I Want My Mother for Christmas, #02
Michael gave his mother, Elizabeth, inappropriate, sexual gifts for Christmas.
I Want My Mother for Christmas, Reviewed, Revised, Rewritten, and continued from #01:
'This is it. This is really it. This is finally it. After I already told her what I wanted for my Christmas gift was her, tonight, I'm finally going to make a sexual pass at her. I'm going to confess my inappropriate love, sexual lust, and forbidden desire for my mother. I'm as nervous as I am excited,' he thought.
'Something that no son should ever do with his mother, something as nasty as it is forbidden, I'm going to solicit my mother for sex, incestuous sex,' he thought. 'In the way that I want to finger her pussy, lick her cunt, make love to her, and fuck her fast and hard enough to make her cum, if she affirmatively responds to me, I'm going to ask her to stroke me, suck me, make love to me, and fuck me, too.'
Michael imagined asking his mother to have sex with him. He wondered what she'd say? What could she say? She could only say yes or she could say no. There was no maybe with a mother and her son having sex, either they did have sex or they didn't have sex. With him having fifty-fifty percent odds, and having more to win, a gamble that he was willing to take, what did he have to lose?
On the bad side, he imagined her turning him down, calling him a pervert, and taking him to have his head examined. On the good side, he imagined her wanting to have sex with him as much as he wanted to have sex with her. He imagined his mother, Elizabeth, as his forbidden lover.
'Now or never, forever kicking myself if I don't, not having any regrets, I need to make my sexual move with my mother. I need to finally make my sexual intentions and my sexual feelings known to her. I need to make her my woman. I no longer want to be just her best friend and/or just her son. I want to be her lover,' he thought.
He looked at her with nervousness and filled with self-doubt. Not wasting precious time with conversation as he always did before when sitting with her, then regretting not making a sexual move on her later, something special was in the air. Feeling so right, tonight was the night. Maybe because it was Christmas Eve and with them surrounded by Christmas decorations, the warmth and glow from the fire, and with the snow silently falling outside, he couldn't have picked a more romantic moment if he had tried.
As if it was kismet, fate, and/or their destiny, it was as if they both knew what was about to happen. Hopefully, with mother and son in tune with one another, as if the angels were smiling down on them, he hoped that they were both on the same page. All he wanted for Christmas was to see his mother without her clothes and to have sex with her. Then, when their eyes met, smiling at one another, as if she wanted him as much as he wanted her, the mood was magical.
While sitting on the couch together across from the fireplace, in the way that she looked up at him, he surmised that she wanted him to kiss her. Hoping that he wasn't misreading her, his mother wanted him to kiss her. She wanted to be kissed. Clearly, and without a doubt, his mother wanted him to kiss her in the way that he wanted to kiss her.
In the way she looked at him, a look that he hoped he wasn't mistaking, he surmised that she wanted him as much as he wanted her. The night before Christmas, it was befitting that this should happen on Christmas Eve. In the way that she looked up at him and leaned into him as if to cuddle, while resting her head on his chest, he hoped that she was ready for this romantic moment as much as he was. Surely, she could hear his heart beating faster by the closeness of her sexy and shapely body.
Then, when she slouched down closer to him while staring up at him, he hoped that she wasn't just tired. When she leaned closer up against him, the warmth of his mother's body felt good against him. She closed her eyes, hopefully in anticipation of his kiss.
He hoped that she was asking him to kiss her. He hoped that she was asking him for more than just a peck but for a long, wet kiss. He'd love nothing more than to part his mother's lips with his tongue and French kiss her. Something that a son should never do, Michael would love to make out with his mother.
'I'd love nothing more than to French kiss her while feeling her through her clothes,' he thought.
He stared down at his beautiful mother resting beside him, with her head on his chest, and with her eyes closed.
'Not rushing things and ruining things, after waiting so very long to kiss her, I need to find the right moment. Not rushing things and ruining things after waiting so very long to make my move, I need to take my time. I need to be patient. I need to wait for her to want to be kissed and touched. I need to make sure that she wants me as much as I want her,' he thought.
Then, when he didn't kiss her, she looked up at him with her big, expressive, blue eyes as if she was expecting him to kiss her and waiting for him to make his sexual move by kissing her. Without doubt, unless he was misreading her look by his ever-present horniness and incestuous lust for his mother, she looked up at him as if she wanted to be kissed. She looked up at him as if she was expecting him to take her in his arms and make her his woman. She looked at him in the same sexually, incestuous way that he looked at her.
Feeling like a failure, with him the aggressive man and her the submissive woman, it was up to him to make the first romantic move. It was up to him to kiss her. It was up to him to take her. It was up to him to make his feelings known by kissing her while feeling her through her clothes. Just as it was up to her to accept him or reject him as her lover, it was up to him to make his move to make her his woman and his lover instead of his best friend and his loving mother.
With no turning back now, if he didn't kiss her, he'd forever regret not kissing his mother. This was the moment that he'd regret if he didn't part her lips with his tongue. He'd forever regret if he didn't feel her big breasts through her blouse and her bra while kissing her. If he didn't stick his hand up his mother's short skirt, move his hand between her shapely thighs, and cup her pussy through her panties, he'd be sorry.
'Do it! Just do it,' he thought. 'Kiss her. Kiss your mother. She wants you to kiss her. With everything to gain, what do you have to lose?'
With her arm wrapped around him, she pressed herself against him.
'Judging her by how she looked up at you, she's begging you to kiss her,' he thought. 'Kiss her, you fool. Kiss her. Kiss your mother. Part her lips with your tongue and French kiss her,' he thought while staring down at her in the way that she stared up at him.
This was it, no turning back now, this was the moment of no return. The moment before opening Pandora's Box of sex between mother and son. Once they crossed this incestuous line, they could never return to how things were before. Once they crossed this illicit line, they'd either be lovers or at odds with one another.
'Touch her while kissing her. Feel her while kissing her. Judging her by how she's looking up at you, she's begging to be kissed, touched, and felt. Kiss her, touch her, and feel her, you fool. Kiss, touch, and feel your mother,' he thought while trying to summon the courage to kiss and feel up his mother. 'Do it. Just do it.'
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I Want My Mother for Christmas, #02
Yet, making his incestuous move was a risk that he may soon have to undertake to test their physical and, hopefully, sexual attraction. He needed to know if she'd return his deep, wet kiss with her deep, wet kiss. Having no idea, filled with hope, he wondered if she would reciprocate his inappropriate passion with her forbidden passion.