Chapter 1: My Gay Brother
When we were younger, my brother, David, and I were inseparable, even though I was two years younger than him. We did everything together, he would always read me stories and I would call him my prince and ask him to marry me. He always said he would, and if he didn't I would bug him until he did.
Our friendship continued as we got older, until he started high school. By the time he was a junior, he had stopped talking to me completely. Sometimes he would act as if he wanted to tell me something, or I would catch him staring at me. But, he would always just turn away, or leave the room.
While we were both in high school I would always hear rumours that he was gay, which I would deny adamantly and would even get into fights over it. Pretty soon everyone knew that if they said anything even remotely derogatory about David I would kick their ass. I still managed to become pretty popular, despite my aggressiveness. I guess the guys, girls, and even the staff looked past my fighting because I was one of the prettiest girls in school.
When David was 18 and a senior, the gay rumours were everywhere. The fact that he had NEVER dated anyone, he never hung out with kids from school or defended himself against the rumours made people just say whatever they wanted. I was in a lot of fights, a lot of detentions. One day after detention from gym class, I went into the locker room to change, I didn't expect anyone to be there when I heard people talking.
Amy Raines and Bess Santo, also 18 year old seniors, were comparing their sexual adventures, I listened to the conversation without revealing myself. That's when I heard the story how my brother had gone out with Amy, "the easiest girl in school" and had not been able to keep his erection up when she was giving him a blowjob. She said he was always telling her to shut up, the only time he was able to "keep it up" was when he had turn off the lights, and SHE didn't say anything. Amy said when she started to talk to him again, David turned on the lights and told her to get out. When that story got out, David's life was hell.
When it was time for the prom, David was planning on staying home, but both our parents told him he should go and he finally relented. They suggested that he take me but he said he would go on his own.
No matter what I heard, I still didn't believe David was gay, and so I decided on prom night I would go through his room. My parents were to go out on the same night but did not leave until very late. Finally, at about eleven, my parents left. After about half an hour, I went to David's room. I went through everything, putting things back as I finished with them, I wasn't able to find anything. I turned off the lights and decided to tackle his computer and found it locked.
After going through every word and word/number combinations I thought he would use as a password, I still could not figure it out. Finally, on a whim, I tried "MEGAN", and the computer unlocked. I was still thinking about why David would have my name as his password when I heard his voice outside. I ran to the window and saw him talking to some guy in a tuxedo, pushing him away and telling him to "Fuck off".
I ran to the computer, to turn it off, and I heard David inside (already on the stairs). I couldn't leave his room without him seeing me so I hid in his closet. Just as I closed the closet door, he came in, turning on the lights. Soon after, the guy also came in. David turned to him, "What the fuck are you doing in here"
"I just want some of your sweet loving." The guy was slurring his words, and when he turned around, I recognized him as a football player that had graduated the year before, Bob something.
David said, "I told you to get the hell away from me…IF YOU DON'T LEAVE, I'LL CALL THE COPS"
"If you don't give me what I want, I'll just have to find it somewhere else…maybe down the hallway." … "that's your sisters room, isn't it?"
"What do you want?"
"I want you to suck my dick, fag,"
"I'm not going anywhere near your dick"
Bob started to unzip his pants.
"What's with you anyway, everyone knows you don't like girls, and here I am with some prime cock and you are turning me away." Bob pulled his dick out and was rubbing it, it was already hard.
"I'm not gay"
"I'm warning you, I don't care how I get off, as long as I do" "Should I go find your cute little sister?"
"Don't you go anywhere NEAR HER!…alright"
"What was that?"
"You stay away from my sister…I'll do what you want"
Bob walked over to David and tried to kiss him. David pushed him away.
"WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?"
"No kissing, and I ain't going anywhere near your dick"
Bob said, "How does this work for me?"
David started to unzip his pants. "YOU suck my dick."
Bob smiled, and walked over to him.
He went to his knees and helped David's pull his dick out. He started to suck David's limp dick. He was slurping loudly, pulling on his own dick , David closed his eyes.
Bob said, "mmmmmmmmmm, you taste good"
"Shut up, don't talk" Bob stopped talking and David began to get hard.
Bob pulled out a condom, and I watched as he put it on David's dick. Bob stood up, I could see his cock was hard and glistening, he went over to David's bed. He pulled his pants and shoes off and bent over the bed. David went over to him and pulled his pants down. David lined up his dick to Bob's asshole and pushed. Bob groaned. David pushed again, Bob yelled in pain as David pushed his cock completely into him. I noticed David's eyes were closed as he started to fuck Bob's ass. Bob was grunting, and saying "Yeaah, fuck my ass"
David yelled at him to shut up again and started to pound his ass harder. Bob was breathing heavily, grunting and moaning, pushing his face into the bed trying to muffle his cries. His hands were clenched, grabbing the bedsheet, holding on tight.
Bob started pushing back hard against David, making David's dick go into him to the hilt, every stroke harder. Finally, Bob screamed, as he came. David moved away from him, he took off the condom and stumbled onto the bed. He turned on his back, his dick was still hard. Bob turned over, his dick was soft, he had cum all over his stomach. He looked at David,
"You want me to take care of that?"
"Just get out!"
Bob picked up his clothes and walked out.
David just lay there silently, he started to slowly stroke his erect cock. His hands started to go faster, as he muttered something. Then just as he came, I thought he said "Megan." He got up and pulled the sheets off the bed, when he went in the bathroom to put them away, I ran out of his room.
I tried to reach out to David, but he wouldn't even acknowledge me after that night. My heart ached for him. After an entire summer of not talking to me again, I was kinda glad when he went away to school. My parents own another home in Colorado, where we used to live, so when David got accepted to school there he moved into the house. The day he left, I cried.
For the next two years, I saw him only on the holidays, he didn't even call me for my eighteenth birthday. When he did visit he seemed genuinely happy when he saw me, however, after the first day he went back to his old ways.
My parents insisted I apply to the same college as him and when I was accepted, neither David nor I was thrilled about it. Right before I graduated, mom and dad told me they wanted me to live with him. When he was told over the phone, I heard his very loud disapproval of the idea. There was no arguing with my parents. So it was decided that at the beginning of August, David would fly down to the house, we would pack up all my things in the car and all four of us would drive to our grandparents' house. There, we would pick up my grandmother's car (for me to use) and David and I will drive back to Colorado.
On the day we were leaving for our grandparents' house, my Aunt Bea came to say goodbye, we thought.
She is very annoying. Whenever she comes over, she gets drunk, then, she has to stay at our house. She always insists on sleeping in my room, and always tries to cuddle and spoon me in bed. Plus she finds any excuse she can to talk about my breasts, and tries to grab them, and, always asks me if I am a virgin or other personal, very embarrassing questions. David dislikes her too.
The car was completely packed, mom, dad and I were going to sit up front, and space was made in back for David. As we were getting ready to say goodbye to Aunt Bea, she suddenly said "let me get my bag." David, Dad and I looked at each other in shock. Mom said, "Bea wanted to visit mom and dad, so I said she could come with us."
Dad was very annoyed, he said "There's no room, where is Bea going to sit"
"Megan can sit on Bea's lap"
I looked, panickedly, at my dad. He quickly said, "It's a long ride, Bea would be more comfortable if Megan sat in the back with David."
Aunt Bea was about to protest when dad added, "besides you will need to keep your bag in your lap." She frowned, but did not say anything.
The room in the back of the station wagon with just enough for David's 6ft, 185lb frame to sit comfortably. He sat in the car and moved backward. He was able to open his legs a little as I crawled in after him. I sat on his lap and leaned back on him, he breathed in and I felt his stomach tighten, his heart was beating fast. His left arm was resting on some bags, his right arm was on the side of the car, nowhere to really go, after about fifteen minutes into the ride, his arm fell around my waist, and on my thigh. Butterflies were in my stomach.
Aunt Bea was rambling away, finally she fell asleep. All I could hear was David's steady breathing. He was very still so I thought that maybe he was sleeping. I decided to get a pillow and slowly lifted myself up and turned over. His eyes were closed, he must be sleeping. One knee was in-between his legs, the other I rested as lightly as I could on his thigh. The pillows were in the back seat, and I stretched over him to reach one. My breasts were in his face, when I looked down at him, his eyes were still closed so I continued to reach for a pillow. I finally got a small one and was able to turn back around without David "waking up."
