Matters of the Heart

All participants are well past the age of 18. I honestly did not know what to call this story so since it is not one of your detailed of every point of a sexual interaction, but rather more about what becomes a matter of love I came up with the title below.

Again, this isn't one of those stories you get very descriptive in the sex scenes. Aside for one they for the most part summarized. I want the reader to use their own imagination.

So the choice is yours. If that is not your thing move on. Otherwise enjoy.

Matters Of The Heart

"Do not let her looks full you. I know she dresses like a librarian, and her glasses with the chain around her neck. But she has a sexual side. I seen it." Matthew tells his friend.

"Seen it how?" His best friend Bradley asks.

"The position of her bed. The place of her desk. It is all perfectly positioned so if you look from the door she cannot see you, but you can see her. The mirror on the side gives me a side reflection but telling you man she has no idea I watch her."

***

"Sis I seen him at the door. He has no idea that I have the camera pointed at the mirror. I watch him at the door with his cock in his hand watching me." Amanda aka Matthew's mom is telling her sister Cynthia what is going on in her house with her only child.

"Well sis look at it like this. At least you are catching his attention. Even though you are no longer a stripper and dress and in fact really are a librarian, you are still getting a reaction out of a young male body. In your case your own son. You should be happy or at least take it as a compliment." Amanda's sister continues to say, "Besides, tell me you would not want to suck his cock? Come on, you know the very thought gets your pussy wet. I am sure you have not forgotten how we used to eat each other out when we were in college." Cynthia listening over the phone of her sister taking a deep breath before replying.

"Yeah I know. But that was different. We were curious and did not know anyone to trust to try it out. Yes, we are siblings, but all we did was eat each other out. I do not know. You are right. It is hot; I admit that much." Amanda replies.

***

"Dude then why do not make a move on her then?" Bradley asks.

"I would love to. I been going back and forth about it. Do you honestly know anyone that has had sex with a family member? No is the answer otherwise you would have told me. There is a reason for that. Either it really does not happen, or people do not talk about it for one reason or another." Matthew tells Bradley.

"Look man I must get home for dinner. Have not been home since Christmas vacation so I must spend some-time with the family. Keep me updated. If I do not see you sooner will see you in the fall back at college." Then Bradley gets into his car and heads home.

Matthew instead stays at the bar. Turning 21 a few months back he occasionally has a beer or more. Being more of a social drinker it is not uncommon to have one with his buddy but today it was a few more than usual just because of the mental battle he is having with himself.

He has come to terms he is attracted to his mother. She dresses like a librarian, but he has seen her in casual wear and body alone she is very appealing. With curves in all the right places. Voluptuous breasts. And a pretty face any warm-blooded-straight-male would be attracted to her. Type or not there is something hot about an attractive librarian.

But what Matthew does not know is his mother's darker side. Not only is his mother a lover of books she authors stories as well. Going under the handle MILFLIBRARIAN on a website she writes multiple stories of an incestual nature. Some are based on real life events such as her time with her sister back in her college years. To days she worked as a stripper trying to pay through college, and then being a single mother the bills were not going to pay themselves.

Eventually Amanda got so ahead financially she was able to pay off her home decades sooner than the loan was made for. Between the tips at the strip clubs and the secret special sex parties she was part of, Amanda was known to take home as much as $3000 a night.

Take that and her mediocre salary as a librarian she can live comfortably and be in the world she loves which is books. Plus, with her writing as well allows her to transport herself to worlds and scenarios that cannot live or no longer do; oh so she thinks.

Amanda's writing is a means of expressing herself. She feels that old side of her is a thing in the past but there is still that little flame burning inside of her. That flame is being fueled more than ever with her latest project where it is about a mother and a son. Not aware at first till she had her sister review it, that it was pointed out by Cynthia that the son in the story is Matthew, and Amanda clearly is the mom. Her writing is coming out in such a way that what she wants, needs, is being expressed in her writing.

However, there is that annoying thing called morality. That word can be such a buzz kill. Morals: sure, she has morals. But is it so morally wrong to want to be intimate with her son? Yes, if you ask the standard people of society they said it is a sin. It is disgusting. It is against the law, and blah blah blah...

The point is Amanda is finding it harder to ignore that itch and she is getting really close to scratching it. At one time writing helped with that but the need is becoming so great she almost caved a few times.

For instance Amanda was stripped naked with towel in hand heading to the bathroom. She thought her son left to visit his friends but found him in the shower with cock in hand stroking himself. Shocked at first she felt her nether regions instantly going moist. Her breath caught in her throat. And her eyes were practically jumping out of her skull.

Thinking to herself, "Where is my son? Who is that person in there with that cock in his hand, with the body of a Greek god? Did he make a deal with the devil? That cannot be my son?"

Yet it is her son. Back at college Matthew met a group of kids into outdoor calisthenics which Matthew took to the hobby instantly and as a result of that worked off any fat he once had and has now a well oiled chiseled body. Burpees is his favorite exercise of choice it has become an obsession more than a hobby. Constantly challenging himself the body achieved was not the intention, but sure was a benefit.

This benefit caught his mother's eye. Unknowingly to Matthew his mother left the bathroom that day and headed straight to her bedroom. Quietly closing the door and locking it, she dropped the towel onto the floor and practically threw herself onto her bed and started rubbing her client rigorously. With her son in mind, picturing herself on her knees in front of him taking her sons cock all the way back to her throat and playing with his balls. She is imagining working him to an orgasm that she is so willingly to swallow. Such a need to feed on her son's cum she her fingers are going so fast to a person looking on would think it looked like a car driving past you at 100mph.

In serious need of a release Amanda pauses and reaches over to her nightstand pulling our her anal vibrator. Using her mouth as lubricant she turns it on and slides the toy into her anus and resumes working her clit.

With these two means of stimulation Amanda reaches a climax screaming her son's name in ecstasy. But life can be funny sometimes. In the midst of her orgasm she heard a bang at the door. Being in the middle of one of the biggest orgasms she has ever had she did not care what the source was. Left her mind as fast as it came. But if only she knew the source.

During the time of self-pleasure Matthew came out of the shower with only a towel wrapped around him intending to ask if his mother wanted to order out. Finding the door locked he was about to knock but then heard a sound that almost sounded like a buzz. Listening carefully with his ear to the door Matthew hear sounds of a woman moaning in sexual pleasure. As no stranger to sex himself he knows the sound of a woman in a moment of sexual pleasure he is fully aware what is happening in his mother's room.

Being there up to the point she explodes Matthew's towel drops and in bending down to get it he hits the door with his head making a banging noise. Scared that he gave his presence away he ran instantly to his bedroom and locked the door.

Standing in the room Matthew trying to catch his breath and getting rid of the adrenaline finds himself hard as a rock. Being that he just jerked off in the shower it even surprised him how aroused he is at this moment. Finding hard at the time (no punt intended) to admit to himself the reason he became horny as he is right now knowing it was his mother on the other side of that door masturbating. As to what got her so hot he does not know. But if he did know what would he do with that info? That is the question.

July ***

With school out for the summer and no job to be had Matthew has a lot of time to himself. Granted with summer hours his mother is home sooner than she would if school were in session but yet he still is alone a good amount of the day.

Getting bored at times Matthew starts getting a little nosey. More curious than nosey Matthew goes into his mother's room and starts snooping. First started with her underwear drawer surprisingly to him that she has lingerie. Everything is clearly made to arouse the opposite sex. Nothing appeared to be made for comfort but more for stimulating a seoncd party. Much of the underwear is in fact thongs. "Who would have guessed?" Matthew thinks to himself picturing his librarian of a mom in a thong under those long skirts that she wears. Always with a button blouse buttoned all the way up to her neck.

"You just never know." Matthew says aloud to no one in the room. Continuing his snooping he finds his mothers laptop closed. At first he thinks to himself, "I should not. That would be bad. But what does she do on there? I must find out."

Well finding the laptop is not password protected Matthew being raised on technology but no computer geek knows enough on what to check and where to go to figure out what a person is doing on a computer.

Several hours later and a few tissues later ***

Matthew is still at his mother desk in front of her computer. On his third ball of tissues Matthew found a folder filled with stories written by his mother. The last one he read which clearly is not finished is about him and his mom. Not only that but the things that those two characters in the story are doing with each other. It was all Matthew has been fantasizing about. It is like a dream come true. Now he knows he is not alone in this world. There is also another at least one he knows for sure that is not disgusted by the act of incest. Lucky for him that person is his mother.

But then Matthew is going back and forth in his mind what can he do with this information? Not like he can just approach her and say something like, "Hey mom I read your stories. Want to fuck?" Seriously how is that any different than approaching a known slut to just ask if they want to fuck. Even a slut would have enough morals to tell the other person to fuck off. You at least need to approach it carefully. Work up to it. Not hard to get laid within the first hour of meeting someone. Has happened many times for Matthew with the girls at his college.

It is then Matthew starts working up a plan to seduce his mother. Knowing the seed is planted already by her desires, it is in his hands to get that seed to grow to a reality that he can make happen. Just need to do it properly. But what, how, when, where? How long? All these are questions he needs to work on the answers. He has till the end of August to at least get somewhere with his mom past a normal mother and son relationship.

Then Mathew thinks, "No! No deadline to be set on when I will fuck my mother. Just a deadline of what he needs to be done or at least set a path towards that goal."

Cleaning up the mess that he left, and trying to clear any traces he was there Matthew heads to his room with a notepad and a pen and starts jotting down ideas and a plan of his own to do what he and clearly his mother as well want to do and that is FUCK!

Step 1 ***

First step is to ease mother into it. Start touching her more. Complimenting her more. Sneak in kisses. Not necessarily on the lips, though he would not mind that. But little things. Like when she is doing the dishes gently approach her from behind and slide his hands down her arms and move her arms out of the sink with a little kiss on her neck telling her to go sit on the couch he will handle the dishes. Having a glass of wine on the living room table for her to loosen her inhibitions. But again be subtle but also affective as well.

Later that night after writing down his plan ***

"Hi mom." Standing there with a big smile on his face.

"What is this?" Amanda asks.

"Oh, I thought to have dinner for you as my way saying I love you."

"Oh, Matthew you did not have to do that. Glad you did but you really should not have. I could have made something."

"Oh mom, you do so much for me. It is time I do more for you."

She replies, "Well okay. I am not going to stop you. Curious what else you have in store for me."

"Well mom time will tell. Here have some wine, it is your favorite. I will distribute the food and you just sit and relax."

Matthew carefully laying out the food on the plate he partitions it almost trying to make it look more like a cuisine than just your standard take out meal. Trying to bring a sense of romance into the environment he brings the plate to his mother. Placing one hand on her shoulder he bends down to the point he is cheek-to-cheek with his mother and places the plate in front of her. Before standing up he places a soft gentle kiss on her exposed neck being that her hair is up in a bun.

Then taking a pause he removes the object holding the bun in place and tells his mother she should let her hair down more. It really shows her beauty.

Amanda sitting there with goose bumps and shivers from the kiss and then the handling of her hair just says, "Ummm..okay." And then takes a bigger gulp of wine before digging in.

Sometime later ***

Anticipating his mother natural action to clean-up he lets her get to the point she places the dishes in the sink and grabs the sponge. Much like how he planned on pen and paper places his hands on his mother's shoulders causing a shiver from her. Sliding his hands down her arms he grabs hold of her wrists and pulls out her hands and arms from the sink and places them to her side. Nibbling on her ear lobe he whispers in her ear that he will handle the dishes. To go take a bath and watch a movie with him later.

Again, in shock and aroused his mother just agrees and does as instructed. After reaching her room she closes the door and lays back against it with hand on chest and other hand on stomach trying to catch her breathing. Feeling extremely aroused by the recent events her mind is all clouded. "This is not the son I remember. Where did this gentleman come from? What did he do with my son?"

With the questions unanswered she begins to undress and wraps a towel around her body and opens the door and peeks down the hallway. Seeing her son at the sink he turns and winks at her and then resumes working on the dishes. Just that wink alone made her even more wet than she already is. And quickly works her way to the bathroom.

Lighting up a few candles for ambience and the scent that they bring, she begins the flow of water for her bath suggested by this new man she does not recognize.

When the water reached the desired level and temperature Amanda places carefully one foot at a time into the pool of water. Taking a moment to soak she reaches for her razor and cream and decides she should clean-up her pussy and legs free of hair.

Not having a man to look good for she let those areas go. But now even still no man in her life other than her son she feels the need to have those areas more presentable.

While shaving with smooth gentle strokes she finds herself in thought of her son and the changes she already has seen in him. Wondering what happened or for a better term what caused it she wonders if she will ever know. Either way she likes it, she likes it a lot. So as a return why not be more presentable for this man in her life. If it is not a boyfriend or a husband she can at least have her son to impress.

Minus the sexual part of it, but oh so she would give into the sexual side of it only if her son would have been interested. Then she goes back to what she does know. Her son has been watching her in the mirror. She watching him through the camera pointing at the mirror. But then she has seen him with cock in hand watching her. Ending nonsense of being naïve she is coming to grips that her and her son share more than just DNA.

After some time has gone by Amanda finds the water is getting cold and she is starting to turn into a prune. Blowing out the candles she starts the draining of the water and carefully steps on the mat. Grabbing her towel she pads herself dry but yet leaves her still a bit wet. Liking how her legs and pussy look glittering in the light while wet she finds herself feeling sexy. Enjoying this feeling and embracing it she decides to withgo the towel.

Opening the door she peaks to her left and sees Matthew there looking in her direction with wine in hand. For no specific reason she winks at him and walks completely naked showing her backside on her way back to the bedroom.

Matthew reacts by saying, "Oh shit!" Followed by a "That was hot!" And unknown to him Amanda heard him and made a slight giggle.

Matthew thinking to himself he should too clean-up takes measures to undress and jump in the shower for a quick clean-up. Being one to trim his pubes he finds them quite long. Taking the time to fix that right up he starts his clippers and cuts away.

It is during this time of grooming that Amanda is about to pass the bathroom and then hears the noise. Staying a moment trying to figure out the source of the noise she shrugs her shoulders and heads to her son's bedroom. With a little grin on her face she stands in his room in just a thong searching for a specific item: one of his t-shirts.

Being small in stature Amanda finds her sons t-shirts just large and long enough to to cover her behind. Finding an old concert shirt from his Heavy Metal days she slides it on and quickly exits her son's bedroom and heads to the living room but not before refilling her glass of wine.

Waiting anxiously for her son Matthew to arrive she sips away at her wine and subconsciously rubs her legs together. Eventually Matthew arrives and is there in just boxer shorts and a t-shirt. It does not go unnoticed by Matthew his mother is in one of his t-shirts and her legs are completely exposed.

Feeling a slight movement in his crotch Matthew takes a spot on the couch near his mother. Right after sitting down Amanda looks at him with a smile and reaches over by the table and grabs a can of cream. "Honey, please rub mommy's feet would ya?"

Matthew in the past hated doing this but today finds the task quite appealing. Their normal ritual when doing this or agreement is that if she has to rub her feet he gets to watch whatever he wants on TV.

Remembering this rule she also hands him the remote and asks, "Nothing to gruesome please.". Matthew nods and starts scrolling through the list of choices of movies to watch.

Finding a movie he has seen before it is a drama but in this drama is a lot of steamy sex scenes. Starting the movie Matthew starts applying the cream to his hands and gently rubs them into her feet.