My Mother Beth, is the sexiest woman alive!
I have been infatuated with my Mom for many years. I know it's wrong, I tried to ignore my feelings, but I couldn't stop how I felt. In fact, my feelings grew more strongly, especially the last few months. I started crushing on my Mom back in High School, now I'm 19 years old and going crazy with lust for her. I knew this wasn't a phase, it was serious.
I recently broke it off with my long time girlfriend. We went out for almost 3 years and grew apart after High School. Then my Mom started wearing stretch pants and exercising more, after my parents divorced. Dad left us the house and moved in with his new girlfriend. Leaving me alone with Mom, this all went down about a year ago. She always looked great but now she looked Hot! Dad had been cheating on my Mom for a while and according to her had not touched her a long, long time.
Mom dated a few guys after the divorce, all of which I hated. I was not friendly at all with them and did my best to discourage any long term relationships. Mom decided to forget dating for a while and focused on herself and work. Mom sells real estate and started doing quite well. I'm sure her new good looks didn't hurt any. Mom also began exercising more and it paid off. She was the most attractive woman to me in the world. I loved the shape of her breasts and ass, she had me horny every time I laid eyes on her.
I am in junior college and work part time at the mall. I'm an average 19 year old, with decent looks. I am kind of shy and not a real ladies man. Since I am an only child, Mom has always treated me extra special. I love my Mom in so many ways. Now I felt like I had to tell my Mom how I felt about her. How attracted I was to her and only her.
My Mom just turned 40 and looks more stunning every day. She has long dark hair, brown eyes and a great body. Not only is she super sexy, but she has a very kind heart. She's attractive from the inside out. Living alone with her, has had me craving her more and more. Every time I masturbate, it's her that I think of. I see her sexy underwear and bras in the laundry room all the time, which doesn't help either. I like a girl with a little meat on her bones, Mom has a few extra pounds in her rear, which drives me wild. She also has a nice 36D rack, trust me I've seen her bra size more than a few times. To me she's perfect in everyway.
I thought of many different ways to start a sexual relationship with my Mom. I wanted to seduce her, not just for sex but because I loved her in everyway. In the end, I decided just to flat out tell her how I felt...
I decided to create a nice atmosphere for the night I would tell her. Tonight was going to be the night, I couldn't wait any longer. After classes that day, I went into action. I called Mom and told her I was making dinner for us, she said she would be home around 6:30. She seemed pleasantly surprised and thanked me over the phone. I made a nice chicken salad for us and chilled a bottle of wine. Then I went upstairs and took a shower and got ready for her. I wore a nice shirt, slacks and put on dash of cologne. I brushed and flossed my teeth and fixed my hair. I looked good and was ready for her arrival.
As 6:30 approached I was getting more and more nervous. I tried to keep busy by cleaning up the house. I lit some candles and set up the table. Then I heard the garage door open. Mom was finally home, she came in looked around with a smile. She was wearing a tight sexy purple dress that displayed plenty of cleavage and legs. Again her beauty got my blood boiling.
"Hi Alex, what in the world are you up to?" She asked with a nice smile.
"Mom, I just thought it would be fun to have a nice dinner with you tonight." I said feeling a little nervous.
"Wow, that's a nice surprise honey. What did I do to deserve this?" She asked with curious look.
"It's nothing Mom, go get freshened up and I'll have dinner ready for us when you come down." I said trying to swallow the lump in my throat.
"OK, whatever you say honey." She said with a weird look, and went to upstairs to change.
I was pacing back and forth, It felt like 2 hours before she came down for dinner. When she came down for dinner, Mom looked hot in her blue stretch pants and tight neon sports bra. She made me more nervous, because she looked so sexy and beautiful.
"Candles, what are you up to? Do you need money or something Alex?" She asked with a cute smile.
"No Mom, not at all, just sit down and relax." I said as I brought out the chicken salad and poured us each a glass of wine.
"I don't know what to say." Mom said as I served her.
I set us up and sat down across from her and we started our meal. Mom took a sip of wine and took a few bites of her salad.
"Alex, this is delicious. I didn't know you could cook like this." She stated with appreciation.
"Thanks Mom, I'm so glad you like my cooking. I actually read a cookbook and followed the directions. It came out good huh?" I asked.
"Very good. Now what's this all about?" She pried.
"Nothing Mom, I thought you could use a lift."
I was feeling nervous and didn't know if I could tell her how I felt. We ate and made small talk, and enjoyed the meal and wine together. We were almost done when I decided I had to confess my attraction to her, once and for all.
"Mom, I have to tell you something." I said with butterflies in my stomach.
"What is it honey, is everything alright?" She asked with concern in her voice.
"Uh... Well, Mom..."
"What is it Alex, what's wrong? Spit it out." She said impatiently.
"Nothing is wrong." I almost chicken out.
"Then what is it son?" She asked very seriously.
I paused, took a deep breath and put down my fork. I took a big drink of wine and slowly looked up into her eyes.
"Mom, I love you with all my heart, I'm so attracted to you, I want to make love with you. I'm sorry but I can't help it." I said, almost apologizing.
Mom broke out in laughter for a few seconds and stopped when she saw the look on my face.
"Alex, stop kidding with me. What is going on with you?"
"Mom I'm totally serious, I have been attracted to you for years. I thought it would go away but it's not. I want you so bad, every time I masturbate I think of you." I said with embarrassment in my voice.
"Oh Alex, you shouldn't be saying that to me." She said with a stern look on her face.
"Sorry Mom, I know it's wrong. I was hoping I would grow out of it." I said looking down.
"I don't know what to say Alex." She said
"Are you mad at me Mom?"
"No, just shocked. It's very taboo and wrong for a mother and son to have sexual relations." She protested.
"I know Mom but this has been going on for years and years, now I want you more than ever." I said shyly.
"Alex this is not going to happen. You need to find another girlfriend and it will pass. I'm flattered but it's not something we should get into." She said with a frustrated look on her face.
I decided to tell a little white lie. I'm not a virgin but I thought if I got desperate, I would play the virgin card to get more sympathy. What did I have to lose.
"Mom, I've never had sex before. I'm still a virgin and I want you to be my first." I said as I lied through my teeth.
"Oh Alex, your a handsome young man. You'll find a nice girl soon. You have to be patient, something will come around." She said trying to dodge a bullet.
"Mom, all my friends have had sex, a lot of sex. I want it to be special, you're the only woman in the world I want. I want to do it with you." I said, not being shy anymore.
"Alex, come on. You have to forget about this." She said with concern.
"Mom, please, don't say no. Just think about it. I bet if you thought about it when you're alone, you might change your mind." I said pleading my case.
"Son, I can't think of that. It's too kinky, you know that."
"It's not kinky if we love each other and care for each other." I said as my embarrassment dissipated.
"I think it is Alex. Please, I can't discuss this anymore." She said frustrated.
"Maybe I should go and get a hooker for my first time." I said, now upset and frustrated.
"Son, wait for the right girl." She said with care.
"You are the right girl, wouldn't you like to teach me how to make love? Wouldn't you like to be my first?" I asked with sincerity.
"Alex if it wasn't so taboo and wrong I would." She said holding firm on her decision.
"Mom, please just think about it. Just promise me you'll think about me next time you masturbate." I said confidently.
"I can't do that. Are you crazy?" She protested.
"Yes Mom, I'm crazy for you!" I said feeling frustrated.
"Alex, you have to get over this." She said sternly.
"Mom, please just think of me one time when you're playing with yourself and if it turns you off, I will understand." I begged.
"Son..."
"Please Mom, just promise me you'll think of me one time when you rub your clit and if you don't cum hard, I will drop it." I said very boldly.
"Alex, that is so wrong, I can't." She looked flustered.
"Just try one time Mom. Please, please, please? It will be our secret, I promise."
"Alex, I don't think so." She said almost as if she might give in.
"Mom, at least say maybe. It wouldn't be the worst thing in the world to do. Please just say maybe. You're going to make me cry if you don't. I love you so much, I'd do anything for you." I said putting my face in my hands.
"I don't know Alex, this is too weird."
"Please Mom, just say maybe and I will drop it for the night?" I pleaded, as I looked back up into her beautiful eyes.
"Ok, MAYBE! Now drop it, I'm feeling very uncomfortable." She said as if guessing herself and her answer.
"Thank you Mom, I love you more than anything in the world and I would never do anything to hurt you." I said gratefully.
"I know that son. You have been wonderful son and I love you very much. I don't know what else to say."
"Ok Mom, let's drop it for now. I'll clean up, would you like to watch a movie?" I said, trying to lighten the mood.
" A movie sounds good, what would you like to watch tonight?" She asked, relieved the subject was changed.
"You pick it Mom, anything you want to see is fine with me."
"Ok, Ill see what's on the movie channel."