Authors note: Okay, let's see if I learned anything. This is a bit longer, more specific and detailed, and a bit more complete. Let me know what you think. Cheers!
Everyone in this story is an adult.
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After the most amazing blow job of my life -- from my mom of all women -- I was spent. And at the same time, buzzing with energy. I pulled my boxers up and stumbled to the kitchen table and sat.
With a buzz in my veins and my mind in a fog, I tried to determine exactly the point when things got interesting. It was that point when my cock was visible to Mom. Just like she got interested when she felt my cock when we were snuggling on the couch. I don't think she's probably seen my erect cock before. Could that be it?
I figured there was some information that could be analyzed from that, but I was in no condition to do so. I instead returned to my room, showered, threw on some jeans, and returned to the scene of the "crime."
Mom's car was gone -- she was no doubt running around doing those famous Saturday errands. So I worked the question over and over in my head: now what? I had thoroughly enjoyed my crazy little forays into matrimonial incest, but I wasn't sure what to do about it. Should I push it? Did I actually have an insight as to why this was happening? Was Mom a size queen? Should I sit back and continue to let Mom lead the way? It is not my style to be passive.
A giant Red Bull later, I had a plan. And it started with a conversation.
Late that afternoon I was still rambling around the house, nervous as a cat, when Mom returned. She saw me in the living room and called out, "Hey Honey!" and swept through the house with bags and bags.
"Need any help?"
"No, I'm good," she said.
I waited while mom put the food away and scurried around. After most of an hour, I mustered as much fortitude as I could, and finally wandered over to where Mom was organizing some stuff on her desk.
"Uh, Mom? Do you have a minute?"
She turned and looked quickly at me, saw the expression on my face, and did a bit of a double take. I think she realized this wasn't going to be a simple question about dinner.
"Sure, honey. Are you okay?"
"Well, yeah, I'm okay. Actually, I think I'm much better than okay, but I'm not sure. You see, a funny thing happened to me on the way to the kitchen . . ."
"Yeah, about that. I got a bit out of control. I just . . ." Her voice tailed off a bit. "Kinda crazy, huh?"
And then I looked at her. And there was that smile. Simple. She just had this great way of making the room right with that smile.
"So, what's up?" she asked, almost as if none of the previous conversation had even registered.
"Well, I think I'm trying to figure out if things are changing around here or not."
"Do you want them to change?" she asked.
"Well, no. I like things. Well, but maybe . . . I don't know."
She looked at me, and a strong empathetic smile shone over her. "Yeah, I understand. This is a bit confusing."
She looked at the floor for a long time. She once again looked at me, took a breath, and settled in. "Look you need to understand something. As difficult as it may be for you to understand -- you horn-dog, you -- I don't actually pursue an active sex life. I take care of my needs by myself and that's fine. So an active sex has never been part of my adult life." Mom looked at me, with a smile still on her face, but this time a little strained.
"But . . . well, I don't know . . . I still remember," she said.
"What do you remember, Mom?" I asked, trying to keep the conversation moving.
She smiled at me with a casual smile that belied the sexual tension of the moment. "I remember how amazing it is to feel a great big cock in my body."
She hesitated a moment. I wasn't about to say anything. This was both frightening and electric. "Honey, this isn't something I just say to anyone -- especially my son -- or have even completely acknowledged out loud." Pause. "But I have a thing for really big cocks." She looked at me for a minute. "I mean really BIG cocks. I expect you know it, but yours is not a just a large cock or a fat cock. It's . . . fucking ginormous." Her eyes twinkled just a little.
"Wait here for a minute," she said.
Mom walked up to her room, and minutes later returned with a huge dildo, easily 14 inches long and very thick -- thick like me.
"After our party, I bought this. It was the closest thing I could find to you. And as much as I enjoy big cocks, yours is the biggest I've ever had." She looked at the dildo. "Besides this." She laughed nervously.
She started to explain. "It started pretty early in my life. The first time I had sex it was with a guy with a very large cock. And he knew just how to use it. For that entire year, I was taught a lot of great things about big, fat cocks." She paused for a long time. "Your dad had a very, very large cock. So I guess there are no surprise here." She looked up at me again.
"After he left, I met a couple of guys, but they just didn't, I don't know, measure up," she said. "I hate that, though. People shouldn't have to measure up. It's a horrible way to look at people. That's not who I am." She was clearly conflicted about her values and her obsession.
She swung her head into focus, looking me right in the eyes. This was a big moment for mom, and you could feel it. "So I stopped. I just stopped. I tried to connect to people in other ways. I tried to be great friends with people and not worry about me or them 'measuring up'."
"Mom, everybody thinks you're the most wonderful person in the world. I'm at the top of that list. But that's giving up a lot, isn't it?" I asked.
"Well, yeah . . . but no. I mean, I don't know. It hasn't been that bad. Really."
Then she looked down at the growing lump in my sweat pants.
"Then I felt that monster on my puss and every bit of my resolve melted away." She just stared at my pants. We were both quiet for a minute, but both of our attention was on my cock now. This wasn't quite how I wanted this conversation to go. Or was it?
I was feeling just a bit lost in that moment, but there was a very big part of me that was thinking and hoping and praying and hoping that maybe, just maybe . . . I was brought back when mom slowly reached her hand out and touched my now hard cock.
"Honey, I just can't summon the strength anymore. I don't know what to do."
I was confused and I'm sure my face showed it.
"I was hoping that big fucking dildo was going to keep me out of trouble, but I'm right here." She looked me in the eyes. I could see too many things flash through that stunning glint of her eye -- submission, excitement, concern, desire. And love.
As all of this was happening, as all of the confusion was flooding through me, I still felt a warm, wonderful sense of being right where I was supposed to be. I was home. With mom.
"Baby, I know this is confusing, and I know we need to talk this through. I'm sorry if I'm making things difficult for us." She looked at me again, and I felt a very sharp ping hit my stomach. She was about to walk away, I thoughtt. This moment I wasn't sure I wanted, now I needed. And now it was about to walk away. The ping grew and my whole stomach could feel the disappointment as I watched mom let go of my cock and begin to walk away.
But she didn't walk away. She stepped back a bit and pulled her hair back. 'Oh man. She pulled her hair back.' Then she looked me right in the eyes. That's when we both knew she had made her third mistake.
"I know this is crazy, but I just can't do it anymore. I need that cock. And I am no longer going to deny myself that thing. Baby, just . . . please . . . let me . . ."
And she looked up at me as she slid to her knees. And then, that smile. That unbelievable smile.
That's when the dream officially started, and as far as I can tell, I'm never going to wake up.
Her next moves were practiced and efficient. She may not have sucked many cocks in the last 20 years, but this clearly was not her first rodeo. Her thumbs hit the waistband of my sweat pants and a moment later they were at my ankles. My cock was bobbing like a drunk on the prowl. Mom captured it in her hand, gave it a momentary look of awe, and then swallowed it deep, taking nearly all my cock in a push.