I want to pretend that I didn't want it. That I was naïve. That he took advantage of my naivete and used me. Alas, I've never been very good at fooling myself. I know the moment my lips wrapped around the head of his cock...that was as good as I had ever felt.
But I'm getting ahead of myself, aren't I? Let me lay down some foundation first, shall I?
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I'm my mom's youngest daughter, my dad's only. My older sister, older by 10 years, is my half-sister actually, my mom's daughter from a previous marriage. Mom divorced that other guy around the time my sister Gretchen turned 7.
Two years later, she met the man who would be my dad in the elevator at work. He was 12 years her junior (go mom!), the newest employee for the business that was a floor above where my mom did customer service work for an insurance company. They went out for a drink, made some bad choices, and got married while my mom was seven months pregnant with a baby. That baby was me, born Kelly Clara Taylor.
Now I'm 18 and staring down my high school graduation with the usual excitement and fear. Prom is passed, exams are a few weeks away, my choice of college is all squared away. I've got nothing but time and a mind that won't stop wandering to sinful topics. So, you know, pretty standard teen girl stuff. At least, for now.
Like any 18 year old girl, I pretend like I don't know how I'm a fantasy object for 90% of the people in any given room I walk in, but, I know. I am very aware. Creamy skin just kissed by the sun enough this time of year to develop some tantalizing tan lines that might peek out now and again when I "accidentally" bend over in a too loose shirt. Tallish at 5' 8" with long slimly athletic legs. Cute feet with impeccably painted nails. Blonde hair long enough to do almost anything with including braids and pigtails. A cute face that I almost never use makeup on. Perky tits that are just a little too big for my frame and still defy gravity. Tight stomach that my collection of outfits work hard to expose as often as possible. Of course the boys in my class stroke it to my Instagram page. Of course the dads think of me as they fuck their disappointing wives.
Speaking of dads, my dad turned 40 a few months ago and despite the jokes about him being old, it seems to agree with him. He went back to school two years after I was born, polished after a Masters and PhD in short order, and has been working as a professor at the local college ever since. It isn't Ivy League, but it pays pretty well and gives him a flexible enough schedule to write the occasional book. Dry, intellectual stuff to be sure, but when colleges order them by the palate, it's a nice bit of extra spending money.
Mom is 52 and, well, miserable. Some people age with grace. Some don't. Mom is the latter. She hates the way she looks, hates how she feels, and takes that out on us when she's not using it as an excuse to hide in her room. I miss her sometimes but sometimes she makes me so mad, I think it is a blessing when she stays away all day.
Gretchen is 28, engaged, and excited for her wedding in a scant 6 months. Her fiancée, Frank, seems like a decent enough guy. Kind of dumb, which is weird because my sister is super smart, but he's big and strong and judging by what I've overheard when they've visited, he's not afraid to remind a woman what her purpose is.
To be fucked, to be clear. And least that's what I heard sis proclaim late one night last Christmas. "Yes, fuck me. Use me! I only exist to be fucked for your pleasure! That's what you told me. Prove it! Break your mouthy slut."
I'm not sure I agree, per se, but god if I didn't get wet at the sound of it.
That's probably to blame for what happened today.
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Gretchen and Frank dropped by unannounced, in town to surprise Mom and Dad and to visit their wedding venue, choose the food, all that stuff. Finding Dad still at work—no surprise—and Mom out—a rare blue moon-esque event, I was the only one around.
"We should bring Kelly," Frank suggested, his voice dropping down ever so slightly in a way that made me feel oddly like prey.
Gretchen thought about it a moment, biting her lip before nodding.
"We could use the extra set of tastebuds," she agreed before growing excited and whispering conspiratorially, "We'll even give you some of the champagne if you promise not to let your Dad know."
I mimed "cross my heart" and away we went.
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The food was delicious and the alcohol was far more plentiful than I was initially led to believe. It started with wine, then moved to champagne, and ended with signature cocktail sipping. Two hours later, my head was spinning as Frank drove us back to the hotel.
"Why aren't we going home?" I mumbled in the back seat.
"Clark, your dad, said we had to be quiet if we stayed at your house. And your sister can't stay quiet," Frank replied, flashing a toothy grin to me over his shoulder.
"Oooooo," I stage whispered as Gretchen blushed.
"Shut up, both of you!" she shot back, mock slugging her fiancé, "Besides, little sis, you are drunk. I cannot bring the apple of Daddy's eye back wasted."
"I'm not drunk. I'm...tipsy," I argued.
"Either way, you are coming upstairs and napping yourself presentable."
I crossed my arms and slid lower in the seat, "Fine. But only because I want to see your sweet hotel room."
The hotel room was indeed sweet, but I couldn't really appreciate anything but the cloud soft pillow and the 600 thread count sheets. Moments later I was out cold.
"She's gone," I heard through the cotton in my mind. The room was dark and warm. Befuddled, I began to roll over to log my objection.
"So?" came my sister's reply, all low and throaty.
"So I can give you what you're craving."
I froze. I shouldn't have. I should have just sat up and said, "Sorry, but I'm awake." But I didn't. I was just too damn curious.
"Stop," my sister moaned in a way that sounded nothing like a 'no.'
"Are you sure you don't want this?" Frank pushed as the sound of a zipper being undone echoed in the room.
"Please?" she keened, sounding desperate and hungry, like an addict staring down her fix.
"That's ok. You are worried about Kelly waking up. I can just put it away."
"...no..." came a quiet voice.
"What?"
"No...don't."
"Ask for it."
"Please, Frank."
"Say it."
"Please...please don't put your cock away. Please...please fuck me."
"Why?"
"Because...because I need to be reminded what a desperate cock hungry slut I am."
I rolled over slightly, quietly, to watch the action in the mirror opposite my bed.
"I want to fuck you from behind while you stare at your sleeping teen sister."
"Frank, come on."
"Or I can just put it away."
"No!" my sister's voice became forceful even as the desperate edge grew.
"Then say it."
A long pause.
"Fuck me while we stare at my sister's tight teen body. Fuck me while we both imagine her joining us. Fuck me like the desperate little whore I am while I am dripping wet with the thought of taking your perfect dick and burying my face in her perfect tight teen cunt."
"God. You are disgusting filthy tramp aren't you?"
"Mmmhmm," she moaned like that alone was going to make her cum.
"Take off your clothes. I want you completely naked while I fuck you brainless."
"But what if she wakes up?"
"Then she can watch as her fucktoy of a sister gets fucked until I spray my cum all over your back."
My sister made a noise then. Strangled and helpless and desperate in equal measure.
"You like that, don't you?" he added, the cruel grin in his voice unmistakable.
"You know I do, you bastard," my sister replied, her voice a low purr of depravity. Through barely opened eyes, I watched Gretchen shimmy out of her clothes, admiring her body. I made a mental note to tell her all that pilates she was doing was clearly paying off.
When she was naked, Frank roughly spun her around and tossed her on the bed, face first. My sister whimpered with something undeniably akin to delight. He slapped her ass and she groaned. Again, and she moaned. A third time and she begged for more. He granted her desire. So many times I lost count. Then, finally, he plunged himself into the quivering mass of lust than had once been my sister with a single stroke.
"YES! Thank you! Thank you for treating your dumb little whore so well," she practically wept in gratitude. I should've been repulsed at her utter degradation, her reduction from smart competent woman who I had always looked up to to...object; to a glorified sex toy openly debasing herself and thanking her fiancée for facilitating it. I should've been, but...I might have wanted him to fuck her nearly as badly as she wanted it at that point. I was on fire and soaked. I wished I was bolder, wished I had the guts to sit up in bed and finger my frantic, hungry sex while we watched one another. But I could only lay, frozen, and stare. Stare and feel my body scream with need.
Then Frank took her. And took her. And took her. Never, even in porn, had I ever seen like a pitiless fuck, such a display of one human being so thoroughly used by another. If my sister did not keep moaning, asking for more, and begging to be further despoiled by her fiancée's words and deeds, I might have been tempted to conclude she had been switched out with some "real doll" blowup doll.
And yet, once again, I found it thoroughly arousing. Frank did little for me, even now, but the situation and, I confess, the look of my sister—naked, flushed, wild-eyed, frenzied—was insanely exciting. I did not want it for myself, but I wanted to see my sister this thoroughly soiled, this totally fucked, all the time.
Before I lost all control of my faculties, thankfully, Gretchen came a third time and Frank confessed he was close.
"Cum all over my back," she groaned, her beautiful but clearly fatigued body beginning to collapse into the bed below her. Still, even in this state, she kept her ass high, presented her wiling cunt for further plunder.
"Baby, please..." he moaned.
"No," she replied, a hardness in her voice I had honestly forgotten she was capable after recent events, "I told you. I'm your filthy, disgusting, braindead little slut now and forever. But if you don't wear a condom, you can pull out."
"But you're on the pill..."
With a growl, Gretchen pushed herself up off the mattress on all fours again, fucking herself back into Frank. Then, as she sensed him peeking, she pushed back hard one final time and disengaged herself, his seed bursting further onto her ass and lower back moments later.