Hi-- my name's Emil, presently from Portland, Oregon. I'm a few months shy of graduating from high school; I turned eighteen last year.
I grew up in a single-parent household-- with my dad, Frank Stouffer. It's usually the mom that gets the kid in a divorce, but my case was different: She didn't want me. The few times I've seen her since that time made me glad she didn't-- what a piece of work...
Anyway, back to the present: My dad and I have lived here most of my life; I can't remember anything about Kansas City, where we came from. My dad has several acquaintances here, but only one close friend-- I've called him Uncle John all my life-- someone he's known since they were in high school back in KC. John has always treated me kindly and seems sincerely interested in whatever I happen to be doing. He's black-haired with very fair skin, slim and athletic, and just a little taller than my dad.
As I grew older, I began to notice him and my dad touching when they thought I wasn't around or looking. It wasn't hard to guess what was going on between them as the years passed... I felt a little jealous, actually, because Dad seldom had much physical contact with me, other than the occasional hug.
I can't remember
not
feeling attracted to John, but recently when I've watched him move or just gotten close to him, the pull seemed to increase. I recognized the feeling: I've felt drawn to other guys since I was in grade school; the girls didn't seem very interesting until much later...
I collected several porn mags over the years that I keep hidden away, and looking through them always turns me on-- particularly the bi and gay stuff. Then, a few years ago, I found a tube of something called "personal lubricant" in the bathroom and began to experiment with working things into my ass. When I made one end of a long candle into a cock-head-like shape, I got seriously hooked-- it became my lover... I began to fantasize about having sex with John, imagining what his hard cock would look and taste like as I knelt naked in front of him and sucked it... and how it would feel sliding deep inside my ass...
I thought something was wrong with me for wanting to do those things, mostly because the guys at school made so many gay jokes and slurs. Pictures like that were in my head all the time, though, whether I wanted them to be or not... I tried especially hard not to think about doing stuff like that with my dad, but once I figured out what he and John were doing together, it happened anyway... and that made me feel like I was
really
a sicko...
I never tried to hook up with guys at school. I was terrified that I'd open up to the wrong one and get publicly humiliated-- I'd seen it happen... As a result, I stayed so closed off that I was alone most of the time. There were a couple of friends that I hung out with occasionally, but we never talked about sex-- except hot girls, which was a safe subject. I actually felt attracted to a few of them...
My dad and I both enjoy working out, and we go to the gym several times a week, often seeing John there. (My dad and I look a lot alike-- we're both about five-eight with brown hair... My hair's down to my shoulders; his is shorter. We're both kind of wiry, or at least we seem that way when I look at some of the huge muscles on guys at the gym...)
Okay-- here's when the story really starts: I came home from school early one day last week, and John's car was at the house. I went around back and opened the door cautiously; I could smell weed-smoke and hear music coming from Dad's room.
It was easy to guess what was going on up there, and I
really
wanted to see them together... so I crept silently up the stairs and peeked through the almost-shut door...
They were both totally naked. John was standing with his side to the door and my dad was on his knees sucking his long, hard cock. John's all-but-hairless white skin contrasted with Dad's swimsuit tan...
My own cock throbbed as I watched him making passionate love to John's cock, licking the length of it, then sucking it again, moaning, stroking it with his hand. I'd tried to avoid thinking of my dad that way before, and it was a new feeling-- watching him kneeling naked and sucking that cock really turned me on... I stared transfixed, picturing myself as him, doing what he was doing...
...And also picturing myself as John, getting sucked by him. 'No, no, stop that,' I thought to myself. 'Don't think about that...' My own cock rose in my jeans in spite of my insincere commands...
My dad kept working John's cock deeper and deeper into his throat, both hands moving around onto John's round ass, moaning, sucking. I squeezed my cock through my jeans, gasping sometimes, trying to be quiet... John held Dad's head with both hands, caressing it gently, looking down at him... soon, John's cock was all the way down his throat, my dad's forehead pressing into John's stomach...
By then, I was so hard it almost hurt. I'd guessed that they did this kind of thing, but seeing it for real filled me with churning emotions-- most of them lust. My own dad was actually
doing
what I'd fantasized about doing myself-- and with the same
guy
! Where's a life-context for that? Not to mention that my dad's small waist and round, white ass looked really sexy as he sucked John on his knees...
Trying to relieve my discomfort in my tight jeans, I undid them slowly and quietly and pulled my cock out, stroking it as I stared, my eyes glued to the two lovers. I noticed I was panting... Feeling suddenly unsteady on my feet, I tried to lean against the door frame but missed, falling forward and knocking the door open with a loud thump as I stumbled like a drunk into the room.
I stood there with my hand on my hard-on, blushing furiously as John stared at me, open-mouthed. Dad was so far into what he was doing, though, that it took him a second or two to even release John's cock and look in my direction. When he saw me, all the color drained from his face, but then he noticed my hard cock in my hand and looked slowly up into my eyes...
"I-- I--" I began, but no other words came. I stood there helplessly, unable to move or speak.
"Well, fuck," Dad said matter-of-factly, sitting back on his heels with his hands on his waist; I could see his cock sticking straight up... His reaction broke the spell, making us all laugh.
"I knew this was bound to happen, Emil," he said. "Come over here." He beckoned with one hand as he got to his feet. I shuffled over to them with my jeans around my ankles, releasing my rapidly deflating cock, having no clue what was going to happen next and feeling totally humiliated. John and Dad each put an arm around me, pulling me in to a group hug, and suddenly my senses were filled with their intoxicating musk, touching their naked skin as my arms went around them both. My cock got
really
hard again.
"You okay?" Dad asked me. Boldly, I dropped one hand to his naked cheek and caressed it; it felt really good...
"Yeah," I said, smiling weakly. "I think I'm okay."
His warm hand closed around my cock and began to stroke it.
"Hard-ons don't lie, Emil," he said, smiling. "You're here because you saw us, you thought it was hot, and you want to be included, right?" I nodded. "John and I hoped you'd join us someday, but we never meant to entice you-- we wanted the choice to be yours, especially since a trio like this is, well, '
way
beyond the pale of polite society..."
"
Kind
of," John said, sarcastically. Dad's hand kept stroking my cock.
"We
want
you to join us, Emil," Dad continued, "but only if you do it willingly-- and if you know what it's going to mean: I'm John's lover, but I'm also his whore-- my body is his to use. I'll suck him, or he can fuck me whenever, wherever, and however he wants to... or I'll fuck him, if that's what he needs... or he can get someone else to fuck me while he watches... I'm his
whore
, Emil, and I
love
it when he uses me...
"Sooo... if you're going to join us, that's what your attitude will have to be, too: You'll gladly let us fuck you whenever and however we want-- even in public-- or get someone else to tie you up and fuck you while we watch... and you can do the same with us...
Anything
--
anytime
... Understand? You still okay with this?"
"Yeah," I said, nodding, my voice thick with lust and emotion. "I-- I'm-- I'm
more
than okay, Dad... you-- you just described every fantasy I've ever
had