"I want you to lick my cunt. I want you to eat me."
These were the wonderful but strange words my 19-year old blind step-sister Marlo, a brunette with a sexy body, had just said to me shortly after giving me, her 18-year old brother, his first-ever blow job.
That morning we were in the living room of the middle-class suburban home of our parents, who had left just two days ago for a two-week vacation in Europe, leaving us alone together because they trusted us, which may have turned out to be a mistake. Or was it?
I wasn't sure myself as I stood in the living room halfway naked, with my pajama bottoms dropped on the floor and my cock now drooping down between my legs, still semi-erect. Marlo, who was sitting on our fancy black leather couch, had just had my erection in her mouth a few minutes ago—at the end of which I'd fucked her face a little—and she had swallowed my load. Marlo had managed to drink almost all my cum down, except for, I now saw for the first time, a little pool of my sperm that must have dribbled out of her mouth when my eyes were closed in ecstasy, and which was now slowly soaking into the front of Marlo's light-pink button down blouse that she was wearing. Also visible were some wet areas from her saliva that had gotten onto her shirt from giving head to her brother.
Marlo and I had been building up to this moment for a while, but I had been a bit behind the curve and she had been way ahead of it as it was happening over the last few days. I realized that in several ways Marlo been leading us to this, and making this moment possible.
But that still didn't quite relieve my guilt that I'd just had my best (and only) sexual experience in my young life with my own sister. And Marlo, by saying, "lick my cunt," and "eat me," was clearly showing that this new phase of our loving brother-sister relationship was soon going on to further frontiers.
But I was a little puzzled about how Marlo had learned to talk like this, even though I liked it. It's not that we were prudes, but were were both inexperienced, and we didn't talk like that with each other—until now.
"Lo", I said, which is the nick-name I use for her a lot, "where did you pick up 'eat me,' and stuff like that. Don't get me wrong, I like both the words and the idea of it—although like you I'm not really going to know what to do at first—but where did you pick up 'lick my cunt'"?
Marlo blushed a little, but immediately said, "Rachel, of course, where else? Rach says saying that really works when she wants her boyfriends to do that for her."
"Speaking of which," Marlo said in a concerned tone, looking suddenly a little worried, "I haven't replied to any of the voicemails and texts I've gotten from Rachel in the last 24 hours, and she's been saying that she's worried and that she might come over." (Blind people, of course, can send and receive texts by voice.)
"Why didn't you—" I was going to say "reply," but before I could our loud doorbell suddenly went "Ding! Dong!"
"Oh my god!" I cried, as I quickly struggled to get my pajamas on as fast as possible and tie them. The curtains were closed and whoever was there couldn't see us, but—
Suddenly there was a loud knocking at the door, with Rachel behind it saying, "Marlo! Nick! Are you there?"
Quickly thinking of the visible cum still soaking into Marlo's pink blouse, I said, "I'll get it! Why don't you—" I was about to say change your blouse, but before I could do that Rachel knocked again, and Marlo, already walking to the door, said, "Just a sec Rach!" I raced to get to the door first, barely beating Lo there, and quickly opened it.
"Oh, hi Nick! Hi Lo!" Rachel said, (she had taken to using my nick-name for Marlo) and without asking let herself into the house and closed the door behind her.
Rachel, a beautiful blond goddess who was also 19, was voluptuous, flirty, smart, and sarcastic. Rachel looked back and forth between us, seemingly sizing things up.
"You looked flushed, Nick, have you been working out?" Rachel asked quizzically, getting a sly smile on her face.
"Um," I said, "Yeah—a little bit of a work out."
It didn't sound convincing.
Rachel smiled and raised her eyebrows a little, and said, "Good for you!" And then she moved past me to give Marlo a hug. Then Rachel suddenly froze as she was looking at my halfway soaked-in gob of sperm on Lo, and the drying slobber from the blow job that was soaking into Lo's light blouse.
Marlo had her arms out and looked confused, because clearly she was expecting Rachel's regular hug.
Rachel then said, smiling even more now, "Um, have you been cooking, Lo? Your blouse is kind of...messy. There's some white goo on it. I guess it's batter of some kind?"
Lo flushed deeply, but then smiled in a happy and proud way, and was clearly trying to stop from laughing.
Lo finally said, "Yeah, it's a project I've been working on, and I think it's going really well."
"'Really well'? Good," Rachel said, looking back and forth between me and Lo, and then she giggled.
I was horrified, and didn't know what to say except, "I'm going to go take a shower!" And then I fled away toward the bathroom.
"See you later, Nick!" Rachel said, and then she giggled some more—and I could hear Lo joining her.
****
As I showered, thoughts like "Oh my god, my sister just gave me head," and "oh my god, I shot my sperm into Lo's mouth while fucking her face!," and "Shit! What in the hell have I done?" went through my head. My dick, however, seemed to be wondering when he might be able to visit the inside of Lo's mouth again, since less than half an hour after my orgasm I was already almost erect thinking about what had happened.
And seemingly Rachel had figured it all out almost as soon as she arrived. I mean, it was sort of obvious—and I was still kind of dying of embarrassment that my cum was right there on Lo's blouse—but Rachel had seemingly figured everything out almost instantly— because clearly she was already in the know. I realized now that Lo had been talking with Rach about us. But not for the last 24 hours, apparently. And so that means that they were in touch before that, before our parents even left. And so Lo was maybe asking Rach for advice about this for a while. Weeks? Months? Yes. And Rach suggested to Lo to say "lick my pussy" and "eat me" a while ago. The revealing new bikini that Lo had worn for me had been a gift from Rach. And Rach had almost certainly suggested she to try to swallow her own brother's load after giving her brother head. Oh my god. Rachel was as twisted as we are.
So I realize I'm slow, but I had just figured out as the shower ran that Rachel knew a lot more than I even did before the blow job happened, and had helped plot out almost all of what was basically Lo's wonderful seduction of me. I mean, it was a co-seduction, sort of, but really Lo was taking the lead every step of the way, even when sometimes I thought I was out ahead.
Anyway, the bottom line was that however it had happened my sister and I had had sex. And she wanted to do it again. And so did I. Was this a 2-week thing while the 'rents were gone? Maybe. But the way Lo had said before she took my cock into her mouth, "I love you and want to be with you" implied more. If so, that would mean eventually our parents might find out, and then maybe other people we knew might find out—that these "kids" they'd thought of for 18 years as siblings had become sex buddies? Shit. I veered wildly between depression and elation about the whole thing.
I had finally found love and sex with maybe the most wonderful woman in the world for me. But she's my sister. If only she wasn't my sister. But actually the whole reason I love her so much, and why this even happened in the first place, is that she's my sister. Step, but...I was going around in circles and getting a headache. And now my cock was soft again.
Jesus. Fucking. Christ.
****
After the shower, I put a bathrobe on and walked right into my room, quietly closing the door. I heard Lo murmuring something and Rachel giggling again, but it seemed like too much for me to hang out with them at that moment. As I dressed, I thought to myself: Rachel knew. And I know that Rachel knew. And Rachel almost certainly knows now that I know that she knows. I don't drink alcohol often, but I thought about getting a big glass of white wine from the fridge—but it was still only about 10 am.
Instead, after I got dressed in a nice teal and black paisley shirt and black jeans, I used my Alexa Echo, which has good speakers, to listen to music—Good Rush by Death Cab for Cutie, Born this Way by Lady Gaga, and even Dream On by Aerosmith. And then I started listening to the beautiful soundtrack by French composer Alexandre Desplat for the movie The Shape of Water (I'm a movie geek). Soon the music helped me feel better and think more clearly: Better to have loved my step-sister and eventually in the future maybe have lost her, than never to have loved her at all. I finally realized that I was really happy about what had happened with Lo, and what we felt about each other, and for the moment I was almost at at peace. Sometimes the impossible love is the love that you find.
My reveries were interrupted just then by a soft knock on my bedroom door, and then Rachel said in an unusually kind and sincere voice for her, "Hey Nick, are you going to come join us or just rock out in your room? I've got something to share with you."
"Sure!" I said, in a surprisingly cheerful way, having worked through for the time being my little existential crisis. (And yes, we are overprivileged and overeducated high school grads who've had lots of AP classes, and so we know what existentialism is.) Anyway, I said, "I'll be there in a minute."
I told Alexa to stop, and as I did that I realized I was still riding an endorphin and love high.
With the enhanced confidence that a guy gets when a pretty girl has sucked him off, I walked out of my room and into Marlo's, where Lo, who I could see was wearing a clean new blue blouse and sitting on her bed, seemed a little withdrawn.
Rachel looked at my expression and confident walk as I sat down on the comfy chair in the corner of Lo's room, and said, "Wow Nick, you look happy!"
I said with a relaxed smile, "Yeah, I am happy. It's been a really good day!"
At that Marlo started smiling too, in that buck-toothed way that I find endearing. I guess that's part of what love is—you find even the unusual or imperfect things about someone you love wonderful because it's part of what makes them who they are. Lo's teeth are a little goofy, but they are also about Marlo taking charge of herself and saying at the age of 15 that she didn't want braces, so they reflect part of her process of becoming herself.
Anyway, as Marlo kept smiling, she said quietly, "It's been a good day for me too," putting extra meaning into it.