This story involves discipline as well as bodily functions. If either of these topics bothers you, please do not read the story. As the title suggests, it is also incestuous in every non-technical way. All characters are 18 or over.
I had strong feelings for Marshall when I married him. He was 57 and I was 35. He was a rarity even then: a successful lawyer who was nice.
Was it love? Yes, but I did have an idea that I would dominate him in bed. We had already enjoyed each other sexually but I hadn't realized that he was already on the downside. Since then, I've made it my business to learn about how couples go into the downturn.
I figured I didn't have to worry too much about myself. Yes, women dry out down there, even when they resort to the stuff that promises to keep you wet. But I still had some years before I had to worry about that. I remember finding out that my mother was not enjoying sex after menopause. Her inner lips actually retracted so you couldn't even see them. She said it was too painful to have sex.
But Marshall didn't have 20 years before he started losing it. First, he had trouble getting it up and then I noticed that his equipment had shrunk. I didn't turn into a castrating bitch because that wouldn't have helped matters. But I did start asserting myself.
I always knew he had a panty fetish. I wore sexy ones--lacy and hicut. They might be aqua or red or black. I realized that for some men, plain white ones excited them the most. This was true for Marshall.
Gradually I took control. I told him I would not abandon him because he no longer was able to be as exciting to me sexually. But I did say that I hoped he would let me take charge so we could enjoy each other most successfully. Then I let him know I wanted him in panties. All the time.
Since he had that fetish, it was pretty easy to pull that off. We even talked about what kinds he liked. He began wearing my plain white cotton briefs. Then I started having him wear the panties I had worn the day before. I gradually stopped wiping a whole lot. He became accustomed to pulling up my panties which had lots of pee and shit stains, even some period streaks.
His penis had really become much smaller. I was able with minimal stimulation to get him hard enough to stick it into me, but I teased him about not feeling it very much. He was just happy to be fucking at all.
I taught him how to please me orally. It was a learning experience for him since he hadn't been used to going down on a woman, and I have a lot of hair down there since I delight in my luxuriant flaming red bush. I did have to show him how to warm me up and circle around my clit until I was ready for him to graze it with his tongue.
He admitted to me that he had been wary of providing oral service but that he now loved the way I tasted when I got aroused. I kissed him deeply when he said that and then had him kiss my lower lips. Then I released just the smallest splash of hot pee. He looked at me with the realization on his face that I was now in control.
That being the way I wanted it, he was willing to follow my directions to move his tongue back through my legs and start using it on my bottom-hole. I knew it would be funky even without my deciding to wipe only slightly after I used the toilet. But I did now cut back on my wiping. And I got him putting his lips around my peehole so I could release right into his mouth.
I didn't even have to push him into swallowing. He actually seemed to enjoy the taste of my pee. His reward for that was my teasing him enough so he felt that he was being allowed to have sex with me. His hard little cock now was able to penetrate me, but it didn't do much to bring me off. I now taught him how to play with me with his fingers and that meant I didn't have to jill while he was in me.
When I mentioned that he owed me, this led to my introducing a spanking after we had sex. He did manage to cum inside me and his fingers did bring me off. Then I sat on the side of the bed, and he got across my lap. I began spanking him lightly with my hand and would let my fingers go down into his crack and tease the underside of his scrotum and dip into his tight little anal opening.
I found it was more fun to have him wearing panties. I had him put on a pair with lace mesh on the front so that when he was across my lap, I ran my finger up his shaft through the mesh. He responded wonderfully to this kind of tease, and I found it satisfying that he started to get hard, and this led to the mesh getting into the tiny hole at the tip of his cock. It was a mild punishment mixed with arousal.
He said that it was painful but exciting. I told him that after he spurted during that teasing, I was going to take down his panties and give him a good dose of my thin cane on his backside.
"Oh, Mommy," he cried, "that's going to hurt!"
"That's right," I answered. "You were naughty and came in your little panties, so now Mommy is going to cane your bottom." I found it stimulating to stare at his 57-year-old bottom, with its age creases and some mottled patches. It was the start of my viewing him as a 57-year-old boy who needed to be disciplined.
He learned to stand up and bend over the bedside and I would lower his panties very ceremoniously. I had plenty of room behind him to lay the cane across his bottom, draw it back, and flick it just hard enough to give him a light stinger. We worked up to a regular dose of six of the best.
Giving a caning became a dessert for me after our sex. I became wetter as I prepared to apply the cane to his bottom cheeks than I ever did before or during our fucking. I would announce the grade he had earned for his sexual performance. It was always low.
I often gave him a 63 and loved the psychological impact that had on him as he had to accept that he had failed by two points. We added on an extra stage of our sex when he did get a failing grade: he now would lick my bottom-hole and learn to twirl his tongue inside my hole. I was not especially clean in there, by intention, so he soon became accustomed to tasting my residue.
Marshall was deeply in love with me, and I found that my becoming the dominant partner increased my affection for him. It also seemed to get him cranked up. When we were in bed close to each other, he confessed to me that he liked the way I took charge of our sex life. I pulled my pajama top over my head and brought his face to my breasts.
"Lick them," I said softly, "don't suck." He began licking and I felt them get firm and pointy as they responded to his attentions. I was feeling warm and happy.
"How do you feel about wearing my panties?" I asked him.
"They feel good, Jan," he answered, "and having them on makes me feel that much closer to you."
I pulled him close and kissed him sweetly on his lips. "How did sex with me compare to your past relations with your ex-wife and other women?" I daringly asked.
"I was able to perform better then," he admitted. "Now I need your help to get hard and I'm definitely smaller, so it's somewhat embarrassing, even humiliating," he responded. "But I do love you, Jan, and what you're doing has been good. I didn't ever expect that being spanked or caned would stir me in my groin, but it did."
I managed to find an old-fashioned teacher's grade book at a store where they carried a lot of school supplies. It had a sort of composition-book cover and when I showed it to him, he said it took him right back to when he was in junior high. He remembered his female teachers making entries in the grade book when they called him out for misbehaving in class.
I made up a form on the computer that I designed to resemble the kind of report cards we used to have in junior high. I told him I was going to enter his grade every time after we had sex. It was clear that this both frightened and aroused him. It struck me that he still was in thrall in his mind to those strict young teachers who punished him for misbehaving by giving him failing grades in conduct.
"It might be fun, Marshall, for you to refer to me as Miss Bennett when we are discussing your behavior," I suggested. I took out my thin cane and swished it in the air a few times and watched him as he seemed to shiver.
"You understand that when you're naughty, Marshall, I do have to discipline you, don't you?" I asked him.
"Yes, Jan--I mean, Miss Bennett," he answered.
"Did your mother ever punish you physically?" I followed in questioning him.
"Yes, Miss Bennett," he replied sheepishly. "I was spanked and I feel ashamed to tell you this, but she used to make me bend over and spread my bottom cheeks and she would slip a thin sliver from the soap bar into my bottom," he managed to tell me as his face reddened.
"That stung when she put that into your bottom, didn't it?" I asked sympathetically.
"It did," he said, "but she would just say that that was how she dealt with naughty boys."
"And I have a feeling she gave you enemas too, didn't she?" I went on.
Now his face was really red as he thought back to things that occurred 50 years earlier. "She did do that, and she made me retain them until she was ready to let me expel on the toilet," he said slowly.