I slept well in my marital bed next to my nephew who throat-fucked me so hard my voice gave out. The following morning, after me and Danny's little adventure with oral sex, I awakened to find my long-dicked nephew laying on his side, his head on his arm like a pillow. His eyes were wide and staring lovingly at me, a slight smile on his lips.
"Hey." He said when he saw that I was awake.
"Oh my god, Danny!" I screeched with surprise, quickly covering my face. "How long have you been up?"
He chuckled and shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe a half hour or so."
"And you were just lying there watching me sleep?"
"You looked so peaceful. So beautiful. It just seemed wrong to wake you."
I sighed loudly before getting out of the bed and heading to the bathroom. I have a bladder the size of a walnut. After I peed, I looked at my reflection in the mirror with horror. My hair was a matted, brunette, bird's nest around my head.
This is what he was lovingly staring at all morning?
I did a quick finger-comb through my hair and gargled a capful of mouthwash before exiting. I found Danny still on his side, only now he was perched up on his elbow and resting his head in his hand.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asked, a chastised look on his face.
I smiled at him comfortingly before getting back into bed next to him. I grabbed him by his cheek and kissed him on the lips.
"No, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm just not a morning person. I'm a complete bitch before I get my first cup of coffee."
He chuckled, then a lustful look came on his face as his eyes scoured my body. I could read his thoughts as if he were writing them out on paper. His hand reached out and groped one of my tits. Of course, I raised no objection. At this point, I'd probably be upset if he didn't grope me.
As he had his fun, he said, "Despite you snapping at me, it's nice to hear your voice. I was scared you'd never get it back."
Amused at his enjoyment of my C-cups, I giggled and joked, "Good thing too. It would've been difficult explaining to Martin how I lost it."
He laughed at that, but I could tell his thoughts were focused. So, I helped him out by sitting up, lifting my nightshirt over my head, and dropping it on the floor. This left me topless, with only my panties as a last defense against Danny's lustful gaze and wandering hands.
Under normal circumstances, I would've slept nude underneath my shirt. However, seeing as how Danny was in my bed, I thought it prudent to at least wear one layer of protection. Young guys, morning wood, exposed vagina...
Yeah. I definitely needed to wear panties.
I just didn't want any "mishaps". I let Danny do a lot to me, especially last night. Him fucking my mouth as if he were pounding a pussy was miles farther than I'd have ever expected to take the "game". Him exploding down my throat? That was in another solar system all together.
If last night proved anything, it's how little self-control I have when It comes to Danny. I'm his senior by 2 decades, yet I become addictively submissive to his desires. If he desires it, that turns me on and makes me desire it.
Had I slept with no panties last night, there is no guarantee his erect dick wouldn't have "accidentally" found the entrance to my exposed vagina, like Martin's had so many mornings before. On a few occasions, by the time I was roused awake, Martin was just finishing. If I'd awakened this morning full of Danny's cock, I very well could've seen myself justifying letting him fuck me until he busted his load inside of my drenched pussy.
And that scared me. But I wasn't afraid of the thought of Danny fucking my pussy. I was afraid that I WASN'T AFRAID.
Even now, as my nephew lowered his head to wrap his lips around the darkness of my areolas, all I could do was lean my head back and let him suck away. His other hand made sure that the other breast didn't feel neglected. As my nipples became sensitive to his mouth and fingers, I closed my eyes and let out a moan.
The obsession he had with my C-cups both amused and aroused me. In many ways, Danny was a little boy, searching for the love and attention of his lost mother. The fact that he looked to me as both a maternal figure and a sexual being made me curious about our situation. On the one hand, I felt an obligation to guide him into adulthood with the love of a mother. On the other hand, me allowing him to explore my body was bringing a light to his eyes that I hadn't seen since he came to live with us.
His mouth left my tit. The cool air hit my saliva covered nipple and made me shudder. His hand lightly pushed my chest, telling me to lie back. I followed his lead. When my head hit the pillow, he started to trail light kisses down my tummy.
Yes, my pussy instantly got wet. I'm such a horny bitch. In my defense, I'd let Danny tit-fuck me, face-fuck me, and explode in my mouth. But after all that, I had yet to cum. I'd been exposed to a rock-hard cock, yet my pussy had been left neglected and unpenetrated. She was hungry for meat, and last night was like someone eating a juicy steak in front of a homeless person.
When his mouth kissed right above the lacy hem of my panties, his fingers hooked the elastic material. I felt him trying to pull them down my legs. While this was nothing out of the ordinary (compared to what we'd been doing), him removing my panties, NOW, in my marital bed seemed more significant. I instinctively knew what would happen once the soft cotton material cleared my feet before being chucked to the side.
Yes, I know that it might seem silly to still let vaginal intercourse be my final holdout, especially after last night. Even in my lust-addled mind, I could imagine how that conversation with Martin would go over.
"Okay, so I did let Danny grope me on multiple occasions and make out with me. And yes, he did force me to swallow his cum after he tit and face-fucked me. But come on! It's not like we had sex. I would never cheat on you!"
Yes, it sounds lame, even to me. Martin would probably kick me and Danny's adulterous asses before heave-hoeing us out into the wintry night. But for some reason, no matter how deluded it sounded, THIS boundary felt sacred to me. Accepting his cock into my body was me giving a part of myself to him that I couldn't take back.
I reached down and grabbed his wrists to stop him from removing my underwear. When he looked up at me and met my eyes, I shook my head. The glass of water was written all over my face. He looked so disappointed, letting me know that I was right about what he hoped would happen.
"I just wanna make you feel good, Aunt Ronnie. Like you make me." he said, his eyes almost pleading with me.
I smiled warmly at him. "You do make me feel good, Danny."
"No, I don't."
"Yes, you do. I enjoy..."
"Stop saying that!" he exclaimed, cutting me off. He knew what I was about to say, and he wasn't trying to hear it. "It's so patronizing! It's not fair that you give me so much pleasure and all I can do for you is sit here and enjoy it. It doesn't feel good knowing I can't make you cum."
My heart sank. He was so vulnerable right now. I knew that a large part of a man's pride is his ability to satisfy a woman. Men may pretend that they don't care about us, but truthfully, they do. A LOT. The men screaming "bitches ain't shit" the loudest are the ones who were hurt the most by someone significant to them.
On a personal note, I understood the feeling of worthlessness that came with having a partner give you everything while expecting nothing in return. I felt that way with Martin. His salary eclipsed mine significantly. He worked hard to give us a house I could never afford, cars I could only dream of driving, and a lifestyle a teacher's salary would drown in. I barely had anything to contribute, other than being a live-in maid, cook, and sex toy.
Because he contributed so much, our marriage felt a little unbalanced. I felt ungrateful for feeling lonely and neglected when he did things like go into work on Thanksgiving or take an out-of-town trip during Christmas. I know there are women who enjoy, and expect, to be taken care of. They would gladly accept the small print of being married to a husband with a large salary.
If you enjoy the benefits of a lavish lifestyle, shut the fuck up about the method of getting them.
But I wasn't like those women, no matter how much Martin wanted me to be. Yes, I did enjoy the benefits, but I would gladly live in a smaller home if it meant spending more time with him. I would willingly drive a functional, 10-year-old car that I had to purchase on my meager teacher's salary if it meant it'd be a guarantee that he'd be with me on birthdays and special holidays.
Ever since Chris left for college, it seemed like I was expected to be appreciative for whatever morsels of attention the men in my life decided to throw on the floor for me.
Now, I was torn. On the one hand, I wanted to make Danny feel good about himself. It was more than a desire on my part; it was a necessity. That maternal side of me wanted Danny to see himself as I saw him; a strong, capable, attractive man. Leaving him stripped of the ability to please me was having the exact opposite effect on his psyche.
Yet, on the other side, I couldn't give him my pussy. Yes, I'd had other cocks inside of me, even after marriage. Martin and I had done threesomes, swinging, and had been to a sex party or two in our day. He'd even sat back and watched me getting fucked while holding my hand. But all that was done with his consent. My pussy, and my heart, still belonged to my husband.
Mental gymnastics? Yeah, I could join the Olympics.
With a soothing smile, I said to him, "We can't have sex. That's a line too far. But there are other ways you can satisfy me. I can teach you how. Would you like that?"
His eyes pierced mine. I could see him wrestling with the fact that we were never going to fuck. No doubt yesterday's exploits stoked his lustful fire for my body and gave him a sliver of hope that I was bluffing. But I could also see that he genuinely felt the need to satisfy me. He didn't want to hear that I felt good making him feel good. He wanted to make me feel good...period. The only way he'd know if he was successful is seeing my "O" face.