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I have always loved the attention of men. I was what most people call a flirt and a tease when I was younger and teasing men was fun and very exciting. My husband David was a sweet and thoughtful man and his death in Afghanistan was so devastating. With my unexpected freedom, I started thinking about dressing the way I used to so I could feel my long lost power over men again. I started reading literotica mostly out of boredom and curiosity. Slowly I became addicted to taboo sex stories and videos.
Please don't judge me too harshly.
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While writing Chapter 1 of Making Mom, I began to masturbate almost daily with illicit thoughts of actually dressing like a slut and parading around in front of my 18 year old son Jason. I knew that it really was just harmless fantasy. My addiction to porn was growing, with lust distorting my judgement. As many stories as I read, I began to fantasize of ways I could give myself a good thrill and him something hot to think about when he was making himself cum.
After all, all boys love their mother and I knew I would be able to control the situation. Because it was the basis for Chapter 1, I went to a department store and purchased a beautiful white silky robe that was way too short. I also bought the panties that best fit into my story. I couldn't wait to put them on, so I paid for my items and hurried home.
Jason was still in school, and I could safely wear my scanty outfit in the living room and bring myself to orgasm on our tan and white stripe couch, fantasizing that I was once again just a shameless tease who loved power over men. I kind of laid back a little with my feet propped up on the coffee table and legs spread as I slid one hand down my tummy and inside my tight white panties. I began gently rubbing along on my dampening slit and pinched my nipples to stiffness with my other hand, my arousal aided by my tongue flicking my rose bud tips.
Oh God, it was such an incredible feeling, pretending that I could be exposed like this in front of Jason if he accidentally walked in on me and saw me like that and when the waves of pleasure overcame me so forcefully, I nearly passed out from my exploding orgasm. Slowly, I made myself get up and I showered, the water not washing away the desire to expose myself.
Back in my bedroom, I dried off and stepped into the still damp panties I pleasured myself in earlier. With my orgasmic pleasure subsiding, I once again was able to convince myself that it was all just a harmless fantasy and that nothing would come of it. Without any real thought, I pulled on a pair of old cutoff jeans and slipped one of my strap tee shirts on. I brushed out my wet honey blonde hair and put it up in a ponytail.
I went downstairs and was in the kitchen preparing burgers and fries for supper when I heard the front door open and then shut with a hurried bang.
"Hey Mom! I'm home!" my 18 year old yelled out, no doubt thinking I was upstairs.
"I'm in the kitchen, honey. How does a cheesy burger and fries sound for supper?" I replied back, a little sweaty from being close to the hot stove. I half turned smiling at the sound of his footsteps entering the kitchen.
"Oh yeah!" Jason exclaimed as he walked up behind me and planted a sweet kiss on my left cheek.
"That's my favorite! How long before it's ready?", he asked, looking at the stove top, then giving my ponytail a playful tug as he awaited my answer. For some reason, his pull on my long hair made my lower belly flutter madly but I managed to tell him supper would be ready in another 15 minutes.
I was expecting him to tell me he was going to watch TV or play his video games but instead he stood quietly behind me, looking over my shoulder and down toward the stove top. I instinctively followed his glance and with a shock, I saw that my tee shirt was damp with my sweat! I wasn't wearing a bra and my son's blue eyes was riveted on my breasts outlined, nipples visibly hard and jutting against the cotton.
This was my fantasy come true! Arousal clouded my thinking, and I was barely able to act as though nothing was amiss. It was less than a minute and then, releasing my bound up hair, he stammered in a slightly strangled voice, "Jesus, it's sure hot in here, Mom..." and sat down at the table just a few feet away.
I continued to pretend that I was focused on preparing supper with my back to him but I felt the searing lust of his gaze and it was causing my panties to soak through. I felt that power again and I was very happy that I hadn't tossed out the raggedy old jeans when they got tight and turned them into cutoffs instead. I knew the material hugged my bottom and Jason was almost hypnotized by my subtle moves from side to side as I finally made him a plate. I couldn't help but glance at his crotch when I set his food down in front of him and sure enough, my son was rock hard with desire!
"Thanks Mom, is there any ketchup?" he asked, picking up a french fry and munching on it.
"Oh... of course, honey. Let me get it for you." I answered and moved to the fridge. I was struck with a dirty impulse when I pulled the door open. Knowing full well the effect that I was having on Jason, I bent over a little too much and arched my back with my feet barely apart.
"God Jesus..." I just barely heard my son murmur behind me. I knew he was taking in my curved display so after I straightened up slowly, I walked back to the table with ketchup in hand. I also brought him a coke.
"Here you are.", I said, sitting both down next his plate. I run my fingers through his hair rumpling it for him. "Enjoy your supper, baby!", and started walking out of the kitchen.
"Hey...where are you going, Mom? You're not eating?" Jason asked, turning in his chair and watching my every move. I was on fire all over from what I had just experienced and had to gather my thoughts.
"In a few minutes. I'm too hot right now and need to cool off first." I said and continued on and went back upstairs to my room. I closed my door and collapsed on my bed, and furiously rubbed my burning pussy through my cutoffs. It was less than 30 seconds and I came again in an wet gushing explosion. I laid on my bed with my legs spread lewdly for a couple of minutes.
I could hardly believe what had just happened! I felt dirty deliberately arousing my sweet handsome son. I knew Jason was down there, hard and would be stroking himself later thinking of me. It was with that in mind, I decided that I would give him more to think about to stroke his young flesh with. I knew after his reaction earlier to my cutoffs and tee shirt, that my story outfit would turn him mad with helpless desire and I wasn't even trying then!
I was resolute with my plan to tease Jason. Getting up off of my bed, I went to my full length mirror and stripped out of my clothes. I was still athletic, my skin fair and smooth. I was proud of my firm breasts with very little sag and my butt was nicely rounded, almost peachy. I didn't put on much makeup, however, I went heavy on the cherry red lipstick to match my nails. Impulsively, I used some mascara to darken my blue eyes.
Before I could talk myself out of what I was preparing for, I slid back into my now used panties and my too short white robe, then brushed my long honey blonde hair out until it cascaded silkily down my back. As sexy as I was feeling, I looked at my feet and decided I'd put on my spiked high heels so I that my butt would wiggle more when I walked. I remember thinking, "Oh God, what am I doing?" yet I motivated by my desire to be a tease once more.
I dug through my closet looking for the perfect heels and went with my white spikes because I walked easy in them. Slipping my feet into them, I slightly bent and angled my leg and admired the way they complemented my slender well formed feet. I took a couple deep breaths to steady myself and then opened my bedroom door to go back downstairs to the kitchen.
I was so excited and even a little bit scared as I made it to the foot of the stairs. My heels tapped on the wooden floor of the hall as I approached the kitchen entry with my heart pounding. I stopped long enough to loosen the belt on my robe just enough to expose more of my tummy for his view and with my breasts barely covered, I walked into the kitchen saying, "Like some de.....", my carefully rehearsed words falling short in the empty room. Only his mostly empty plate remained on the table and I started losing my nerve fast.
"Jason?", I called out, wondering if he was in his room or had gone out. I picked his plate up and went to the sink to rinse it off. "Honey?" I asked again, louder.