Chapter 6 - Consequences
"You know it's true, Mother."
It wasn't that Jill couldn't speak, it was more that she was rifling through the Psychological Health issues in her brain, searching for a response, and weighing the potential answers to each.
Amy had accused her of being an exhibitionist, which she could handle, heck, even readily admit to, but this - a Cuckquean - how the heck did she even know what that word was? Sure, she admitted to enjoying her sex life with Jim, and occasionally being very submissive. Sure, the occasional kink and fetish did play an occasional role, and occasionally she got off on watching Jim pleasure another woman, but...she realized she was using the word "occasionally" in her brain way too often.
Amy's words interrupted her thoughts. "Just acknowledge it, Mother, and be honest with both you and me. I've been researching it, you know. You're not the only one who can read psychological journals." Jill looked up at her, still without any words. This was very atypical for the experienced psychologist, able to handle any twist or turn a patient gave her at any time.
Amy continued, nonchalantly "At first, I was pissed off at you, with Scott. You KNEW he's my boyfriend, yet you've been screwing him behind my back this entire time? Didn't make sense. Not my prim and proper mother. Besides, it was the WAY in which you took him while I watched that mattered. THAT'S what gave you away, Mother. It was your exhibitionist daring me to look. I knew the water was deeper somewhere, and it turns out, I've been right all along, haven't I? Doesn't matter, I know how I felt when I saw you two together, so I've hardly the right to complain, now do I?"
Jill's silence said more than any words she could have uttered. "It's more than just exhibitionism, Mother. More than just drawing someone into your fantasy, and having them watch, isn't it? You placed me in a role of authority to either stop your actions, or feed your fantasy when I didn't. I realized that they may have been my lessons, mother, but it's been YOUR fetish, hasn't it? So naughty."
It didn't help that Jill's head ached from the alcohol last night. It certainly didn't help that when she and Amy returned to the party, Amy made a point of flirting with both Scott AND her father, directly in front of her. Her boy shorts and T-shirt had been removed, and Amy was now flaunting a LOT of skin in her bikini, both top and bottom hugging her form tight. Jill suspected that Amy had found her way into some alcohol, but that had happened before. No, this was something else.
"I confirmed it, Mom, when you watched me with Scott and Dad last night. You saw how flirty I was, didn't you? Just admit it, Mom, you loved it. I know that both of these are men are important in your life, aren't they? Scott is one thing, but what we've been doing with Dad, well, now isn't that even more interesting?"
It also didn't help that Jill was late. Yeah, THAT kind of late. It may have explained her upset stomach, but with the other kids, she would have already been puking, so this wasn't typical at all. She knew her breasts were swollen, achy, itchy, but with the intensity of her recent sexual experiences, well, just maybe. I don't know, she thought. Maybe not. Now was not the time to be considering it, anyways.
"Something else on your mind, Mother?" Jill's head snapped back to the reality of Amy in front of her. Dressed only in a white, low-cut satin gown, her breasts were held captive in a black bra, pushing them up and out. She wore puffy, white slippers, and what looked at a glance to be a set of black G-string panties. Jill sat at the table. Half achy, half aroused, half hung-over. She realized that Amy, now standing in front of her, smelled different? What was that perfume? It reminded her of something, but she couldn't quite place it. Funny, because smells are usually such good triggers. Amy's hair was pulled back in a long pony-tail, her fingernails painted deep red, to match her toenails, and she wore a set of short, dangly earrings. "Amy, are those my earrings?" The words came out with the visual realization.
"I'm borrowing them, Mother, if you don't mind. Do you?"
"Uh, no. That's fine. Just maybe, please ask next time, o.k.?"
"I'm going to be borrowing a few more of your things, Mom, if that's o.k." and Amy moved directly in front of Jill. "For one, this lipstick is to die for. Jill watched as Amy rolled back the tube, exposing the dark burgundy wax. "Hang on, need a mirror." Amy stood and walked to the refrigerator, directly to Jill's right. Hanging on the top freezer door was a small, oblong mirror that they both used. Jill arched her head back, applying the rich cream to her lips, and alternated between watching her lips and watching Jill watching her. She stopped and smiled. Jill was staring at her in the mirror. Her stare did not give away the uneasiness in her groin.
"Nice, right Mom? Does Dad like this?" Amy capped the tube, and set it on the table next to Jill. She moved behind Jill's back, her hands on her mother's shoulder. "I'll bet he does. Anyway, I feel the need to prove my point to you, Mother." Amy's hands slowly massaged Jill's shoulders as her mother's hands, on top of the table, held the warm cup of coffee. "So, Robert is overnighting at Mitch's house, and since we're headed for the lake later, well, I figure we have plenty of time for me to make things clear with you, now won't I?"
Jill's stomach sunk. Amy wasn't just hunting; she as toying with her kill. Jill knew she was the adult, here. Why couldn't she act like it? Why was she giving Amy the silent drill, when she could so easily put this to bed? Fuck.
"I want you to remember one thing Mom."
A question, finally. That was something her clouded mind could handle "What, dear?"
"Philosophically, I'm going to give you the exact same choice you gave me last night. So, remember that I told you, if you want it to stop, all you have to do is say so, o.k.? Just speak up." Amy walked up to her room. Well, now, what the F does THAT mean. Amy hunched slightly in her chair, wondering if she wanted to puke or not?
Jim arrived home at 4 pm, just in time to see a scantily clad Amy leaning over the pontoon boat's rail, reaching down to take each item as Jill passed them up to her. "Hi, Daddy!" her eyes lit up, as bending, the weight of her breasts pulled the bikini top low. Jim noticed, and his glare hung just on her breasts just a little too long for Jill. "Get dressed, Hon, let's go" she was half scowling, half anxious. Amy turned away with the comment, knowing that her mother's eyes were on Jim, and bending over the put the life jacket down, Jim noticed her G-string bikini NOT covering any of what had to be the most beautiful young ass cheeks he had seen in some time. '
Averting his eyes, Jim walked away. This was his daughter, for Christ's sake. Jill flashed her own glare at Amy, who stood to watch Jim as he entered the house, and in a moment of perturbed wrong-ness, noticed Amy's nipples beginning to strain against the fabric. "Wow", she thought "those actually ARE very nice." Youth. Hmmmpf.
They made the lake, motored out to their favorite little island, and beached the pontoon boat in the soft sand. Jim pitched the big tent as the girls retrieved the mattresses and blankets from the big front cushion bench seat of the pontoon. Everyone collected enough wood for tonight's fire plus something to cook breakfast with in the morning. These outings were a regular summer thing for the family, and now, with Amy getting ready for college, well, it was clear that, at least for the time being, these times were drawing to a close.
Jill, for her part, had been watching Amy's every move. If you didn't know she was her mother, you would have thought she was either a servant or a stalker. Amy, knowing, and catching her mother watching in the occasional glimpse out of the corner of her eye, would smile, wink at her Mom, and then either lean into her father, holding his arm, laughing. Jill couldn't be certain if this was just playful Amy, or if another something was in the air. She felt equal parts confused, aroused, and danger.
As twilight faded, it was still very warm. Now in darkness, Jim was the first to return to the fire, kicking off his flip-flops, and reclining against the oversize cooler, pulled a beer out, popping the top, and noticed his wife and daughter coming up from the lake. "Having fun?" It was more a statement than a questions.
Amy's 18 year-old legs easily outpaced her mother, and almost jogging up the sand, she landed softly next to her father on his left, and took the moment to snuggle closely, her breasts pressing into his arm. She kissed him on the cheek "I love you, Daddy." Jill watched, opposite them now, sitting on the other side of the fire.
Amy had a plan, and now was the time.
"Mom, can I get you a beer? Wine? Something?"
"Hmmm" Jill was skeptical. "Maybe a glass of wine?"
"o.k. hang on. Lift, Daddy" and Jim moved his torso forward enough for Amy to spin around on her knees, her ass swaying in front of him as she took far too long to dig into the cooler to retrieve the bottle. Amy's ass cheeks, covered with sand, were just inches away, and as Amy twisted slightly to the right to pick up two glasses, she was, in effect, mooning her father.