especially those in winter who wore the shortest skirt they could find and then "hid" their legs under thick tights, if you're going to wear a short skirt, then show off your legs properly, let the guys, or girls I giggled impishly to myself, see them.
Next, a matching silk bra and panties set in dark blue, the bra was a push-up style, my nipples just showing through the filmy fabric, not that I needed the help, whilst the panties were French cut high on the hip, emphasising my legs even more. Having put on my underwear in that manner, I would have to take my panties off before the garter belt, that was a delicious thought, prancing around in stockings and garter belt, pussy on show, boobs bouncing, I shivered in delightful anticipation at what that sight might cause to my hopefully new lover.
A demure, cobalt blue silk dress that showed of my figure, but didn't hug it, cut low enough to show just the tiniest hint of cleavage, the hem was cut three inches above the knee, a bit longer than I normally wear, still short enough to be sexy and enticing, but without being slutty. The dress swayed and moved with me emphasising every curve, mound and hollow of my gorgeous body.
A measured glance in the bedroom mirror as I spun around, yes everything was perfect. Now I just had to wait for my date to arrive.
A text alert told me he was here so I ran down the steps and jumped straight into his car, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek in greeting.
"Hi Dad," I said as I slipped into his car, looking at him in appreciation as he said, "Wow Melissa you look stunning, absolutely gorgeous."
"So do you," I replied as I appraised him, tall and blond haired just like me.
The dinner was great and we relaxed as we caught up on old times, I was getting lots of appreciative glances from all the men in the restaurant, and plenty of envious looks from the women as well, then they realised we were father and daughter, the resemblance is plain to see.
Dad looked great, he is still toned and fit even though he is nearly fifty now, hair cut short with just a touch of grey at the sides. A strong face that has mellowed over the years and a very fit and trim body broad shoulders and chest, just the beginning of a podge around the belly. Which I teased him about.
We laughed and joked about old times and how it was a pity that he and mum had broken up, I told him mum was still single and found out he was the same. It was strange catching up with him as we had been so very, very close until he had moved away after the divorce.
After the meal dad ran me home and came in after I told him that mum was away for a few days, they still don't get on. As he got us a couple of drinks I put on the stereo and put on a slow dance selection. Dad looked at me as I took his hand pulled him close to me and started to sway against him, moving in time to the music, dancing with me at last. As the dance wore on and another tune came on I pulled him tight into me, crushing my body against his, and ground my hips and groin into him, at the same time I got one of his hands and placed it on my bum. Not waiting any longer I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his resisting face down to me and kissed him on the lips, a full-on lovers kiss.
Dad tried his best to break away from me, but I'm stronger than I look and than he expected, so I held him tight as I whispered in his ear, "Dad, I want to make love with you, I want sex with you. I want to...I want to fuck you."
The look of shock on his face as I said this almost made me stop. "Dad, you know you want to, you've wanted to for years, and so...so have I. Even if it's just the one time, just tonight. Anything you want, nothing is off limits, and I mean
nothing
is off limits."
As I said this I was watching his face and saw the looks changing as different emotions swept through his mind. Revulsion and guilt at the forbidden, the taboo, the thing that shouldn't be done, incest with his daughter, sex with his child. Shouldn't a father protect his daughter, not take advantage of her, but I wasn't an innocent fifteen-year-old virgin, I was a mature twenty-three-year-old, who had had a number of male lovers and one brief intense female fling, who was now unreservedly offering herself to him.
Then the look changed to be overtaken by lust and desire, lust for my body and desire and longing for the forbidden, going against the mores of conventional morality, the excitement of the taboo. He was being offered unconditional sex by a beautiful and sexy woman, with the added excitement that she was his daughter.
I knew he had wanted me for years, ever since I had hit puberty, and I had hit it hard. I had turned from mum and could only be comforted by dad when my body started to change and my early periods hit me, I didn't want mum, I wanted my dad.
I know mum felt hurt by this and think this was the beginning of the end of their marriage, mum couldn't handle my rejection of her at that time. And she had her own things to deal with, going through an early menopause, yet strangely enough, after the divorce, I chose to live with her, and we are really close now.
My body had started to develop and mature and I was aware that dad was taking an interest in me, albeit in an understated, lowkey and protective way. I was aware of his eyes on me as I moved around the house, even more so at sports events. But he had never ever done anything, never tried to touch me, never made any hints. I had tempted him in a sly way, not knowing what I was doing at the time, by coming out of the bathroom covered only by a short towel, that at times I let slip a little low so he got a view of my tits. Teasing things like that, in my innocence, I didn't realise what I was doing, what effect I was having on dad.
I lost my virginity to one of his friends when I was just over the legal age in the UK of sixteen. Dad found out and confronted me, but also told me he was glad it had happened with somebody who knew what to do and not as some clumsy fumble in the back of a car with a spotty youth but told me I had to be careful.
That had signified a change in our relationship as I told him, I knew what I was doing and that it had only been the one time, I had no desire to have an affair or break up a marriage, but surprisingly the one marriage I did manage to break up was my parents. After losing my virginity I was celibate for over a year, and in the interim, I have had about six or seven lovers, so I'm not naΓ―ve and immature but not overly promiscuous either.
"Dad, it's alright, you don't need to worry."
"Christ Melissa, how can you say that. You know what you've just said, what you've just offered me? You've just said you want to fuck your own father! And those were your exact words."