Learning to Cope with Loss

Chapter 6.

Lin and Matt move in.

Matt came out and said, "Oh, he left already?"

Lin smiled and replied, "Yes, how exciting! We have a nice place now." She smiled and hugged him close, her breasts once again pressed up to him They held it for a while, her hands around his back with her hands going up to his shoulder blades squeezing. He had one hand on her hip and the other muscular arm wrapped around her lower back with his hand above her butt. She had her head in his neck area breathing in his manly scent, she got a little excited just being this close to him oozing his manliness out. It was exciting and she loved it so much.

They broke the embrace and looked at each other in the eyes. Still holding each other's bodies. They looked a little too long and he noticed the sensual look in her eyes and quickly felt guilt or something he was not used to feeling. He needed to stop that feeling. It was weird to him, unknown. He thought what scared him is how right it was starting to feel, after the loss of their father and now knowing things were possibly coming together and looking up.

He pushed her away, but not wanting her to feel rejected he said, "We need to get the van."

On the walk, they decided they could fit everything in one trip. He had no deposit or official lease so he could just take stuff to the dumpster and leave it relatively clean and be done. They had about $40 to get them by until payday. Food would be tight. Lin thought she might be able to get some sort of job with tips and possibly, if she started in the next few days have some tip money.

Towards the end of the walk he felt like he needed to apologize, he said, "Lin, I am sorry you had to do that."

Lin was having none of that, it was her decision, she was not forced and Matt had nothing to do with her decision, additionally she felt no regret, "Matt, none of what I did was pressured from you or even him. Honestly, it was my second time, and both times I loved it. I wanted it and it felt good for me the whole time, think of it this way, lets say that you as a man had to fuck the most beautiful woman to get the deal we got, would you feel bad?"

Matt thought and answered, "No, I guess I would do it happily. Did you fuck him?"

Lin laughed, "No, it was just a blowjob, but the point is, I loved it as much as you might love a gorgeous woman. You may not be attracted to a man or a man's you know package, but to me and probably most women love the tool men carry. Sometimes not necessarily every man himself. I may be a virgin, where it counts. Sucking cock is something I really like so far Matt."

Matt replied, "Ok, as long as you enjoyed it I am ok. I just want to make sure it was not a bad experience."

As they opened the door to gather their things, she said, "Oh, it was not a bad experience, trust me, next time there is something to gain from a hot woman you are up, ok stud?"

When they finally got to the house they were burned out, they carried in a few boxes to the bedroom. Both exhausted they decided to shower and Lin would finish tomorrow while Matt went to work. Lin took the first shower coming out in one of the 2 towels they owned. It coved her tits but she needed to be carful not to bend over too far. She only had one other pair of panties so she decided to wear the longest shirt she had and skip the panties.

Matt went to the bathroom and stripped, she knocked on the door and said, "Matt I need to start the laundry. Are you in the shower so I can get your clothes?"

Matt replied, "One second." Then after a second of shuffling he said, "Ok."

She went in and could see his body through the frosted shower pain, but could not see any detail, she really was wanting to see his cock and balls. She wanted to see how they compare to the few she had seen in her short time. She loved getting to know the ones she had had in her mouth. Her mouth watered thinking about it. She picked up his cloths and took them to the laundry. She put everything she had in, his shirt and boxers were last. She had a nasty thought and being worked up since her cock sucking adventure decided she needed to take care of that little issue, that way she was not tempted to jump her brother in bed later that evening.

She looked around and listened, hearing the shower still going. In reality she had nothing to worry about. Because what she did not know was that Matt was in the shower pleasuring himself to the memory of holding her tight earlier when they hugged at the front door. The way she felt in his arms, the look he saw on her pretty face. He spent a little extra time in the shower, more then a normal shower and then he came on the wall. The water was draining his seed down the drain, the seed meant for a beautiful woman. Tonight that woman was his sister in his mind. A pang of guilt washed over him, as he came down from his lust filled high. The guilt was back, something he had become numb to before.

Lin sniffed his shirt and stuck her hand under her oversized shirt, she rubbed her clit. That felt so good, she breathed him in and her arousal grew. She noticed she still had his boxers laying there, she switched the shirt for the boxers and sniffed his crotch area, she came after the first breath, it was powerful, the best orgasm she had ever had. She had never came while inhaling the scent of a man before and this was heaven to her. She wanted to do that again every time she masturbated if she could.

She went to the kitchen after starting the laundry and made two of the noodle packets they had. They needed to eat, they had not eaten since the breakfast she cooked. He came out and saw her at the table just setting the food down, she motioned for him to sit. She got him some water and sat down across from him.

He said, "This is certainly better, we should still ration our food some. I probably wont eat till I get off work tomorrow."

She agreed, "I will cook, some of the soup after you return from work for us to eat. I will also go to a few of the diners and ask about a job, I am hopeful, I think."

After the short supper he said, "Well let's go to bed. I will sleep on the couch, at least as long as it is the two of us. I am not sure how Max or the other guy might feel about me sleeping on the couch."

Lin was having none of that, "Matt, seriously stop. We are going to sleep in the same bed. There are two sides and we don't need to fuck. So lets be adults ok! Plus it will be more comfortable for you, you have to work tomorrow. If for some reason either of us eventually find a boyfriend or girlfriend we don't have to tell them about our living or sleeping arrangements. If one of us needs to fuck someone the other can sleep in the van, you know make a sacrifice for the greater good."

Matt gave in, "Ok, Lin. You win. Plus I am tired, lets go."

In the bedroom she laid down while he stripped off his shirt staying in his boxers. She looked at him, making sure to memorize every ripple of his six pack, ribs and pecks. More visual material for her next masturbation session. He laid down and rolled over, she faced the other direction and they fell asleep.