The next day, I woke up, hungover, to the sounds of Rick and Aunt Sarah arguing. After cleaning myself up, I took some Tylenol and went downstairs.
"Oh man," I thought to myself. "They're talking about last night."
As I made my way closer to the kitchen, I began preparing for whatever was about to happen, even if that meant getting kicked out. I tried telling myself that maybe I was better off just moving back in with my mom.
But I soon found out that wasn't the case at all.
They were arguing, but not about me. From what I could gather from the next room, Rick hadn't come home until early that morning. Both sounded upset so I just slowly made my way back to my room.
I waited in bed and closed my eyes until I heard three very distinct words coming from Rick.
"...about time he got a fucking job..."
And then the door slammed. I just prayed he slammed it.
It was. I went back down found Aunt Sarah was bent over the island in the kitchen in a silk bathrobe. Her hair was tousled and she was biting her hand. I couldn't tell if she was crying, but if she was, I wanted to give her space. I backed up I've again, but this time she heard me.
"How much of that did you hear?" she asked. She turned to me and I found she wasn't crying - just hungover like me.
"Just the door slam," I lied.
Even disheveled, Sarah looked so gorgeous in the bathrobe. It was a typical pink that clung to her body but only went down to just above her knees. My eyes wandered down from her knees to her feet and I remembered every detail of what happened the night before.
"Sorry if we woke you," she said.
"You didn't," I lied again. I couldn't help myself, but I had to add, "Everything okay?"
"Rick didn't come home last night," she said. "The idiot said he crashed at the bar. But I don't believe him. Or maybe I do. I don't know. All that matters is this."
In her hand was the piece of plastic. I looked closer and saw it was the corner of a wrapper from a condom.
"Oh shit," I said. "What did he say about that?"
"He didn't," she said. "He didn't see me pick it up after it fell out of his pocket."
It was then that I realized just how close we'd become. Why my aunt was confiding this to me, I didn't know - maybe she was lonely without Abby and with a husband that was most likely cheating on her. I didn't really care though. I was happy to be that person for her.
So I said, "Are you going to confront him about it?"
"I don't know," she said and palmed the wrapper. "If I do then...then it becomes real, you know?"
I walked over to her so I was on the other side of the island where she was bent over.
"You deserve better. Do it or don't - it's not my place to say. But whatever happens, I'm on your side." And then I smiled and placed my hands on hers. "Plus he's an idiot if he's cheating on you. You're one of the kindest and most beautiful people I know."
Yeah, it was sappy, but I had to take that chance. She smiled back in response and reached out to stroke my cheek. It was warm and tender, almost maternal, but I didn't care.
"You're a smart kid," she said. "If only Rick were a little more like you."
I kind of frowned at that. "If Rick were more like me he wouldn't have a job."
She broke away. "So, you heard more than you let on."
"Just a little," I admitted. "He's right, you know? I can't mooch off you guys forever."
"You're not mooching," she said.
"Well, you may think that," I replied. "But I can't help but feel I may not be wanted here."
"I want you," she said and then quickly added, "here."
"Well, I still need a job," I replied.
Aunt Sarah looked off in the distance like she had an idea and smiled. She told me of one of her friends (one of the few who worked) that had a job at the local newspaper. She said she would ask her about something the next time she saw her.
I thanked her, she cooked breakfast, we ate, and I left to go work on my resume for this lady. Before I left though, Aunt Sarah stopped me.
"Is that all?" she asked.
"What do you mean?" I said.
"Well, we are going to have to talk about last night sometime," she said. The blood drained away from my face as I remembered it all. She saw this and cracked up. "Relax. None of it was your fault. We both had too much to drink and things got a little out of control."
"To be honest," I replied. "I'm kinda glad it did."
Aunt Sarah said something, but I didn't hear it as I was already on my way back to my room. It wouldn't be until later that I did find out what she said.
"Me too."
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The following weeks moved by pretty quick. I got a couple part time gigs: one at the paper and one washing dishes at one of Rick's bars. Both of which I knew Aunt Sarah had a hand in.
The bar was the worst. Disgusting work, bad pay, and a manager who I think Rick must have paid to make my life a living hell. But I couldn't complain. I had my other job to look forward to.
The paper was kind of boring for the most part, but I got paid more than minimum wage, so I couldn't complain. And Aunt Sarah's friend, Cass, (who turned out to be the editor) was pretty easy-going.
I don't know what I did, but Cass apparently took a shine to me. She had me working more with her, proofreading her articles, showing me a few things about writing press releases, and we eventually had a thing every morning where I brought coffee and she brought breakfast.
It was then that I started to notice how she preferred to wear her hair down more and more. If she did have it up, she was also wearing glasses. And she began wearing skirts, but they seemed to be possibly a size to small on her shapely legs.
To be blunt, I could tell when Cass started flirting with me. It was little comments at first, but it became less and less subtle as time went on. But I didn't mind. She was attractive - late 40s, blonde, and it was hard not to stare at her ass when she was in heels.
She had me working more and I was home less. I was busy most days and some nights and slept in between, so I didn't really see Aunt Sarah that much. I would work out with her every once in a while, but that was the extent of it. I felt like we were drifting apart and I felt awful - I didn't want her to think it was because of her.
Then Thanksgiving came around. Aunt Sarah and I decided to road trip to my parents' place, which was a 2 day drive: The plan was to pick up Abby on the way on day 2. Rick didn't go - he said he was going to spend it with his parents, who lived in the city.
Aunt Sarah and I traded off driving her giant Escalade on the interstate. We talked, listened to music, ate junk food - the usual road trip stuff. At one point we got on the topic of work - specifically the paper.
"How do you like it there?" she asked from the passenger seat.
"It's good," I said. I could feel her gaze on me, but I didn't take my eyes off the road.
"How do you like working for Cass?" she asked.
I told her it was a great experience and how exciting it was - blah blah blah. Aunt Sarah was still looking at me.
"Do you want to hear something weird?" she asked in a strange tone. I nodded. "I think Cass has the hots for you. She's been mentioning it at yoga."
"What?" I asked. "What does she say?"
"Nothing much," Aunt Sarah said. "She thinks you're funny and cute. She usually brings this up after talking about how her ex was so boring in bed. You can connect the dots from there."
I wasn't sure what to say because I could tell she was testing my reaction to this news. But why? Was it some form of playful, schoolgirl thing where she sees if I "like" one of her friends and then she passes that along to said friend?
"That's...interesting," I said, trying not to give much direction one way or the other.
"What would you do if she came onto you?" she asked.
"I don't know..."
"Just imagine it: you have a late night at the office, it's just the two of you and you just finished a long project together. It starts as playful teasing because you're happy to be done and one thing leads to another..."
"I get the picture."
Sarah broke into a smile. "I'm just joking around. I mean, she's too old for you."
My heart kind of sank at that statement because Cass was Aunt Sarah's age, although maybe a couple years older. But then I saw it as an opportunity to mess with my aunt.
"Who cares about what happens between two consenting adults?" I said and winked to her. "As long as no one gets hurt, right?"
"I guess you have a point," she said.
I couldn't help myself. I knew I was getting risky, but I had to. So, I said, "Like you said, what happens after work hours is no one's business. So, maybe I should pursue this thing with Cass..."
"I wouldn't recommend it," she said, getting really cold all of a sudden. "Not to tell you what to do or anything, but she's kinda crazy. There's a reason her husband divorced her."
"Understood," I replied.
I think she felt bad because the next thing I knew, she was placing her hand on my wrist that was on the armrest. Her hand was cold, but I could still feel a warmth radiating from it. Or maybe it was the warmth of the blood rushing to my face as well as...other areas. "I just want what's best for you...especially after the fiasco with whatsername."