Thanks to all my readers who have been so complimentary. And so the saga continues:
I don't think my hard-on went down the whole time we swam. My sister noticed and I was just hoping none of the others did. When we got home, mom was due home at any minute so there was no taking any chances undressing together again. I would have gladly chanced it, but Kathy had enough sense to cool it.
I even thought of pressing the issue and running naked into Kathy's room while she was dressing, but again I was afraid to mess up a good thing. She seemed to enjoy this too so I figured we could do it again tomorrow.
But Kathy had other ideas. She had been having second thoughts. To her it seemed it should be a one time thing and we shouldn't keep it up because if we got caught, we'd be super humiliated, not to mention the fury of our parents. As fate would have it, the next day it rained anyway and so there was no changing taking place.
Now I had a girlfriend at the time but as I said at the beginning I was very naive. We had played around some. I had even gotten into her pants and played with her pussy, but that was as far as she'd go. She never touched me and if I tried to put her hand there or even just open my pants, everything was over.
So I asked Nancy, my girlfriend, to go to a drive-in movie with me that night, hoping to have better luck with her than my sister. I worked weekends there at the drive-in so I could get us in for free during the week. I was quite horny as you might expect so I got to it right away when the movie started. Things went well as long as I played with her. I had a hand under her bra and had her panties completely off fairly easily.
But no matter what I did I was getting no relief. I moved her hand to my thigh and the first time she left it there until I nudged it up a bit and she took it off altogether.
I finally said, "Nancy, this isn't fair. I play with you and seem to satisfy you, but I never get anything in return."
She frowned and said, "I'm really sorry but I just can't."
In frustration I said, "Can't or won't."
She hesitated, looking hurt and said, "Take me home please."
I tried soothing it over with apologies and explanations, but nothing was doing any good and I was frustrated and not thinking well myself so finally I did take her home as she asked. I dropped her off and headed home myself.
At home, mom and Kathy were up. Dad had gone to bed. When I got home mom kissed me good night and headed off to bed herself. Kathy was sitting there in just her nightgown. She was like most sisters and nosy about everything.
"How did your date go?" she asked.
I frowned and said, "About like always except I think we broke up."
She said, "You think? What happened?"
My first inclination was to just blow it off and go to bed, but sitting there on the couch across from Kathy I still had hopes for something... anything! Maybe she'd show me her naked body again and I could go to bed and masturbate for some relief. But I had no idea how to accomplish this in our living room with mom and dad home when I got turned down this afternoon with the house to ourselves.
I just answered, "Nothing. You wouldn't understand."
She answered, "Try me."
How do you explain something like this to your sister, so I said, "I guess I just didn't do enough to please her."
"Does this have to do with sex?" she asked.
I just shrugged.
She smiled, interested now and acting like the big sister who could fix everything.
I started to get up and she took my hand and pulled me down again next to her. "Tell me what happened."
I tried giving her the brief version, but she kept asking details. She didn't seem to hang onto the juicy parts I hinted at but was more interested in the kissing.
"Were you kissing her while you were touching her?" she asked.
"Sure to start with," I answered.
"To start with?" she retorted. "Why did you stop?"
I said, "Well I had to concentrate on... you know... the rest."
She laughed heartily then covered her mouth so she didn't wake someone. "You could do both," she whispered.
"No I have to concentrate on doing.. things... right you know," I stumbled.
"Sure, but the kissing at least should come automatically. You never quit kissing when making love to a woman," she went on. "The more you kiss, the more she wants it."
I imagine she could tell I was processing what she said by my face but nothing was spoken. I shrugged feeling that it was just something I had to deal with.
Then she said, "Here show me," as she spun around facing me on the couch with her arms out.
I sort of recoiled at the thought of kissing my sister, but then the picture of her nakedness came back and it suddenly seemed a good idea.
"How are we going to do this," I said, genuinely wondering what she intended.
"Just the kissing," was her reply. "The kissing should be automatic. Then when you don't have to think about it, you'll be free to... well do other things," she snickered.
"Well first, you need to sit back like you were. She'd mostly be sitting in the seat in the car next to me like this," I explained.
I put an arm around her with my hand over her shoulder. It hung toward her breast and she carefully readjusted it to be fully on her shoulder more or less to establish limits I suppose.
That done, I stalled. I didn't know how to begin kissing Kathy. I mean we'd 'kissed' a brother and sisterly kiss many times, so I told myself just do that like you always do. No big deal. I leaned in. She closed her eyes and I lightly kissed her lips and parted again.
Her eyes opened in surprise and she said, "What was that?"
Her face took on the big sister look, teaching her 'much' younger brother lessons. "That wasn't a kiss Michael. Imagine I'm Nancy. Close your eyes and kiss me like you'd kiss her" she went on.
"But... it's not the same," I protested.
"I know," she replied, "but you need to practice the kissing until it becomes automatic."
I sighed.
"I'm not that repulsive to you am I?" she asked.
"No, of course not," I said, "It's just awkward."
"Well how do you think it feels for me? I'm just the practice dummy," she giggled.
She leaned back again and said, "OK now, I'm Nancy and you're going to impress me with your kissing."
I slipped my arm around her shoulder again and leaned in to kiss her. This time I did as she suggested and closed my eyes and tried to imagine I was kissing Nancy. The thing is, it actually seemed more exciting kissing Kathy there with her having next to nothing on her, so my thoughts were on that.
Our lips touched and we were kissing, lightly at first. Kathy kept breaking it off for instructions however and it was ruining the fantasy for me.
She said, "OK, That was good, but you need practice in kissing passionately so it becomes second nature to you."
I said, "Yes, but it seems unnatural to progress directly to passionate without the buildup. Doesn't it to you?"
She agreed saying, "OK yes, but it's getting late so lets not drag it out too long." - a perfect example of how to ruin a fantasy.
I decided then that she was the one who wasn't in the proper mood and I thought I'd try to use my charms to change that. Leaning in to her again as her eyes closed and our lips met, I started even more delicately than before but then slowly built up with some pressure and pulling her tighter to me.
We both seemed to be getting into it some when she broke it off once more to say, "That's very good. Just keep that up."
I said, "It's hard to build any momentum when you keep breaking to tell me I'm doing right. How about we only break it off if if I'm doing wrong. After all isn't the purpose to help me learn to do this more or less automatically. So repetition is the key I would think." I'm not sure what was going through her head, but she had a funny smirk on her face as I spoke.
With that same smirk, she nodded and said, "OK lets take up where you left off."
I leaned into her and pulled her against me once more. Again our lips met and her arms went around me but it did feel different somehow. Not only the hard-on that was beginning to grow in my shorts, but somehow it felt as if I was holding not Nancy, but a girlfriend just the same. The scenario became more real. The movements more natural.
As our heads moved back and forth pressing our lips together from left to right and back again, I could feel Kathy's hand on my back moving randomly as Nancy did when we kissed. Was this having an affect on her as well? I was pressing her lips passionately now and as I did the tension in hers resided and I felt her lips parting as I pressed. Not so much parting as allowing my lips to sink in, but her jaw had parted. Did I dare open mine?