The Next day I thought of seducing her. I initially began with ignoring her completely.
It was early morning and she was supposed to cook breakfast for everyone and wake them up when it's prepared. And I knew she would come to my room to wake me up.
I quickly lowered my pants and covered myself with a plain and thin blanket which would make my hard penis visible to her.
She opens my door and walks towards me, before she could speak anything she noticed my hard penis and she was staring at it. While I was still having my eyes closed. I slowly moved my legs a-bit and removed my blanket covering my penis so she could get a clear view. I could see her face clearly red and she was biting her lips while looking at my rock hard penis. She quickly grabbed the blanket and covered me back and woke me up.
We greet each other and she asks me to come for breakfast. I nod and she leaves from the room. Before exiting the room she halts and tells me. Maybe you should take care of your thing before coming.
After a quick shower and taking care of what my lovely mamie had told me to, I rush quickly to join with everyone for breakfast but surprisingly only me and my mamie were at the table. I called out my cousins name and ask why they haven't come for breakfast yet. No one replied and my mamie told me everyone has taken their breakfasts to their bed, only I was eating on the table.
I let out a casual "Oh" and we both began having our breakfast. Must I tell you, although I haven tried many dishes but my favourite has always been pancakes and to top it off, pancakes made by my dear mamie tastes like heaven.
Having decided of ignoring her for a while, I keep my head down and continue to eat, after a couple of minutes my mamie initiates a conversation and I pretend to not hear her. Slowly I could see her getting agitated and annoyed by my behaviour.
To be honest, As much as I wanted to ignore her I couldn't do it anymore. Because unexpectedly I had now fallen in love with her. I look upto her, sitting exactly opposite to me and reply, sorry you were saying something? I was just lost in thoughts, I said.
She replied, Oh it's nothing. How are the Pancakes? she asked.
Lovely as always, I said.
After what felt like an eternity of pause, she tells me she couldn't sleep last night because of how things ended between us and she wanted things to go back to normal.
I told her, There's nothing I could do now, I reply in these exact words. "Mamie, I don't know if you'll accept me or hate me. But I love you and I have no regrets for it. You are simply an Heart Soothing Existence for me"
Hearing that, she stares at me with an angry and confused look. She replies with a stutter, I - - I'll give you as many b - - blowjobs you want but please let's not complicate things.
I look at her with a smile and say how it doesn't matter now. I am ready to give up everything in life, even the blowjobs just to spend the rest of my life with her.
She gets up from the table and tells me how it's never going to happen and whatever happened till now was a mistake and she departs from there.
For a couple of days she started completely avoiding me.
But this wasn't the end of it. The same night it was past 12 AM and everyone was asleep. I hear a knock on my door. A sense of overwhelmingness entered in me, I knew she would be back, is what I said to myself while rushing towards the door to open it.
Surprised to see, my cousin sister was standing at the door. Her face red as an apple and messy hair as if she woke up from a deep sleep just now.
I asked her what she wants, she barges inside my room and sits on my bed, while directing with her hand to come sit next to her.
I sat next to her, her breathing was heavy. Even though I was not very near to her but I could clearly see it and her face getting redder.
I saw you that night in balcony, she says with a slow and silent voice.
With a confused and afraid look. I ask her, What Balcony? I don't know what you're talking about.
She immediately got back at me saying, relax I won't tell on anyone. I saw you having sex with our mamie.
I was totally shocked, I didn't understand what to reply. I was just in a constant state of turmoil, of what did I do, I was sure that no one was watching us from outside that I never once thought of people inside our home. Before I could talk about it, she stopped me and said, I will be direct. I had a crush on you for over a year and I don't think I'll be able to live with you in the same house without going insane.
I was now shocked, surprised and confused as to what and where this conversation has moved to. My mouth was nearly dry as desert and hands sweaty as hell. I took a reality check, closed my eyes for a moment and inhaled - exhaled couple of times. To digest everything.