It has been almost two weeks and I have not called my cousin Stacy. She hasn't called me either. I could not get out of my mind what transpired the other night in her parent's hot tub. It is not like I am embarrassed or repulsed by what happened but more like confused. I figured that she and I needed to clear our minds for a few days.
Then, today, I received a text from her, "What are you doing? Movies?"
Interesting, no mention of the other night and it seems like everything is cool between us. Hopefully it is. I would hate for things to be weird between us. I text back asking her the movie and time and we make plans for later in the evening. I am glad things between us can be back to how they were. Not only is she my cousin, she is like my best friend.
I meet her at the theater and she is dressed like any typical 22 year old lady that is out in public. She is wearing a nice blouse and tight jeans. Her long dark hair and her make up were both done nicely but what really caught my attention was that she was wearing open toed sandals with freshly pedicured toes. Maybe it is just a coincidence.
She was standing in front of the theater and greeted me with a hug and a small kiss on the cheek like she normally does. I returned the greeting like I usually do with her, with a hug and small kiss. She had already purchased the tickets to the movie which was the latest comedy and before the movie we had our usual small talk and banter. It was as if the other night never happened and I was glad that we were able to carry on like we always have and things were not weird between us.
She had put her feet up on the seat in front of us throughout the movie and I couldn't help but to stare at them and then my mind would wander back to that night. They looked so pretty and cute and kissable. Every toe was carefully painted and her feet looked so soft. I remembered sucking on them and kissing them and how they looked and how they felt when she used them on my cock. Just thinking about the other night was starting to get a rise out of me.
I must have had that zoned out look on my face because Stacy poked my arm bringing me back to reality and asking if I was alright. I told her I spaced out thinking about work, which is a lame assed excuse because I hate my job and never think about it outside of work but she seemed to have bought it. All during the movie I would occasionally think about being with her that night and it excited me. From time to time she would drape her leg over mine or let her hand rest on my thigh, nothing flirtatious but more of incidental or casual contact.
After the movie we walked out of the theater and headed to the parking lot. I was telling her goodbye and that I'll talk to her later when she stopped me and told me that she was hoping that I would drive her home. She went on to explain that she had a friend drop her off and figured it would be alright with me if I dropped her off home. It wasn't a big deal to me so we got into my car and we began to drive home. She slid her sandals off her feet and put her feet up on my dashboard in front of her. I stole a few quick glances but tried to just focus on the road. She would wiggle her toes and cause me to look over. They just looked so soft and sweet and I couldn't get her home fast enough because we still had not talked about that night and it was in the middle of that thought when she says to me that we have not talked about that night.
I didn't respond. She repeated her statement again thinking I didn't hear her the first time. What do I say? How do I respond? What if I say it was great and I loved it and then she tells me she regretted it or that she is feeling guilty about it? I have still another ten minutes before I get to her house so there is no avoiding the question or stalling the answer. Unfortunately, it is something that needs to be confronted right then and there.
"What are your thoughts about the other night?" I throw the question back to her.
"I thought that maybe you were bothered by it because you have not talked to me in a few weeks." She replied sheepishly. "I was worried that maybe we damaged our relationship or friendship."
"That wouldn't happen. We're cool. Nothing can change that." I assured her.
"So you are OK with what happened?"
"Yes." That was all I could say when I answered, just a simple yes. I could have elaborated and provided more of an answer but we were having an awkward conversation and it seemed that simple was better.
We drove the remaining few minutes to her house in silence. I stayed focused on the road ahead of me as she stared out the passenger side window watching the houses as the flashed past. When we arrived at her house, I could see that her parents car was in the driveway which meant that one of them were home, if not both, which was more likely this time of night. I pulled up out front and said my goodbye to her again.
"Don't be silly! C'mon in. Please?"
I put my car in park and followed her in the house where in the living room my Aunt and Uncle were just finishing watching the ten o'clock news. They, as always, were pleased to see me and asked about the movie. After some small talk with them, Stacy told them that we were heading downstairs to the family room to watch some TV. My Uncle responded back that I was not to drive if we stayed up too late and I was tired and that I can crash on the sofa downstairs if I needed to.
We headed off to the family room and I sat of the sofa and she sat on the recliner next to me and began to flip through some channels. She was sitting sideways with her feet hanging off the side of the recliner facing in my direction. I could see the undersides of her feet now. I could see her gentle arches and her heels and the undersides of her toes. Again, I was enthralled with them. Thoughts again began to race through my mind. I was going crazy.