Intro: I am a 20 year old guy. My sister, Jamie, is 19 years old, our mother got pregnant again almost directly after having me. We grew up together sleeping in the same room because we didn't have enough money to buy a big enough house for another room to separate both of us. We now sleep in different rooms. It wasn't until a year ago until things started to really go into a different direction.
It was the death of our father that brought me and my sister closer together.
From the day that our father died, we vowed to each other that we love each other and we won't disappoint each other ever, and I promised myself I would keep that vow.
It wasn't until one night that our mother went out on a girls night out with her friends (even if she is pretty old she still does it). On that night, everything became a dream.
Our mother left at about 6:30 pm, and left us with nothing to eat for dinner. Most guys my age would be stoked to hang out with Jamie alone. I, on the other hand, knew how this was going to turn out. It always happened the same way when mom went out.
"Kenny, please take care of your sister, get her dinner, and try not to piss her off!" Yelled mom as she walked out the front door.
Just as she walked out, I turned to Jamie and said "Why does she always say that? Do I really piss you off that much?"
"No, you don't piss me off ever." She said while smiling her gorgeous white teeth.
Our mom normally was out until about 2:30 am. Pretty late for a woman in her late 40s, but who am I to judge as I'm staying in the house on a Saturday night.
We both sat on the couch and I let her decide what we were going to watch. She wanted to watch a chick flick, so we watched it, me watching it with complete boredom, and her watching in it complete awe as the woman found her true love in the end.
The rest of the night was pretty boring. I went to my room and talked to some friends on the computer, while she stayed in the den watching tv.
It was nearing 11:30 pm and we went to brush our teeth. I started to observe things about her that I have never seen before and I wasn't quite sure why I started to notice it then. Before I knew it, I realized what a gorgeous, beautiful sister I had. She had a perfectly shaped ass, that looked firm and round through her short shorts, and her tits looked perfect as her nipples poked through her white tank top she was wearing to go to sleep. She just had a perfect body, and I finally saw what a great young women she has turned into. I thought to myself that I shouldn't be thinking about her like this, even if it was true. I was full of mixed feeling. I didn't want to do anything because she was my sister. It was wrong and I knew she didn't like me in that way.
I was lying in bed in just my boxers now just watching some tv when I hear loud thumping noises coming from down the hall. I knew it was Jamie running towards my room.
"I heard noises outside the door and it scared me half to death, there's no chance you're letting me sleep in there."
"Well where do you expect to sleep then?" Looking a little frustrated with her at that moment.
"I was hoping I could sleep in here, so that I have a big strong man to defend me incase anything happens." She said while giggling.
"Fine, you could sleep in my room." I said, while debating in my head whether this was a good idea or horrible.
I asked her if she wanted me to sleep on the floor, trying to be a true gentleman.
"No, its okay. I don't want you to hurt your back or get cold over night." She said smiling.
"Okay, make yourself at home." I said smiling back at her beautiful face.
She climbed into the bed with me, which was barely big enough to hold both of us, so we had to get nice and snug next to each other. I laid down facing the opposite direction from her trying to hide my obvious erection that I got just from seeing her in here pajamas in my bed. She laid facing me and was rubbing up against me. I could feel her nipples rubbing up against my back. I was embarrassed to be hard while in bed with her so I just decided not to move. When I thought she was asleep, I laid on my back and let the sheets tent up from my erection.
When all of a sudden I heard a whisper "Is the circus in town, because they put up a pretty big tent."
I dared not to look at her. I thought I was imagining her saying it. When she asked again, I knew it was real.
I jumped out of the bed.
"Holy shit Jamie. I'm so sorry. I swear I didn't mean to! I'll sleep on the floor so that you won't have to see that again."
"Its okay, I don't mind. I know that you're a guy and they can just happen randomly." She said while giggling.
She obviously saw how embarrassed I was for her to see me like that, so she got up and took my hand and brought me back into the bed. This time she was facing away from me as I was facing her. I still was hard, and I had no where to put my dick. It found its way into her ass crack. I knew she felt it, but why wasn't she responding, I thought to myself. Maybe she was tired and didn't want to move or say anything, since it was pretty late.
Just as I was about to fall asleep I hear some faint moaning noises. At first I thought nothing of it, but then they started to get louder. I was feeling courageous.
"Having fun?" I asked her.
"Kenny, I'm so turned on by you. Before, when you had your dick practically in front of me, I was so tempted to grab it and just start sucking you off. I just couldn't control myself." She said as she started to tear up.
On that note, I just went in and kissed her on the lips. She didn't push away. I opened my mouth and attempted to stick my tongue into her mouth. She gladly accepted it and our tongues danced in swirls for the greatest few minutes of my life. We laid there for 10 minutes kissing each other, but it felt like it were hours. I wish it had gone on forever. As we both pulled away, I started to feel my face turn red.
"How long?" I asked her.
"What?"
"How long have you been turned on by me."
"I'd say since my first day in high school. I'd never had the guts to do anything about it and it wasn't just me being turned on by you, its everything about you. You're an amazing guy and I'm surprised you don't go on many dates, because you're really good looking. I didn't try to pull anything on you because I was scared that we would ruin our brother-sister relationship that we had and we'd hate each other for the rest of our lives. I'm still scared though. Scared that you were just in the heat of the moment so you kissed me, scared that mom might walk in, but I wasn't scared about noises outside of my room. I've been using that as an excuse to be able to sleep in your room for a while now because I love being around you."
I sat there amazed at how she poured her feelings for me right then and there. I stared at her for a while, not realizing how stupid I looked and how long I had been staring in complete awe, she finally said something.
"I knew this was a bad idea. Kenny, please forgive me. I swear it will never happen again. We can just have a normal brother-sister relationship as we did before." I looked into her eyes and saw they were swelling up and tears were running down her cheeks. I hated seeing her like this. Why couldn't I grow a fucking pair of balls and talk? I knew I loved her.