Hi all, I hope you enjoy this latest submission.
A note/warning: this is in the incest category because there is incest in the story, though it isn't the focus of the story. Thus, you have been warned. The story crosses many areas but if you're looking for something that is completely incestuous, try one of my other stories instead.
This was written by request, but having penned it, I thought I'd at least share it with all of you as well. Enjoy.
licks and kisses,
nikki
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All characters in this story are 18 years or older.
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Joey glanced up from his book. He looked to his bed then back at his book. He sighed. It wasn't that he didn't know what he was doing, his studies just weren't challenging him. He suspected that it wouldn't be too long until they did though and that when the time came he'd probably look back wistfully at this time of ease. For now he was bored and frustrated. He was at college. It was supposed to be the time of his life. He was supposed to be out getting drunk and laid (he didn't particularly care which order it occurred in) but so far, his attempts at both hadn't gone according to plan.
Sure, he'd been to a few parties and had a few drinks. He'd even drunk so much that he had thrown up once. The problem was that he found that he didn't especially like it. It wasn't really the drinking that was the problem, it was the hang-overs; he couldn't stand them and despite attempts at moderating the amount he drank, it didn't seem to make that much of a difference to the after-effects.
Sex was an even greater failure. He was shy. He knew it. He had hoped that the alcohol would help with his self-confidence, that it would give him some of the so-called Dutch courage that people talked about; but like so many other things, that failed him too. There were plenty of cute girls at the parties but he couldn't bring himself to speak to them. He quietly hoped that they'd talk to him so that something would be initiated, but even as he sat in a corner nursing a warm, lonely beer he knew that he was deluding himself. The world simply didn't work like that.
He closed his book and flopped on his bed, staring up at the badly painted ceiling. He was already too familiar with the various marks from past projectile impacts and hairline cracks in the paint. He studied them again seeking some celestial sign, some meaning, some unfathomable instruction on how he could possibly lose the curse that he considered his virginity. He felt that if he could only lose it then he'd be on his way. Surely once he popped his cherry there'd be no holding him back.
As often happened when he was feeling down, his thoughts drifted to home. He wondered how his mother was coping with his absence. He considered calling her but didn't want her to think that he wasn't having the time of his life in college. She was way too perceptive to try and fake happiness with. She'd hear it in his voice and then she'd probe and she'd worry and that was the last thing that he wanted. He hoped she was coping with being alone. At least Karen and Eva would look after her. He envied his mother's friendships and hoped that by the time he managed to leave college that he would have a friendship or two that would stand the test of time the way his mother's had. Karen and Eva had been like aunts to him growing up. He didn't know his father. He'd skipped out on his mother before he'd even made it to his first birthday and there'd hadn't been any contact since. Karen and Eva had supported his mother through that tough time and all the other times that had come after.
Joey tried to keep his thoughts about the two of them from the gutter but he was depressed and his adolescent fantasies, so often a refuge, pushed themselves to the front of his mind. Karen and Eva were both beautiful women. They were the same age as his mother and both were shapely women with full breasts and asses to die for. He guessed that a shrink would tell him some psychological reason why he fixated on them but he didn't care. For as long as he could remember they'd be the standard against which he had compared all other girls and women in his life. He loved it when they hugged him. He was sure that to them it was a maternal thing. They'd pull him in tight and hold him pressed against them. For a long time now he'd been acutely aware of the way their tits would crush against him in those hugs. That was how the fantasies had started. Of course, once they had, the awareness of them had caused him to harden. There'd never been any sign that either of them had noticed, but he blushed every time he thought about it.
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Joey stared across the room. Once again he found himself nursing half a warm beer and wishing. Candace Swaenwood was a goddess. Big tits, fat ass, hips that spoke when they moved, she was everything that he wanted in a woman and the pinnacle that he'd never reach. She was surrounded by friends. She chatted happily to guys and girls, her white teeth flashing with every smile, her long dark hair cascading down over her shoulders in loose curls. He wondered what he could possibly say to her. He was pretty sure that she wasn't even aware of his existence.
He stood up, determined. What was the worst that could happen? He took a large gulp of his beer, managing to wince only a little as he swallowed it and headed in the direction of the cluster of popular people. He made it as far as the outer orbit of the group before some strange unknown force of nature seemed to repel him. He found himself hanging around the fringe, trying to find a way into the conversation. Nicknames were tossed back and forth and he struggled to even work out who they were talking about half the time. He circled, trying to get close to where Candace stood. He failed. She glanced in his direction once and his heart skipped a beat. He tracked the direction of her glance as she turned toward him, but courage failed at the last moment. He flicked his gaze down, unable to meet the sparkling brown of her eyes.
Joey turned away and walked out, cursing himself. He tossed his unfinished beer aside in disgust and retreated to his dorm room.
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Joey grabbed a soda from the fridge at the back of the 7-11 and headed to the counter to pay the clerk. An advertisement for that night's lotto jackpot caught his eye. $200 million dollars. How much would that change his life he wondered to himself. He'd never actually bought a lotto ticket. His mother had often talked about what it would be like to win, to escape the struggle of single-motherhood. She worked her butt off to support the two of them and he knew how much she went without for the things that they could have. Lotto tickets were considered a luxury and it was only on very, very rare occasions that she'd bought one. It usually meant that the prize was astronomical. He supposed that her attitude to it had rubbed off on him. He was too aware of the mathematical improbability of winning to spend money that could be used for something worthwhile. On a whim, he bought one anyway.
"Would you like to register your ticket?" the clerk asked him.
"Sorry?" he responded, surprised by the question.
"You can register your ticket if you like, so that there's a record that you purchased it. It means if you win the lottery people can track you down."
"Oh, does it cost extra?" he asked the girl. She gave a little laugh and he blushed at his lack of knowledge about what was clearly supposed to be common.
"No, it doesn't cost any extra," she replied seriously, recovering her composure.
"It's okay, I don't think I'll bother," he replied, suddenly wanting to be on his way. "I mean the chances of winning kind of make the effort of doing it pointless." He gave her a nervous smile, but she was already looking beyond him to the next customer following his negative response.
He scrunched the lotto ticket into his back pocket, picked up the soda and headed back to college.
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"Hey Joey, did you hear the news?" his roommate Chad asked as he barged into their room.
"Nah, what's up?" Joey asked, looking up from his book.
"Apparently, someone bought a winning lotto ticket at that 7-11 over on Randall Street. They reckon it's a pretty big prize and no-one's claimed it yet. Can you imagine? Someone is walking around with a little slip of paper that's worth millions. Dude I'd be freaking out."
"Yeah I guess," Joey replied.
"You guess?" Chad asked, outraged. He swept his brown hair back from his head with one hand, his eyes as animated as his hands as he spoke. "Think about it. Those paper tickets aren't exactly chiselled in stone you know. They're flimsy as fuck. I'd probably fucking just chuck it in the bin without even knowing about it. And like if you don't register it, you wouldn't even know that you'd won. You could quite literally throw millions of dollars away."
Joey stared at his roommate, suddenly aware that he had just such a ticket, bought from the very store that his friend was talking about.
"How much did you say the prize was worth?" Joey asked. "I thought the draw was worth two hundred million?"
"Yeah, apparently there were four winning tickets though. A couple of syndicates and then this one fucking little single-entry random lucky fucking dip type thing."
Joey wondered where he'd put his ticket. His heart raced. He tried to tell himself not to get his hopes up, that there was no way in hell that his ticket could be the winner. Life didn't happen like that. You didn't buy one lotto ticket and become an instant multi-millionaire. "Man, imagine what you could do with that much money," he said.
"Oh believe me, I have," Chad laughed. "Straight to the Lambo shop for a car; then a massive fucking party with chicks tearing their clothes off and throwing themselves at me."
"Yeah, well I never play Lotto so it won't ever be me," Joey said quietly.
"Same, but I still dream about what it would be like to win. Stupid eh?"