All characters are over the age of 18.
"You left the house without your phone this morning JD."
"I know Mother. I panicked when it wasn't there."
I watched, as JD mimed the act of reaching into the front pocket of his jeans and felt the rush of hot blush run up my chest, neck and into my cheeks.
I tried to force back all of the illicit and forbidding thoughts, the more than motherly kisses, and the intimate moments that had already crossed the line days earlier, as we explored one another in the truck at the loading dock and on the kitchen counter.
I looked back up at JD and caught the moment when he let his lips part ever so slightly with a push and lick of his tongue, and though about how easy it must be to read my mind and the look of desire on my face.
I held his gaze as my eyes wandered down his chest, past his belt and rest on the well worn field of denim at JD's crotch, like the outline of a can of dip in a cowboy's back pocket, I thought to myself.
I couldn't help but wonder how may barrels, boxes and bales may have bumped his steel, and explored the possibility that there may be someone other than me wanting to press against him.
"Your phone is up in your room and it looks like you have a few unread messages."
"Thanks mother."
"Your father will be home in a few hours and will probably be hungry for something just like me. It was a good thing your phone was locked," I said playfully and finished the sentence with a soft kiss JD's cheek that was met with a turn of his head and a touch of our lips.
It was the kiss we both knew all to well; the kiss that opened the door, and triggered my own feeling that this is wrong, that I had to resist the temptation, that the longing for more must stop.
"I'll be up in my room if you need me," he said.
Later, as I walked past JD's room on my way to the master, I noticed, through the crack in the door, that he was seated at his desk and typing away at his keyboard and screen.
As I entered the master, I left the door open slightly in the same way; my subtle sign of both an invitation and an expectation privacy.
I stood before the mirrored closet doors and watched myself undress. I let my capri pants rest at my ankles and took of my fleece top. I admired the curve of my breasts and the way my nipples reacted to my own self-arousal. I squeezed out of my panties and ran my hands between my legs and then up over my breasts.
I took out my razor, touched up any trace of any stray stubble within the perimeter of my micro bikini tan line, and applied fresh lip gloss, mascara and shadow.
Standing before the mirror again, perched in a pair of cute reptile skin kitten heels, I thought about the way men have always found me to be quite frankly gorgeous and irresistible; and tried to push back a the insatiable temptation to entice JD further.