It took another minute for Nathan to get moving, though once he did it was like he was on autopilot, the way someone who has just been through a major accident or a traumatic assault would move. For Nathan, as he stepped into the bathroom and flipped on the lightswitch, those comparisons didn't seem that far off-base. At first he didn't recognize the person that gazed back at him in the mirror, though they had the same physical attributes: a head of curly dark hair, light tan-colored skin, brown eyes, a nose that turned slightly up. The body was also the same at just under 6 feet tall and lean (but not skinny). Here was the scar on his inner left arm he had gotten as a child during a July 4th barbecue when he'd tried to twirl a lit sparkler and fumbled it. Here was the birthmark on his right side that was not quite a mole, yet he still intended to have it removed at some point. It was all Nathan, all right.
And yet....
Nathan took a few deep, steadying breaths, inhaling through his nose and holding it before exhaling from his mouth the way his former therapist had taught him. In. Hold. Out. In. Hold. Out.
"It was just a dream," he murmured out loud. "Just a crazy, fucked-up dream."
The words hung in the air before him. His reflection stared back, looking unconvinced.
"Jesus." Nathan shook his head, as if he could knock the thoughts roiling in his head out. No such luck.
A shower,
he decided.
Maybe a nice, cold one.
He removed his sleeping clothes, which for Nathan consisted of a T-shirt and boxer briefs, the latter of which were crusty with dried semen. As he peeled them down his legs his cock flopped out, all five-and-a-half flaccid inches of it. Nathan could see more remains of his creamy discharge clinging to his trimmed pubic hair.