Last night it got to me. I finally gave into temptation. You see I have a lot of free time on my hands and yesterday was no exception. I got up, went to the gym, came home, cleaned, and then settled in for my normal day off routine. You see I'm a gamer. I play a well known MMO and I play it well. Yesterday this gaming time turned against me. The group I am in had a new member join several days ago. He says that he is 18 but I'm not so sure. In any case the group I associate with flirts...a lot. We are mostly BDSM lifestylers, adult store owners, phone sex operators, and the like.
About 95% of us are either bisexual or gay and group sex may as well be a national past time for us. That being said the flirting has been heavier than normal lately and especially when we have fresh meat to play with. I digress. As I was saying I logged in for my normal day off gaming time. There were not many of us on. I glanced at the online list and shrugged. About thirty minutes later I get a whisper from the new member. We talked for a bit. The usual hello's and how are you's. I found out his real name was Josh and he found out mine was Jennifer. He asked me what I did for a living.
Now normally I don't mind telling someone at all but in this case I felt the need to play a bit. I told him "Here. Go to my blog and see if you can figure it out." I didn't receive another message from him for over an hour. I was just about to logout when he whispered me again.
"I know what you do. I read your blogs, your stories, all of it."
I smiled to myself and replied back with a simple "and..." There was a long pause and then Josh whispered me again.
"I'm hard."
It didn't take long before we had exited the game and met up on messenger. We talked for a long while and he finally asked if he could send a picture of himself to me. I said yes and what I saw took my breath away. He was about 6 foot even so far as I could tell. He was laying on a bed covered in Navy Blue bedding that seemed to pillow around him. He had on a pair of boxers and nothing else. He was smooth, thin, and had the fullest most beautiful lips I had ever seen. His eyes were a steel grey and his smile was priceless. He looked so perfectly yummy that I could barely stand it. That's when I got the second picture. It was the same set up but this time his boxers were just under his hard 6 inch cock. I nearly came right then!
Now, I have played before online with younger men. It's one of my many fetishes. Well, to be honest it is my main fetish. I didn't think that this would be a bad thing. I would play, get off, and then well get off. Boy was I wrong. We played and talked dirty for about an hour until he and I both came hard. We age played and role played ourselves to death. He said he had to go but he would be back later. This was a very hot turn on to me. I sat there motionless for a bit. I found that I was still hungry for more. As I said the game had become my worst enemy. I tried everything to get my mind off of him and that hot, hard, younger cock. Nothing worked. Not masturbating, toys, movies, internet, nothing. I couldn't handle it anymore. I grabbed my purse and keys and headed out.