"Okay, you'll awake when I say three, one - two - three."
I fluttered my eyelids as if I was really coming out of a deep sleep. I looked up at Eric, he had a quizzical look on his sweet, young face as he looked down at me.
All I could think to say was, "Well, when are you going to start?"
He smiled and let out a sigh of relief. Then a series of thoughts shot through me. Was I really asleep? Did I really do that to my son? Had he instructed me to suck his... and then did he cum in my...? Had I let him feel me up and had he shown that jerk, Ben, that he had? Was it all just a dream? If it was, oh my God, why would I dream that? Did I secretly have feelings for my boy? Or did it really happen? Did my son tell me to do those things to him?
"Mom", Eric's voice cut off my torrent of thoughts, "you okay? We're done mom. Can we try again later?"
I looked up at him, "Sure, I guess." I answered trying to sort out my feelings. I adjusted myself on the chair. Then I felt it. My panties were soaked. My God, what have I done? No, it can't be true. Eric would never make me do that to him. It must all be a dream. I took a breath. What was that taste in my mouth?
"Mom?" Again, Eric's voice startled me.
I stood, straightened my dress, "Yes honey, I'm fine. Just, I...sorry, it didn't work."
Eric chuckled, "Oh mom, it worked." His voice triumphant.
I looked at him. "What do you mean it worked? What did I do?" I asked, with a little annoyance and apprehension in my voice.
He smiled at me, "Oh mom, nothing stupid, just had you raise and lower your hands, that's all. Didn't make you cluck like a chicken or bark like a dog. Maybe next time."
He seemed so nonchalant about it. Was it all in my head? What was going on?
"Don't you dare," was all I could say.
He turned, picked up his backpack he had tossed on to the couch, "Thanks mom. I can't wait to do it again." He gave me a quick peck on the cheek and turned and walked to his room leaving me alone.
I then noticed the scent around me. The sour smell of my pussy. What was that taste in my mouth. Was that my son's cum? Oh, dear God, it can't be. I'm just imagining all this, but why would I dream such a thing? What was I doing before Eric came home? I was booking a long weekend stay at an all-inclusive resort for a young couple. It was one of those resorts known for swinging couples. I had wondered if these kids knew about what went on there and that's when Eric had interrupted me. That was it! That's why I dreamt about... I let out a sigh of relief. It was all a dream, thank God.
The client, I had to finish their vacation plans. I scurried back into the den, sat down. Again, I felt the now cooled wetness on my ass, reminding me of my dream. I completed the entries and sent the couple the details of the vacation and corresponding documents. I smiled, thinking, you two have fun, imagining just what those two had in store for them. I shook the thought out of my head.
Time for lunch. I walked out of the den, called loudly up the stairs, "Eric, lunch in 15 minutes."
He shouted back, "Gotcha!"
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I busied myself with fixing a few sandwiches, one for me and two for Eric. He literally dashed into the kitchen, grabbing his sandwiches, threw a fist full of chips on his plate and took a can of Pepsi out of the fridge. He gave me a quick glance and a "Thanks mom," and was gone.
I stood there, watching him. I felt hurt, no hug, no kiss. I shrugged, took my sandwich and drink to the den to lose myself in work.
I was looking at deals on cruises for an elderly couple when suddenly I heard the Eric's voice in my head, "Mom, I want you to wrap your fingers around my dick." My whole body shuttered. My thighs clenched together and sat staring blankly at the monitor.
What made me think that? I told myself to get a grip. Eric would never ask me to do that and I never would. I shook my head and focused back on the dates of cruises and prices.
I found a perfect cruise for the couple, put the info in an email and sent it off.
Then my son's voice whispered a torrent of incestuous phrases piercing through me. "That's it mom, suck on the head of my cock. God, mom, it feels so good." I closed my eyes trying to drive out his soft, commanding tone. But he continued, "Take it deeper into your mouth." I felt my lip's part and my mouth open as if I subconsciously obeying him. I heard him clearly say, "I was not expecting how hot it would be to watch you slide your face down on my cock."
I felt my pussy become warm, moisture seeping from its walls, then Eric whispered, "Open your eyes and look at me mom."
I opened my eyes wide, staring at a cruise ship's itinerary on the monitor. Oh God, what has gotten into me? That dream was recurring in my consciousness. I rubbed my eyes, trying to push the thoughts and images out of me.
A bell rang on the monitor alerting me to an incoming call. I quickly slipped on my headset adjusted the microphone and answered in my scripted cherry tone, "Lifeline Travel, what vacation may I help you plan today."
Lost now in setting up a honeymoon cruise for a somewhat excited couple, I slipped into my professional mode and guided them through their planning.
Finally, entering their credit card info for a refundable deposit, I asked if there was anything else I could help with. They both intoned, "No". I added, if they had any further questions, feel free to call or email me and the conversation ended.
I felt a sigh of relief and satisfaction as I had completed the transaction and slumped into my desk chair and glanced at the time on the monitor.
"Quarter to four?!" I stated out loud, "God, I have to shower."
I pushed myself up and out of the desk chair. I glanced down at the monitor to make sure I had saved all the information and I walked quickly out of the room up the stairs to my bedroom. I stood in front of the full-length mirror and start a unbutton my dress in the front. After I had gotten about 10 buttons undone, I let the dress slide off my shoulders and onto the floor. I stood looking at myself. My full "D" cup breasts encased in a plain, off-white support bra. I looked down to see a ring of flab just below my belly button and pierced around the waistband of my granny of off-white panties. The bulge in the bottom front of my panties concealed the heavy patch of pubic hair that covered my pussy. I glanced at my legs. My thighs were heavy, but not that fat, at least my calves looked trim. Looking at myself up and down in the mirror, I thought, not bad for a 40-year-old, but surely not what some teenage boy would want, especially a mother's son.
Then part of that dream came back to me. My son whispering to me, "Kiss me like you kissed dad." His soft lips pressing into mine. I shook the thought out of my head.
I took the straps of the bra off my shoulders. Let the bra slide down off my tits. I twisted the bra around and unhooked it, freeing my heavy tits and letting them sag in front of me. I took them with my hands and pushed them up. I smiled, not half bad when they're pushed up. I let them go and reached down, putting my thumbs into hem on my panties and pulled them off letting them fall to the floor. I stepped out of them. Now standing completely naked in front of the mirror I examine myself. My eyes went down to the large patch of pubic hair. Jesus when was the last time I trimmed that?
I walked into the bathroom, I don't know why, but I reached into the drawer next to the sink, pulled out a scissors I had used for trimming my pubic hair before, lifted the toilet cover and straddled the toilet facing the tank, scooted back, spread my thighs wide apart, used my thumb, middle and index fingers to pull my pubic hair up and started to trim it as close as I could to the skin, letting the hair fall into the toilet bowl.
My mind went blank. I didn't question myself on why I was doing this. I continued to cut and trim making sure the hair around my pussy was thinned out and the same length. Finally satisfied, I stood up. Keeping my feet wide apart, I examined the uneven "V" around my pussy. I pulled the last remaining strands of hair away from my cunt, snipped them off. Examined myself again and flushed the pubic hair in the toilet away.