From the Author: I didn't mark the first installment as Ch 1 & 2 so it wasn't apparent this had more to come. This is Chapter 3 & 4. Hope you enjoy it. Comments are welcome, vote as you like. Thanks for your support. -C
Tuesday arrived and Jai woke in his own bed, alone and feeling like his out-of-body experience had been extended. For a moment, he lay awake, remembering his mother on him, in her, her lips against his. He was automatically hard again. He reached down to find his pubic hair crunchy with their lovemaking. It was not a dream, of that he was sure. Her uncertainty surely matched his. He lay still for a while, just soaking in the feeling of it, he'd had sex with his lovely mother. She desired him, she said she wanted him! The thought roared in him like a fire given new fuel.
He got up to find his mother already gone. He was late and nearly missed the ten o'clock time to open the store. She called late in the afternoon but he missed it. She left a message saying she was going to be very late and would he mind talking tomorrow. At least she wasn't acting like nothing happened. The whole day seemed unreal, like he was going through the motions, not actually awake or present. The day was unusually busy and he had no time to think, handling the store all on his own. He didn't even get lunch. He went home, ate like a starved rat and crashed in his own bed. He had a moment thinking that he should sleep in his mother's bed but felt that was pushing things far faster and harder than he wanted.
Wednesday, Malenna banged around and finally came in and kissed him on the cheek, telling him she was off to the store and thanks for taking care of it for her. That was all. She left him and he lay wishing he'd gotten up and put his hands on her or tried at least. The urge to get slapped had receded behind the much larger, more powerful urge to have her again. He simply didn't know how to get there from here.
Jai hadn't really considered the possibility that Malenna would respond to him in any way but rejection. His mind had legitimately been focused on getting past what he'd generally characterized as a childish infatuation, only occasionally daring to call it lust. He lay looking at the ceiling of his room, hands behind his head. He thought through the night again, her legs clamped against his body as she rode him, her hands on his shoulders with him mounted between her open legs, her panting gasps as she orgasmed with him deep inside her, the swelling ecstasy that transported him out of his body and left him, out there somewhere in the aether, luxuriating in the aftereffects of their encounter.
After a while, he began to think about the future. How would this affect them? Should he act like nothing happened? Or move on her and try to have her again as soon as he saw her. He imagined a frenzied moment, pulling her top off while her hands scrabbled at his belt and then her legs around him as he took her against the wall.
"Oh god, I can't think like this!" He groaned. He got up and took another shower. He went to work in a haze. Several of the guys teased him about the goofy look on his face but he just said he had some good news from college. He wasn't sure they believed him. As the day dragged on, all he could think about was getting back to the apartment, back to Malenna and what would happen when they were within reach of each other again. Each time he got to that point in his cogitations, his heart hammered and his head got light. He couldn't breathe. Maybe it was the fear of what would happen but he accepted an invitation to play basketball and then they went out for a late pizza. One of the older guys ordered beer and assured the waitress no one was driving home. Before he knew it, it was nearly eleven. He left the group to grab the bus home and called Malenna. She was asleep. She answered. He apologized for waking her. She said they'd try again Thursday.
He arrived home to a dark apartment. He toed off his sneakers and went to her door in the dark. He silently opened it and peered into the gloomy room. He could see nothing. He listened and finally discerned the soft suspirations from her bed, the gentle in and out of her breathing. He imagined going in and kissing her, touching her in her sleep as she'd done with him. He sniffed himself and rejected that idea. By the time he finished with his shower, he'd lost his nerve. He decided he'd expended all his courage trying to get slapped and now, now he was lost as to what to do next so he went to bed, unslapped and unfucked and uneasy.
Jai wasn't impulsive, often goaded by his friends that he was too cautious and so he ended up trying things just to prove them wrong. This, however, this was different, private, separate from the rest of his life. It settled into him, a feeling he didn't recognize. He lay awake for a long time, turning ideas about how to talk to her and what to say over and over in his head, considering each one and dismissing it either because it was insulting to one or the other of them or because, he finally admitted to himself, he didn't want to. What he wanted was to have sex with his mother again. That's what he wanted. Once he admitted that, he lay on his back, his hard cock throbbing in agreement. He resolved not to waste himself until he knew it would never happen again.
He got up the next morning to find Malenna sitting at the breakfast table drinking the thick dark coffee she favored. He stood at the door to the kitchen until she looked up from her iPad. She didn't speak. When he realized she was waiting on him, it was too late. She used her motherly voice in that gap in reality and left him no room for anything else.
"You're going to be late. I have some appointments today but nothing like Tuesday. I'll go to dance class and come right home. Will you be home then?"
He nodded, suddenly finding his heart in his throat and his tongue so dry it stuck to the rough of his mouth.
She smiled a mysterious smile.
"Will you promise to rub my legs tonight. I think they are going to be very sore."
He nodded again, utterly tongue tied. He felt like a child, a boy, hardly the man with aspirations to mount this elegant woman before him. He felt ashamed, not because he wanted her but because he didn't take her, demand that she give him what he wanted.
"You're late. You better be going. I'll bring you lunch if I'm close by. I'll call."
He nodded again, grabbed a banana and an orange and left for the shop. He hadn't spoken a word to her, not a syllable, not even a sound. He should have whimpered at least so she knew he was alive!
"I am sure she saw my hard cock, tenting my pants." He said aloud then looked around to see if anyone heard him. He moved away from people walking nearby, hoping they didn't think he was nuts, talking to himself like that. He'd fucked his mother; maybe he was nuts.
The day was pretty normal. The only thing that caught his attention was that the blonde woman from the ballet who'd spoke to his mother came in, walked around and left. She didn't speak to him. Beverly Depaolo, that was her name. Others had been in the shop and he'd been helping them so he didn't have a chance to mention her name, so she knew he remembered it. People like it when you remember their name.
The day ended. He closed the shop, made the night deposit and headed towards home. The walk was pleasant in the cool evening, the first in a while that wasn't sultry and hot. As he neared the entrance to the apartment, his body began to respond to what he thought or knew was waiting for him when he arrived. His imagination was hardly close to reality.
He opened the door and before he even got it closed, Malenna was in the hall with him. She stood before him, shifting her hips back and forth like she wanted something but was afraid to ask. He closed and locked the door.
"Mother?" He said.
"Oh Jai!" She cried and swept into his arms, kissing his face, missing his lips but holding his head while she kissed him again and again. She stopped, looking up at him, her eyes glistening. "Oh Jai, I have been crazy all day. All I could think about was us, you. Please, god, please, just take me. Fuck me!"
Jai's heart went from mildly excited to thundering in his head.
"I need to shower." He said, immediately feeling stupid.