When I was a kid, I spent a lot of time with my older cousin Andy. We lived in the same town in Delaware, and only a few blocks away from each other. Andy and I played all of the normal games that kids play-- cops and robbers (he would always make me be the robbers), cowboys and Indians... Okay, what all normal BOYS played, but I was a tomboy so it was normal for me too. We played "doctor" and "you show me yours I'll show you mine" a few times, but never thought anything of it.
My uncle got an out of state job, and they moved down to Florida when I was about 8 (Andy was 12). It wasn't until a few summers ago that I saw him again. Back when Myspace was a big deal, I one day in April and had an email and friend request from him, and I was so excited!! He didn't have any pictures on his page, he said because he didn't have much time to update it and didn't have a camera, so I was still picturing him the way I did when we were younger. He told me how great I looked and on the phone said "I mean, I know it's weird to say and all because you're my cousin-- but you got HOT!!" I was flattered, and I had to admit, a TINY bit excited by that, but I brushed it off. I figured he was just joking or being playful, it isn't like I suspected him of wanting me in sexual way or anything.
We started chatting and became close via internet and phone. We talked about getting together, but didn't really make any solid plans for a while. Now, our grandparents live on a lake in Connecticut and they were always inviting me to stay with them. I told Andy about this, and he said that would be a great idea to get together finally. So we set it up with my grandparents, I would stay a week in the beginning of July, and he would only be able to stay the weekend because he had work. It was set.
I got there on a Sunday night, had fun playing Rummy with my grandparents, watching movies, shopping with my Grandmother and listening to them bicker with each other like an old married couple. Then Thursday night sometime after dinner Andy sent me a text saying he was catching his flight up in an hour. I was so excited!! It had been so long, and I couldn't wait to see him!
I was asleep in my grandparents spare bedroom when he got to the house, but when I woke up he was sleeping on the couch with his blankets. I looked at him for a second, just studying him. It had been 10 years since I had seen him, he looked so different! He was tan, and in shape and- Wow he had facial hair now! I didn't want to wake him up, so I just went to the kitchen and poured myself a bowl of cereal. I was reading though a boring boating magazine that my grandpa had left sitting on the table and eating my Wheaties when I looked up and saw my cousin at the entrance to the kitchen, hair a mess, rubbing his eyes, sporting nothing but a pair of boxers and—OOPS—Morning wood! The tip of his cock was actually sticking out of the top of his boxers, and he seemed completely oblivious. I know it sounds cliche, but it was the biggest cock I had ever seen in person up to that point (I was younger and very inexperienced) and I couldn't help but think "I wonder if I'd ever be able to fit a cock that size in my mouth..." But then felt kind of weird remembering that he was my cousin! My long lost cousin.
Well I must have turned 50 shades of red after seeing that, and was a little flustered. He seemed to not notice that either as he grumbled "g'mornin".
"Morning..." I said.
While yawning and stretching, he said "I gotta pee, pour me some cereal too?" and dragged himself to the bathroom.
Now, it felt wrong, but I was a little turned on. I could feel my panties getting a little damp, but I tried to ignore it.
When he came out a few minutes later, his erection was gone.
"So... That's embarrassing" he said to me.
I knew what he was referring to. He probably got to the bathroom and realized his dick was sticking out of his shorts and felt awkward about it. I figured there was no point in trying to hide the fact that I saw it, so I just laughed. I told him it was impressive, and immediately got all flushed and embarrassed again, thinking "what did I just say that for??"
"I know, I get that a lot." he said with a wink.
We had breakfast together, and went to the lake after everyone was up to get caught up. I'm not gonna lie, I couldn't stop picturing Andy's dick and trying to imagine what it'd feel like inside me. I knew it was wrong and I needed to stop. I had only been with 2 other people before. They were fantastic experiences, but it had been a while.
Andy is about 6'0" with dark brown hair and is pretty tan, with a little bit of scruff. He has definitely got some muscle to him, but isn't huge and beefy or anything. He is definitely a good looking guy.
I'm not bad looking either. I'm 5'6", I weigh about 130, 34B's, so they aren't huge, but they are very nicely shaped- perky and round. I have a pretty pale complexion, auburn hair and light blue eyes. I come from one of those "small town" neighborhoods, where everyone knows each other, we respect our elders, blah blah. I'm SOMEWHAT of a goody two shoes. I'm not into drugs (I have "smoked" a few times before) and I'm not promiscuous. I had only had sex with 2 other guys up to that point, and had given head to 1 other. I was told I was "a phenomenal cocksucker" by one of them, and another told me I should teach a blow job class because he had gotten head from some girls who didn't even know what they were doing and said I needed to fix that.
We spent the day together. We were supposed to do things with our grandparents, I forget what, but I know my grandpa was all cranky about something and our grandma suggested we get caught up. We didn't do much; just sat on the porch talking mostly. I was wearing a t shirt and shorts, and I kept seeing him eye me up. I was hoping I wasn't imagining things and thought it was weird that I was hoping that. I guess I just liked the attention. I couldn't explain why I was so turned on, probably just teenage hormones, combined with the fact that I hadn't "gotten any" in a while. I hadn't dated in a while, hadn't met anyone decent.. So having this incredibly sexy man looking me up and down was such a thrill, whether he was my cousin or not.
Soon the conversations started to get a little heated. He asked me about dating, I explained to him what I just said. That there were no decent boys around and that I was more focused on getting ready for school anyway. He told me that he and his girlfriend broke up recently, but that he didn't care much, he just missed the sex. Then he added "..but you wouldn't know anything about that stuff" with a sly kind of smile.
I replied by asking "what's that supposed to mean?" trying to sound offended.
"Oh nothing." He teased. "Just that I know you don't bother with that stuff just yet, I bet."
I was young and naïve, and didn't realize at the time that it was just his way of prying information about my sex life out of me.
I fired back saying "As a matter of fact I do! I just haven't in a while. Not because I don't want to... I mean I do, and I can.. I just don't need to worry about—"
He cut me off saying "whoa whoa whoa whoa... You mean to tell me you're givin it up already? I mean, I guess I can understand, I already told you, you got way hot. But still. So who's the dork who was lucky enough to get dirty with you?"
I laughed a little, told him about some of my experiences; about my first boyfriend whom I gave it up to, and about my high school health teacher who I had a few "experiences" with, and whose dick I would still suck on occasion because he was now seeing someone and in his mind, blow jobs weren't cheating.
I asked if it was weird for me to be telling him all of that, because I kept seeing him squirm a little, he said not at all and went on to tell me about some of his recent stories. I got so horny listening to him talk about fucking his girlfriends, picturing him pounding away on top of them, picturing him naked and cumming.
Our grandparents went out that night with another couple that they knew, so we ordered take out for dinner. Afterwards I went to go take a shower. He had since then moved into one of the guest bedrooms right next to the bathroom. While standing in the shower, I was imagining making out with my cousin, picturing what his hands would feel like all over me, what his cock would feel like inside of me. I was so horny I started playing with myself. I had my left hand against the shower wall, while my right hand alternated between rubbing my clit and pushing 2 or 3 fingers into my pussy. I remember losing myself for a moment and letting out a moan. I thought to myself that I shouldn't let that happen again, but kept working myself over. After a few seconds I was getting carried away, and let out another few moans, and that's when I heard the floor boards creak outside of the shower. I got quiet and slowed down while listening. I figured either it was my imagination or Andy was listening to me, which turned me on even more. I was now hoping he could hear me, and let out a few more quiet moans before feeling the first wave of orgasm hit me. I rubbed myself vigorously feeling my pussy spasm on my fingers, crying out a few times from the intensity of it, before finally relaxing. I finished up with my shower quickly, grabbed a towl, and started towards my guest room across the hall. It was then that I noticed Andy's bedroom door was slightly cracked and I heard the sounds of steady movement. Like a hand moving rhythmically under a blanket. I had never seen or heard a guy jerking off before, but I wasn't dumb. He was beating off and I knew it was because he was listening to me. I stopped and listened for a few seconds before hearing the pace speed up and hearing two low grunts. I knew he was cumming, and the thought had me just about dripping.
I went and got dressed, still horny and excited. I put on pajama shorts and a tank top and went downstairs. Andy came down a few minutes later wearing pajama pants and a white tshirt, and we decided to watch a movie. We were watching The 40 Year Old Virgin when we got distracted and started goofing around. Goofing around lead to us tickle fighting. I hate being tickled, I fight for dear life and usually end up injuring the other person by accident to get them to stop. But I was no match for Andy-- he managed to hold my hands together with one hand and tickle me with the other. I still tried to hold up a fight, and we ended up rolling off the couch onto the floor, landing him on top of me.
"Ooooh what now?" he said, as we both stopped wrestling/tickling. I could feel his cock quickly hardening and pressing against the very thin layers of fabric between us.. I have never been so turned on in my life. Once again, I felt the heat rush to my face, and to my pussy, all at once. I was so horny right then that I was briefly completely unaware of my surroundings, or time, or anything other than the thought of having him inside of me. (I was 18 and inexperienced, it didn't take much to get me so worked up!)
I think he knew it to, it wasn't hard to tell with my flushed face and heavy breathing, and I think he felt the same way. Or at least I imagined he did. He must have, his dick was digging into me, trying so hard to get free. He pushed his hips against me once and stopped, lowered his voice and said "so did you like what you saw upstairs?" It doesn't take a genius to realize he meant about him jerking off in his room with his door cracked, but I didn't see anything, I just heard him. I asked "what do you mean?" trying to play stupid. He didn't answer. Just pushed himself against me once more.
After I-don't-know-how-long, he finally sat up, looked down as his hard-on and said "sorry" and sat up. I sat on the couch, still quivering from the rush that he had just given me, still flushed, and so confused! I was thinking "this is my cousin, nothing will happen because nothing CAN happen. Even if I wanted to, he wouldn't let it go further FOR THAT REASON".