This is my first story, hope you all like it!
My parents broke up during my first year of university. I think without me there, they just didn't have anything in common anymore.
Before that, every summer my parents would save coupons from newspapers and go on the cheap holidays they offered, as it was all we could afford.
On the phone with my mother one night, she lamented that we wouldn't be going on our little holidays any more. She sounded so sad and lonely, it was painful, I just wanted to cheer her up.
"Why don't just me and you go?" I suggested.
"Really?" she asked, seeming to brighten up.
"Sure! I have some time off coming up in a month or so, get saving the coupons and we'll go away, just the two of us."
I was actually excited about the idea myself.
I had always been very close to my mother. My dad had always been a manly-man type who liked football and beer and never understood his sensitive son who preferred reading books and playing geeky games with his friends. Me and my mother liked all the same movies and played some of those geeky games together. She was a teaching assistant at the local primary school and was very artistic and sensitive herself.
After that conversation, the holiday was all we talked about. A few weeks later when we had both bought enough newspapers to get all the coupons, we discussed our options.
We didn't have a whole lot of money to spend, and the best options we could afford were in a holiday park, with either three nights in a large static caravan with a bedroom each, or six nights in a small caravan with only a double bed.
"Shall I book the static caravan then?" my mother suggested. "I think we should go for the smaller one myself, we get a whole week then." I offered. "I doubt there's a sofa to sleep on, and the floor space will be tiny?" my mother said, confused. "I mean we'll just have to share the bed silly." I said. "You'd want to share a bed together?" she asked, a little shocked. "Don't you want to?" I asked. "Sure, I wanted to suggest it, I just assumed you'd find it weird!" she said, sounding happy.
So my mother booked the holiday, and we got planning.
It was strange, I did really miss my mother while I was living in the halls at my university, and whenever I thought about sharing a bed with her, I got a raging hard on, and my heart would start pounding. I'd always been kind of flirty with my mother, as she was exactly the kind of woman I found attractive.
Dark chestnut hair that fell below her shoulders, blue eyes almost too big for her face, thick swollen lips and perky cheekbones on a thick, chubby body with a broad backside and full, 38F breasts.
That night as I masturbated I kept imagining my mother. I tried to push her out but I couldn't, and I climaxed whilst picturing my mother in one of the silk nighties she used to wear during our movie nights. It felt really strange but it was one of the best masturbation sessions I'd ever had.
A couple of days later, while in the university library I got a text message from my mother.
"Eep! I don't know which swimming costume to get!"
Without thinking I replied "Take pics in the mirror, I'll help pick." I panicked when I realised I had sent it. Worried I had freaked her out, my panic soon faded when I recieved a photo of my mother, holding her phone up to the full length mirror in the changing cubicle. My mother was wearing a dark purple tankini, her full breasts swelling beneath the tight material and the thick thighs bare. My heart just about burst. I had always had a thing for swimsuits, they are just as, if not more sexy than lingerie.
Barely managing to keep my trembling fingers still enough to type, I replied "Very nice! Maybe you want to wear something a bit more revealing, though, turn some heads ;)". I was certain I had overstepped the boundary here, but I couldn't help myself.
Trying to control my rapid breathing, an eternity later, I got another picture.
"You mean like this? ;)" she had written, with a picture of her in a tiny yellow bikini, obviously too small for her. She was a size 22 in UK sizing, and she was clearly wearing a 16 or an 18. Her large breasts were spilling out, and the bottoms were tiny, like porn stars wear, with a tiny triangle covering her pubic hair.
"That was a joke by the way :p" she added beneath the picture.
I quickly replied back "Much better! Get that one! I'd definitely want to shag you if I saw you in that by the pool ;)" I was certain I had gone too far, but that I could just add "If I was some random guy" if she got weirded out.
She replied back "Would you now? You're making your mother blush young man! I'd better go easy on the wine while we're there then, I'm an easy drunk ;)"
Wow. That was too much for me. I collected my books, went straight back to my room and masturbated furiously while looking at the pictures my mother had sent me. "What am I doing masturbating over my mother?" I asked myself. Was she reciprocating? Was she flirting back? We had always been very intimate, affectionate and close, I couldn't tell if she was just being my mother.
Later, I got a text. "Thank for helping me choose, I got the purple tankini and the yellow bikini, as per your suggestion :p"
"Any time! Pity I already have some swimshorts. I could always send you a pic of me in some tiny speedos if you wanted ;)" I replied.
"Don't tease your mother, I haven't seen a 19 year-old man half naked since before you were born!" she replied.
The following week, my mother picked me up from my halls in her little hatchback and we set off on our holiday.
I gave her a big cuddle and kissed her cheek as I got into the car.
She was wearing a low cut strappy top and shorts, with sunglasses on as there was currently a heatwave going on.
It dawned on me I would be sharing a bed with this woman for six nights, I didn't know how the hell I was going to cope.
We chatted excitedly all the way, an eventually she said "I just want you to know that even though you're with me, don't let me stop you if you meet some kids your own age. Just no bringing girls back to the caravan." she said all this sounding a little sad.
"Don't be daft, I'm on holiday with you, we're going to have a great time! I'm worried you'll meet some bloke and I'll have to sit alone in the caravan while you're off somewhere else."
My mother scoffed. "Don't worry, that won't happen."
I shrugged. "Well, any fella seeing you in your purple swimsuit is gonna have other ideas!"
She laughed. "Well, let's make a pact not to leave each other then, hm?" she suggested.
"Deal." I agreed. "Unless you feel cheeky?" I suggested, feeling the roots of trepidation at was I wanted to suggest.
"Oh yes?" she asked.
"What if we pretended I was your toyboy?" I suggested. My mother burst out laughing. "Are you serious?"
"Sure! We're going somewhere no-one knows us, it'll put other people off trying it on so we won't be tempted, and it'll be funny winding people up. I want to give you an ego boost after the divorce, and other women seeing you with a guy half your age while they are all there with their beer-bellied old farts will make them really jealous."
My mother grinned. "Deal."
The caravan was tiny. The left was a lounge area with opposing seating with a collapsible table in the middle which folded away to turn the seating into the bed, which was evidently not a double, more like a one and a half. The right had a small cooking area and a closet with a chemical toilet in it.
Despite the size, I liked the idea that me and my mother would always be so close to each other, though the bed would certainly have us squeezed together, which excited me in a way I knew shouldn't.
We unpacked our stuff and packed them away in the various cubbies and discussed what to do next.
"After that drive, I'm ready to hit the pool" my mother suggested, mopping her brow.
"Sounds good to me" I agreed.
"Last chance to back out of our deal" my mother said. "You can't go changing your mind when you see all those 18 year old girls at the pool in their bikinis."
I laughed. "I told you, I'm here with you, I'm not going to throw away a fun time with my mother that I rarely get
to see any more just because some girl catches my eye. Anyway, I can't stand teenage girls, I prefer them a bit more mature."
"Just as well then, because I'm very mature." my mother teased. I shrugged.
"Exactly the way I like 'em. Come on, enough gassing, take your new toy boyfriend to the pool so he can show you off."
My mother laughed. "I'll be doing plenty of my own showing off too."
We wrapped our swimming costumes up in our towels. I was disappointed to see the purple tankini.
"Hey, where's the yellow bikini?" I demanded playfully.
"I'm not wearing that in a public pool!" she said. "I got that for sunbathing, where I won't be jiggling around and popping out everywhere."
Now that was a mental image.
"Pity, I was looking forward to putting you back in when you popped out. I am your boyfriend now after all." I said, hoping it came across as cheeky and that my nerves didn't betray my voice.
She raised her eyebrow. "Well, I suppose that's what boyfriends do, we want to be convincing after all." she said.
When we got to the pool, the changing cubicles were unisex. We agreed a couple would share one, not take one each, so we found a double cubicle and entered, sliding the bolt to lock us in.
I couldn't stop myself watching my mother undressing. I tried to do it discretely but women know when they are being watched, there's nothing you can do about it. Plus I was so distracted I was fumbling dumbly with my own clothing.