First cousins have a long-term, secret, incestuous, sexual, love affair.
'I love my cousin,' thought Robert while staring long and hard at her when she wasn't looking.
"I love you, Vanessa," said Robert leaning over her to French kiss his cousin.
Vanessa smiled up at Robert as if he was her boyfriend, her husband, or her lover instead of her blood related cousin.
"I love you, Robert," she said returning his French kiss with her long, wet kiss.
After having not seen my cousin, Vanessa, in years, when I saw her again, starstruck, love at first sight, I was instantly and hopelessly in love with her. Only, sadly and unfortunately, she's my first cousin. Any chance that I'd have to have incestuous sex with her is twistedly perverted. Any chance that I'd have of falling in love with her and her falling in love with me is strictly, illegally, and socially forbidden.
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It all started more than 40-years-ago, when we were 18-years-old. Young and dumb, thrown together, we were cleaning up the cellar after our joint, high school, graduation parties. After sexually teasing one another all night with our words, with our eyes, with our innocent touches, hugs, and kisses without tongues, we had been drinking spiked, fruit punch and dancing. Then, after everyone left, while rubbing our fully clothe bodies against one another, we slow danced as if we were the bride and groom at our wedding.
'I wish I could have sex with her,' I thought. 'I wish I could marry her.'
She constantly and continually flashed me up-skirt peeks of her bright, white, bikini panties and down-blouse views of her long line of sexy cleavage and low-cut bra all night. With us not trying to hide it from our friends, our sexual attraction to one another became clearly obvious. Driving me crazy with her sexual teasing, unable to tell if her flashes of exhibitionism were intentional or accidental, I suspected if her flashes were deliberate.
Not wanting our parents to know that we were sexually interested in one another, acting distant and disinterested, we played it cool whenever we were around them. Not an easy thing for us to do, we acted as if we didn't even like one another. We were intent on making sure that our parents never suspected that we wanted to have incestuous sex with one another.
Creating all kinds of family problems, the last thing that I needed my parents to know was that I sexually wanted my cousin. The last thing that I wanted my family to know was that my cousin sexually wanted me, too. Always kissing one another on the cheek when saying hello and goodbye, our first, real kiss happened more than forty-years-ago. To be honest, with it happening so unexpectedly fast and so very long ago, a blur now, I'm unable to remember if I kissed her or if she kissed me. Nevertheless, we kissed each other for the first time.
Taking me by surprise, I remember, as soon as she parted my lips with her tongue, I was as stunned as I was sexually excited. As soon as her tongue touched my tongue, my throbbing and pulsating cock erected. Yet, not allowing this sexual opportunity to slip by me, perhaps a once in a lifetime opportunity, I reached up my horny hand and felt her ample breasts through her blouse and bra, first one and then the other.
Afraid to touch her and feel her, I was so nervous. Yet, glad that I had, she had enormous breasts, so big, so firm, and so heavy. She had natural tits.
I couldn't believe that I was feeling my cousin's big tits through her blouse and bra while making out with her. I couldn't believe my cousin allowed me to feel her breasts through her clothes while kissing her. A sexual fantasy that I thought I'd never realized; I'll be masturbating over this day for the rest of my life.
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Every time I felt her breasts through her clothes, a sexually telling sign, her nipples erected. She had such, big and hard nipples, too. Hoping that she'd show them to me, I couldn't wait to see her naked breasts. I couldn't wait to touch and feel her naked breasts while pulling, turning, twisting, and sucking her nipples.
"Show me your tits, Vanessa," I said staring at her big breasts through her blouse and bra.
She laughed.
"No," she said while rolling her eyes and sighing. "I'm not going to show you my tits. That's gross. You're my cousin," she said making a face.
Yet, every time I felt her breasts through her clothes, obviously, sexually aroused, she started breathing through her mouth. Every time I felt her breasts through her clothes, her kisses became even more romantically passionate. Every time I felt her bra clad breasts through her blouse, her nipples erected.
Clearly, while kissing her, French kissing her, whether she admitted it or not, she enjoyed me feeling her big breasts through her clothes as much as I enjoyed feeling her huge tits through her clothes. I just wished she'd show them to me. I'd love to see them. I loved to touch them and feel them. I couldn't wait to see her naked tits.
Whenever we were together, I imagined her exposing her naked breasts to me. Tits for cock, whenever we were together, I imagined exposing my naked prick to her. That night and the next morning, I masturbated over the imagined thought of my cousin exposing her naked breasts to me. I imagined her allowing me to feel and fondle her naked breasts while fingering and sucking her erect nipples. Already head over heels in love with my cousin, horny for her sexy and shapely body, I would have done anything to see my sexy cousin in her bra and panties, topless, and/or naked.
That night and the next morning, I masturbated over the imagined thought of exposing my naked prick to her. I imagined her looking down at my exposed prick and staring at it. I imagined her touching the head of my cock while holding it in her soft, warm hand. I imagined her slowly stroking me before she leaned down to take me in her mouth and suck me. I imagined her on her knees and staring up at me with her big, brown eyes with my prick in her mouth.
I'd love my cousin to give me a blowjob. I'd love her to suck me. I'd love to cum in her beautiful mouth. I'd love to give her a cum bath and cum all over her pretty face.
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I imagined French kissing her while touching and feeling her everywhere that a cousin should never touch and feel his cousin. While continuing to make out with her, I imagined ever so slowly stripping her topless before stripping her naked. I imagined touching and feeling her naked body everywhere that a cousin should never touch and feel his cousin. As if I was her boyfriend, her husband, or her lover instead of her cousin, I imagined having incestuous sex with Vanessa.
'I love you, Vanessa,' I thought. 'I want to fuck you.'
Once stripping her naked, I imagined mounting her. I imagined slowly and gently easing my erect prick inside of her. I imagined slowly humping her and sliding my cock deeper while making love to her before fucking her. Then, I imagined pounding her pussy hard enough and fast enough to make her want more. I'd love nothing more than to give my cousin a sexual orgasm with my cock. I'd love nothing more than to hear and watch Vanessa cum.
'Oh, Robert. Oh, Robert,' I imagined her saying while I fucked her. 'Oh, Robert. Don't stop. Please don't stop. I'm almost there. I'm cumming. I'm cumming, Robert."
I imagined her stroking my prick harder and faster while masturbating me. I imagined her staring up at me with her big, brown eyes while stroking my cock before sucking my prick. I imagined her stroking me harder and faster while sucking me deeper. Not caring that I was about to cum in her mouth, not stopping to remove me from her lips, she continued sucking me.
"Vanessa. Vanessa. I'm cumming," I said putting a gentle hand to the back of her brunette, pretty head.
I imagined ejaculating in my cousin's mouth. Then, as soon as she removed me from her lips, I imagined giving her a cum bath. I imagined cumming all over her pretty face and all over her big, naked breasts. I imagined Vanessa laughing after being covered with globs of cum.
'I love you, Vanessa,' I imagined saying to her.
If only in my sexual dreams of her, I imagined her looking at me in the way that I looked at her with love and lust.