I love my dad, I really do, just not in the way most other girls do. It all started a few years ago when I saw my dad jerking off in the living room in the middle of the night. I was 18 at the time and it was just me and my dad because my mom had left us when I was young. Now I know that my dad hadn't had a girlfriend in a very long time so when I saw him in the living room I decided that I shouldn't spoil it for him and I tip toed back to my bedroom. Then I found myself doing something I never imagined I would do. After I got back to my room I laid back on my bed and I was really, I mean really horny. I had never realized how hot my dad was until I saw him naked. He was very slim, fit and muscular, and he had a dick that any girl would be crazy to turn down if she saw it.
As I laid there I found that the more I thought about seeing my dad's dick the more excited I got. I started to touch myself. First I found my hands on my breasts and then they slowly moved down to my stomach, past my pierced belly button and the between my moist pussy lips. I started to rub my clit with my thumb while I fingered myself. I must have been really worked up because it was the fastest, most intense orgasm I had ever given myself. After I got myself off I rolled over with a big smile on my face and fell asleep. The next morning when I saw my dad I had a hard time looking him in the face. I kind of felt guilty because of what I had seen and what I had done in my room the night before. I was afraid that some how he would know. I found myself fantasizing about him and sneaking a peek at his crotch whenever I thought he wouldn't noticed. I didn't want to admit it at the time but I had the hots for my dad.
My dad pleasured himself almost every night. I know this because I would get out of bed in the middle of the night to see if I could sneak a peek. More often than not when I would get up he would be up in the living room, jerking off. My sneaking went on for about a month and every time I saw him I would go back into my room and think about sucking his big fat cock while I played with myself. Until the night I got caught.
It was a regular night like all the others, I had snuck out of my room in the middle of the night to watch my dad. I guess while I was watching I started to touch myself and I must have moaned or something because my dad turned and saw me standing there. This is it, I thought, the jig is up I've been caught. I think I embarrassed him because his hard on went away immediately. I felt horrible, I didn't know what to say. I turned and ran to my room.
For the next couple of weeks my dad and I avoided each other. We were both pretty embarrassed and we weren't ready to face each other just yet. I personally had no intentions of ever bringing it up, but my dad must have been worried about it because he was the one to bring it up. One evening I came home from work and found that my dad was already home. This was pretty weird because he's usually not home until after me. I just figured that he had a slow day at the office and decided to leave early. When I came in the house I could smell that dad had been cooking and the kitchen table had been set for two. Then I got really worried, I thought maybe dad had a date or something and forgot to mention it to me so that I would stay out that night. I went into my room and changed my clothes. I grabbed my overnight things and started toward the front door again.
My dad must have heard me because he called my name from the living room. I set down my things and headed into see what he wanted. When I got there I saw that he wasn't dressed up and he didn't look like he was expecting anyone. I was confused so I asked.
"Big plans tonight dad?"
"Well sort of,' he said "I came home from work early hoping to catch you before you went out. I thought maybe we could have dinner together and do a little catching up since we haven't been able to the past couple of weeks."
"Oh OK, good, I thought maybe I was interrupting something. I'll just put my things back in my room and I'll meet you in the kitchen." I said.
So I put the things back in my room and changed into my pj's since I wasn't going out. I went into the kitchen and Dad was already sitting at the table. I sat down and we started to eat. Things were quiet for the first few minutes and then dad said "honey I think we need to talk about what happened."
I almost choked on my food. I had no idea he was going to bring that up. My cheeks turned red and I couldn't look at him.
"I think we need to talk about it because ever since it happened you seem to be avoiding me. We've always had a close relationship and I don't want it to be screwed up because of me."
"Oh no daddy, you didn't screw anything up, it's just that after you caught me watching, I was embarrassed."
"You were watching? I had no idea. I thought you had walked in on me, and I thought I had embarrassed you" he replied.
"I'm really sorry daddy, I need to come clean. It wasn't just that night that I had been watching you. I saw you the first time, more than a month ago. You didn't notice me the first time so I just kept trying to watch because...well...."
"Because what Hun?" he asked
"Well, this is really embarrassing for me to tell you but, I kept watching because it turned me on. Every night I would sneak to the living room to watch and then back to my room to play with myself."
"Wow." That's all he said. "Wow." I would have thought I would get more of a response then that but no, that's all he said.
