TWO
New World
I sit in my chair and look at you.
You sit on your heels and look at me.
Your top is off, my shirt is open.
Your short cut-offs are tight, my cock is hanging out my fly.
Your beautiful pale blonde hair is piled in my lap, my grey-flecked auburn hair brushes my shoulders.
We are silent.
Both considering the import of the last few minutes of conversation.
You are wondering about what you found out about Mrs Wilson, about her farm, about shows, about hurting, about wanting to hurt and wanting to be hurt. And about me in all of that.
I am wondering what you are wondering about, about what you already know, what questions you have, what desires have been awakened in you, what fears aroused.
And we are both wondering how we can move on from this moment into our future together.
And we are both fully engaged with each other. The silence between us connects us in a way words could not.
So we sit.
We sit.
And we sit.
I'm not sure what you want. Hell, I'm not sure what I want.
But I KNOW we both want it
And we both know that our relationship has changed forever.
Suddenly, almost without thought, I stand, still gripping your hair around my cock and start walking. You don't have time to stand - besides, the tether of your hair won't allow it.
You scramble along on your knees, quickly, keeping up with me as I stride across the floor and down the hall.
I stand at the bottom of the stairs and use your hair as a pale, soft jacking sleeve. You kneel beside me and sit back on your heels.
I know I want to go upstairs.
To my room.
To the room I'd shared with your mother.
To the room full of accommodations, tools and toys suited to my purpose. To my general purpose. At this moment I don't have a purpose, no goal, no thought of what to do. But, I know I want to do something.
I look down at you, you lay your head gently against my thigh and look up expectantly.
Neither of us knows what we're doing, but we do know we're doing something.
We'd played and teased many times - and even fucked a couple times - THIS is different. This is different.
I don't know what to do.
I look down at you and you look up at me.
We are both waiting.
"What do you want to do, Sweet?"
"What do you want?"
"Yeah. OK. We're going up. Do you want me to drag you up the stairs by your hair, do you want to crawl up while I use your hair like a leash, or do you want to walk up hand in hand?"
You look up at me with a kaleidoscopic face. I see the swirling in your mind.
Your's mirrors mine.
I decide I'll force you to decide. I release your hair from my cock, and, gripping the very end of your long, long hair - nearly as long as you are tall - start walking up the stairs. I do not look back to see, though I can feel what's happening through the tether of your hair.
You scramble to your feet quickly, and dash to follow me up the stairs, ending up bent over because I hold your hair mid-thigh and I am two or three steps above you. I feel your eager desire to keep up, compelled by my pain-framed control of you. It feels good.
When we get to my bedroom, I whip my arm in a swift arc, pulling your head by the hair and flinging you to the bed. You hit the mattress with a 'whoof' and turn to stare at me wide-eyed. We are in an entirely new world - and we are the only ones in it.
Our eyes are locked until you make a very slight, almost impercetible nod, and I smile, and lower my body down onto you.
We lie there breathing together.
Without speaking.
We are love.
You are curled loosely, lying on your side, head resting in your palm supported on your elbow. I flop over your body and spoon into you, my much larger body engulfing yours.
I lie there for quite a time; We lie there for quite a time.
You wriggle to snuggle more closely against me and my cock snaps a brief salute, tapping your ass cheek. You grind your butt against me and I am moved to action.
I rise to kneel, the front of my thighs pressed against the back of yours. I take my cock in hand and bang on the upper roundness of your ass, slapping you teasingly. I pull my pelvis back and raise my hips so I can ring my fingers around my shaft and set the head against your dripping, throbbing pussy.
I very slowly press into you, the dryness of my cock causes my drive to chutter between your cunt lips.
After I am fully sheathed in you, I begin pumping, using your raised hip bones as a fulcrum, the center of my arc. I grip one of your knees with my left hand for support. I reach down to mash your tit into the mattress with my right.
I could say it was for support as well, but really, I just like mashing tits whenever I can.
I do like hurting women.
I do not injure or degrade women.
My mind forms these and more thoughts expressing my condition, delights, habits - but every other part of my being is focused on wringing the most pleasure possible from you, for you, for us to share.
Twisting, you reach up to hug me, ripping your nipple from under the pad of my thumb, the Venus Mound of my thumb.
You move so fast that you are gone before I notice. Your new pose, places your other tit uppermost on your ribs, standing soft and stiff with nipple pointing to the ceiling. This has rotated your hips down towards me, limiting how far I can get into your cunt, only the head and maybe an inch, but I keep pumping slow and shallow and you clutch and squeeze and try to draw me in deeper. I lean down to suck and bite on your nipple, to tug it with my teeth and release it to fall, quivering, home.
This move has pulled me out of you and my cock smears your juice over the groove of your ass.
You roll under me, and I straddle your left leg and jam my knee against your pussy, you rock your cunt up and down my leg. You plant your feet firmly on each side and, with this new leverage, rub more energetically, eventually getting wild, lifting your entire torso off the bed, and spreading your wetness halfway up my thigh. I grip your waist, fingers lifting you, supporting you, holding you at just the height of my crotch. I lift you, move you, twist and wiggle your pelvis until I'm lined up to you perfectly.
I pull you to me, sheathing in one steady motion and hold you mashed against me, my cock well inside. I tense and relax my cock muscles, bouncing my dickhead on the sides of your cervix. And your cunt resumes its muscular milking, trying to suck and pull me in, but failing in the attempt.
Failing in THAT attempt, but I start making my contribution to the liquid in your pussy and my thumbs clutch into your belly, digging in and isolating your obliques, grabbing and gripping them like they were hawsers. Like if I let go, I'd drop into the sea, falling into the abyss.
I totter and you feel me nearly fall over. You wrap your powerful legs around my waist and roll up, lifting me to balance on your upraised crotch, my abs soaking in the wetness.
So delightful.
I regain my senses and look down at you. You've been watching me all through the long minutes of recovery, studying, considering, questioning.
"Dad, do you like to hurt girls?"
I stutter out something - totally incoherent to me - some equivocal gibberish.
"Dad, do you want to hurt me?"
I freeze in place. Opportunity. Trap. Complication. Ecstasy. Dream. Fear.
"Do you want me to hurt you?"
"I don't know."
"Neither do I."
"So..."
"Yes, so..."
"Let's take a shower."
"Yes. Good answer."
We both laugh, untangle and head for the shower.
As we stand in the spray of the showerhead - more of a cascade, really, I'd swapped out the old head for this waterfall head - the water falls heavy on your hair, washing and streaming through your quiet gold, burnishing it to a high gloss. I capture some of the stream to fill the big silver pitcher and hold it over your head.
"Look up, Mel."
As you lift your head obediently, I empty the entire pitcher over your face, grab your hair and hold you arched back, looking at the ceiling. I again fill the pitcher and again splash the entire gallon or so into your face at once. You are gasping and sputtering as I turn you to the shower and the cascade pummels your tits, arched up to greet it. I catch more water and pour the pitcherful again and again. You are blowing water out of your mouth, out of your nose and your eyes are closed shut. I move my hand to your throat and wrap my fingers around your neck. Pulling your hair, forcing you into an arch, and holding your throat fixes you in a position with your nipples and the soft mounds supporting them being hammered by the heavy flow of water.