This a story of fiction. All people are over eighteen.
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My story is about confusion, lust, and naivetΓ©. My name is Lola; I was living an average, good life. I am a twenty-four-year-old, full-blooded Puerto Rican woman. My mom and dad split up when I was one year old. I have no memories of them ever being together. My mother, Maria, is a nurse and has been for over twenty years while being married to my stepfather, James. My upbringing was normal for a child of broken relationships. I live predominantly with my mom and James and would see my father, Carlos, every other weekend and on holidays.
Growing up, I had no drama from my parents. My mom, James, and my dad were all very consistent in my life. They never missed my school, sporting, or competitive dancing events. I was a competitive dancer throughout my childhood and teen years. My mom and dad used to tell me that having Puerto Rican blood was the reason I won as often as I did. James would encourage me to outwork everyone else. My belief has always been having the three of them supporting me was why I excelled.
After high school, I decided to follow in my mother's footsteps and become a registered nurse. Mom and James agreed to pay my tuition for the four years of college I needed to get my bachelor's degree. My dad agreed to pay my housing costs while in school.
In my freshman year, I met and fell in love with my husband, Rick. Before Rick, I was a virgin. My high school years were busy, and I hadn't dated much. Also, the boys were terrified of my dad. My dad is about five foot ten, a thick Latin man with broken English and a vicious look in his eyes. I never viewed him as scary or intimidating, but most people did find him intimidating. My mom and James did nothing to discourage high school boys from fearing my dad.
Rick and I married in our sophomore year of college. We were happy. My dad never cared for Rick. Luckily, we never had a problem talking to each other, even when we knew we would upset each other. My dad would tell me that Rick was a soft man and call him a "pussy". According to my dad, I married down, and Rick did not deserve a woman who looked like me.
Rick and I are polar opposites. I am five foot two with wide hips, a perfectly round ass to go along with my thick legs, thin waist, and b-cup breasts. I am blessed with jet-black hair and olive-colored skin. Rick, on the other hand, is a white man, six feet tall, with a thin build. Nothing about Rick screams intimidation, but he is a good man.
About a year ago, Rick and I got into a big blowout about an opportunity to work in the region's largest hospital as an ER nurse. This was a big opportunity for some with only one year's experience. Being bilingual and having the reputation of working hard made me such a good candidate that the hospital full-out recruited me for the position. Rick was upset that the hospital had an hour and a half commute each way, and the hours were relentless. Rick is a schoolteacher in the next town, which was barely a fifteen-minute drive. I explained that these opportunities don't always present themselves, and I was taking the job. I was also looking forward to seeing my dad more often because he did not live far from the hospital. Rick begrudgingly accepted my decision.
About six months into the job, I realized that Rick was right. The hours and the drive were exhausting. One night, I fell asleep while driving and hit a guardrail. Rick and I got into a huge argument about my schedule. Once we cooled down, I suggested that I sleep at my dad's place if I thought I was too tired to drive. Rick agreed that this would be a good idea. Rick had never been to my dad's apartment, so he didn't understand that my dad lived in a three-bedroom apartment with his brother, my uncle Pedro, and their roommate Jesus. I made this suggestion to make Rick feel like we won the argument, and I knew he wouldn't make any negative comments about my father because he was terrified of him. I also thought that driving while exhausted was not safe, but I loved my job and was not willing to leave it.
The next day, I dropped my car off at my dad and uncle's auto shop for them to make the repairs. I explained to my dad that I may need to sleep at his house occasionally to avoid crashing my car. Of course, I knew he would be ok with me staying there, but he mentioned that he would have to work on sleeping arrangements for me. My dad informed me my car would not be done today, so I'd probably have to stay at his house tonight. I called Rick to make him aware of the situation. Rick asked me if they could fix it tomorrow, reminding me that today was Friday. I hadn't thought about this dilemma. I had been working so much that I didn't realize it was Friday. I work Saturdays, so it wasn't a big deal for me to stay tonight and tomorrow. I would like to be home on Sunday, I thought. I told Rick I would get back to him, but he should be prepared to be alone tonight and tomorrow.
Work was exhausting, and I couldn't wait to get to my father's. As I walked in, it was obvious to me that my car was not going to be fixed tomorrow. Dad, Pedro, Jesus, and one of their friends were drinking and playing dominoes. I immediately asked where I would be sleeping. My dad told me to sleep in his room. I kissed him on his head and told him I was going to take a shower and go to his room to lie down and watch TV. He responded by telling me he loved me and good night. Luckily, I was able to buy some panties and shorts earlier in the day to wear with one of my dad's t-shirts after my shower.
When I got out of the shower and dressed, I walked by my dad and his friends, who were already feeling the effects of the alcohol they were drinking. I could feel them watching me as I walked by. To my surprise, neither my dad nor my uncle said anything about the behavior. Not only did they not say anything, but I also felt like they were watching as well. I am not going to lie; the attention made me feel attractive. Because I work so much, I do not get a lot of attention. And, according to my mother, I am not worldly. I figured I'd acknowledge the attention, so I told them, "Stop staring at my ass, pigs." I giggled and turned around to glance at them. I noticed my dad was the one looking the hardest. This surprised me. I never viewed my father as a lustful man. I never thought of him as a man like this, only a loving, overprotective dad. I smiled at him out of nervousness and went to his room to go to bed.
When I got into bed, all I could think about was how they were looking at me. The way my dad was staring at me kept going through my head when all I wanted to do was go to sleep. After a while, my exhaustion kicked in, and I fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, I was awoken by my father stumbling around in the dark bedroom. I asked, "Is everything OK?"
My dad responded in his slurred speech, "Yes, Lola. I need to sleep in here. There's no room in the living room. I will sleep on the floor. I need a pillow." He then started pawing around the bed, searching for a pillow. His hands unknowingly grabbed my ass as he lost his balance and fell on the floor.
I jumped up and got out of bed. "Are you OK, Papi?" When I looked down at him, he was lying on the floor laughing hysterically in only his underwear. I told him, "You stupid old man. Let me help you into the bed; you're not sleeping on the floor." We were both laughing. As I reached to grab his hands, I noticed that my dad had really big, calloused hands. I don't know why this was so noticeable to me at this moment, but it was. I got him into the bed, covered him up, and laid down next to him. I hadn't realized until this point how small his bed was. It wasn't a twin-size bed, but it definitely wasn't a queen-size either.
As I was lying there, I kept thinking about my dad's hands. I was trying to figure out why I was so obsessed with them. My husband's hands were soft, and I always thought they were perfect being that way. Until now, I don't think I ever dated or been around a man like my dad. I turned to face him. He was sleeping peacefully. I stared at him with all my curiosity about him. I had never thought of him as a man before tonight. I was tired and decided to roll over with my back to him and fell asleep.
As I fell into a deep sleep, I felt my dad snuggle behind me. He put his hand under my shirt, wrapping it around my waist, with his hand resting on my belly. His crotch was pushed against my ass. We were in a complete spooning position with each other. I could feel his breathing on my neck. All of this caused my mind to race and my vagina to become wet. I also felt mortified by my body's reaction. As I lay there, my mind was thinking, 'What if he wants more? What are you going to do, Lola?' Did I not trust myself? More importantly, did I not trust my father? Why the fuck was I thinking like this?
I couldn't fall back to sleep. I was waiting for my dad to make his next move. I was convinced he was going to try something. I could feel his penis growing behind me. Without looking, I could tell he had a bigger penis than Rick. I started thinking again, 'What are you going to do if he tries anything with you, Lola?' I could feel the blood pumping through his penis through our clothing like it had a heartbeat. Dad suddenly moved, and I thought, 'Here he goes. He is going to try something. What are you going to do, Lola?' My dad rolled over to face the opposite way of me. He did not try anything. I couldn't believe how confused I was. I was thinking how fucked up I was mentally and where did this all come from? I felt like a horrible daughter, thinking my dad would knowingly attempt sexual behaviors with me. Throughout the night I fell in and out of sleep. Every movement in the bed causing a shock to my brain.