Joe and Helen Part 2: Helen's Story
So, I sat on my sofa that Saturday night reading the stolen Diary I found at my neighbor Joeâs house. Ok, I didnât actually Steal it, I kept telling myself. Iâm just going to read it and then Iâll take it back. Thatâs just Borrowing, right? Whether or not Joe even knew of its existence I have no idea, but Iâm curled up on the sofa with a cup of tea and Helenâs Diary in my hands.
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Helenâs Story
All my life, the only man I ever really wanted was Joe. I used to think that about my dad, but you know, a girl canât look at her dad as being her future. Dad belongs in the past, right? Besides, Dad belongs to Mom, and growing up with them, I always wished I would find a husband as loving and considerate. My Dad was the greatest.
Sometimes he spanked my bare bottom if I was naughty. But that was ok. He spanked Mom all the time and that was just part of our lives.
Anyway, for most of my life I would play with myself. Iâd just finger my pussy while reading or falling asleep or doing homework. I never really thought about it, and no one ever told me it was wrong. Most of the time it was just an absent minded thing.
Well, after marrying Joe, I was so in love. And our sex life was great. Like many of the servicemen coming home from the war, he couldnât seem to quit wanting me. We did it on the kitchen table, we did it on the living room floor, we did it in the garage in the car, and a couple times outside in the backyard in the middle of the night just because the house was so danged hot.
But he never liked the fact that I play with my own pussy, which really kind of annoyed me. Sure, a husband can say itâs his pussy, but in reality, itâs mine and I could see no reason to stop a harmless, lifetime habit.
The only thing that Did really bother me, however, was with all the lovemaking we were doing, I never could conceive a child. All our friends were starting a family, and while Joe never actually accused me of being barren, it was always there, unspoken between us.
Weâd been married some time before Joe learned to enjoy spanking me. I mean, my dad spanked my mother all my life and for things that I wouldnât have thought was wrong. Sometimes it just seemed like he used her bottom to take the frustrations and tensions in his own life and make it better. You would think this wouldâve made her angry and resentful, but it didnât. She was always the sweetest, most loving wife and mother. I loved her greatly, but we never had the closeness Dad and I had.
Well, I suspected that Dad talked to Joe about the wooden paddle he gave him on our wedding day. I somehow knew they had been talking about it, and soon, Joe began paddling me frequently for no good reason. Though every time he did, it made me so hot. I think he was using it for a prelude to sex as much as anything.
One Friday afternoon, Joe came home saying he had to go out of town to a convention. I didnât like the whole idea, but a wife wasnât supposed to question her husbandâs authority. I helped him pack, and before I knew it he was headed out the door and down the driveway.
He wasnât gone more than an hour before there was a knock at the door and it was Dad. âHey, baby, why donât you throw a few things in a bag and come stay with me while Joeâs gone?â âAh, ok.â That did make sense.