"Thank you, dear."
"And thank you, ma'am. I hope you enjoy your purchases and come back soon."
She smiled at me over her shoulder as she turned to walk back out into the mall concourse. "I'm sure I'll do both."
I watched her walk away, the chique little shopping bag dangling against her thigh. I figured her for early forties. Still very attractive, great legs, and still with a lot to live for, judging by the lingerie she'd just bought.
I looked at my watch and saw that it was closing time. I poked my head into the back room, where Sheila, my boss and owner of the franchise on this outlet of a large national lingerie chain, was bent over her desk.
"Sheil, I'm going. I've picked out a few things for myself and written it all down. You can take it out of my check."
She looked up at me and smiled. "Got hot plans for the week-end, eh?"
Sheila's strong Australian came through in everything she said. I grinned back at her.
"Yeah, but not like you mean. My brother's coming home from bumming across America. We haven't seen him since he went east to college last fall. I'm sure it'll be a big night for all of us. Like a reunion."
"Well, have a great time. I'll see you again on Monday." Sheila's smile faded and she gave me a pensive look. "You know, Kathy, I'm going to miss you when you go off to school. I can't really run this place alone. I love working the floor, meeting the customers and helping them. And I love all the beautiful things we sell. That's why I got into this. But all the rest," she gestured at the piles of paper on her desk, "is taking up more and more of my time." Her face lit up again. "You know, when you came in here looking for a summer job, I saw a bored little girl just out of high-school with no sense of how to dress and no idea of how to work with the public, and I almost sent you packing. I'm glad I didn't. Just look at you now. You're a lovely young woman, and I know a lot of our customers come back just because you've been able to advise them so well. It'll be very hard to replace you."
I felt little pin-pricks behind my eyes, and I walked over to the desk and put my arm around Sheila's shoulders and kissed her on the cheek.
"Thanks, Sheil. This job is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. If I'm not the little girl you hired, then it's because you taught me to be something else."
I straightened and wiped my fore-fingers over my cheeks. "Hey, it's not like I'm leaving tomorrow. I figure we've got four more weeks to make this the best lingerie shop in the world. You'll have people beating down the door to come work here."
"Yeah, you and me, babe. Now get on home, and give your brother a big kiss for me. I'll see you Monday."
I scooped up the things I'd bought and stuffed them into the same sort of bag my last customer had left with. It was amazing how little space it all took in the bag. I yelled out a last good-bye to Sheila and walked out through the mall to the little red Miata my father had bought me for my eighteenth birthday. On the way I noticed men turning to look at me, but I'd gotten used to it since I'd started working for Sheila. The first thing she'd hammered into me was that we dressed for the customers. First-time customers came in and had no idea what they wanted or what was possible. It helped if they could see it. Today I was wearing sling-back heels, a floating wrap skirt that split in the front when I walked, and a gauzy white top that showed my white lace push-up bra. All from the store. It was the Sheila philosophy: sexy, but not too.
I tossed the bag onto the passenger's seat, slipped into the car, and drove home. When I turned into our street and pulled up to our house, I saw the driveway was full. My Mom's BMW was right up at the garage door, then my Dad's Mercedes, and behind it his old silver Lexus he'd given Jack, which had now been across America and back, and looked like it. I parked at the curb in front of the house and was starting to unfold myself out of the car when the front door opened. Jack appeared on the step and shouted, "Hot damn. Look at you."
I was half-way out of the low car, and my skirt had slid open to expose my tanned legs. I stood up as gracefully as I could, turned and got my package from the other seat, and then dashed over the lawn to throw myself into Jack's open arms.
"Well, hey, girl. Great to see you, too."
I tilted my head back to look at him. It was almost like looking in a mirror: the same blue eyes, the same blond hair, the same little crinkly smile-lines at the corners of his mouth. I pulled away and checked him out. Deep tan, hair a little lighter than I remembered. And something else. He'd grown up somehow in the year since I'd seen him. Maybe not yet a man. but not at all the boy who'd been my brother.
Jack seemed to notice something similar about me. He pushed me away and twirled me around. "You look great, lady, but what have you done with my little sister?"
We were standing like that, flushed with each others' presence, when my mother walked up behind Jack and wrapped her arms around him from behind. Her eyes were lit up like candles as she kissed him on his neck and said to me, "Isn't it great to have him home, Kath?"
I beamed back at her. She turned and said, "Come on out back. You father's fired up the barbeque and we can all sit out on the deck and have a drink before the steaks are ready."
She padded away on bare feet, and as I watched her retreating figure, I hoped I'd ever look that good. At any age. Her auburn hair bobbed on the shoulders of the blue work shirt she'd tied up under her breasts, and her trim waist flared just above the cut-off jeans shorts that accentuated her curved legs. I looked at Jack to see if he was checking her out, too, but he was staring at me with a smile on his face.
"So you're a working girl now."
I rushed to explain how I'd been hanging at home after graduation with nothing to do since my best friend Lydia had gone off to France with her parents. I'd spent a few weeks out on the deck by the pool, working on my tan and getting bored, and one day walking through the mall I'd seen the help wanted sign in the window of the lingerie shop. I was just telling him about Sheila and all she'd done for me when he said, "Yeah, I can see. So what's in the bag?"
I blushed. Another thing about working for Sheila: she'd not only changed how I dressed, she'd altered my whole idea about what a woman wears under her clothes. I'd gone from white cotton undies to lace and silk in all colors, and just this week I'd picked out some tiny thongs to try, as well as some bras that were, well, a lot more revealing than what I normally wear. That's what was in the bag now. When I'd shown them to Sheila she'd laughed and said, "I wondered when you'd get around to that. You can't work here every day, showing all that to the customers without thinking how it would look on you. But let me give you one caution. You've sure got the body for it, but you're going to have to shave. Nothing destroys the effect of a sexy bikini or panties more than sloppy personal grooming."
I looked up at Jack. "Just some stuff. I've got to run upstairs and change. I'll see you outside in a minute."
I dashed up to my room. I was dying to try on some of my new things, but that would have to wait. I wanted to see my brother and hear all about his adventures. I pulled off my work clothes and slipped into a T-shirt and cut-offs. I tugged my shoulder-length, ash-blonde hair back into a pony tail and looked in the mirror. Just Kathy. Just fine. I'd try the new version later.
Out on the deck, my Dad was fiddling with the coals and Mom and Jack were sipping what looked like a kir. "I'll have one, too, if you'll make it for me," I told Jack, and walked over to Dad and threw my arm around him.
"You're home early. What's the occasion?"
He put his arm around my waist. "Had to get back to see what the man has been up to." My Dad is half of a two-man law firm, and he works long hours, sometimes seven days a week. It was Saturday, but seeing him at home at six o'clock even on a week-end was unusual.