My son, David, was at his Saturday classes while I was finishing up the laundry. After putting his clothes away, I noticed his journal on the desk. I didn't even know he kept one. Should I give in to my curiosity and read it? No, that would be invading his privacy. But (I tried to think up a good rationalization) what if he was doing drugs? His health, even his very life, is more important than his privacy. Yes. Not only
can
I read his journal, I
must
, for his own sake. My conscious eased, I opened his diary. Some dates were blank. Some entries were about college. Some entries were about his girlfriend, Alicia. (I always liked her. She looks a lot like me when I was her age) One entry was about me.
April 15
th
- Mom wore that white dress to Easter mass today. The one that really shows off her firm, tight ass cheeks. Also, she had on those shoes with just the white straps above her toes and around her ankles. Her red toenails were a hot contrast to all the white she was wearing. She looked sort of virginal with just a hint of slutiness. That's the way I want her. Pure and proper for the rest of the world but behind closed doors, I want her to be a whore in heat who craves my cock.
I was stunned. How could he say those things? I mean who writes about their own mother like that? I had to know more so I started at the beginning.
January 1
st
- Last night was perfect. I swear to God, in the dark, fucking Alicia is almost like I'm fucking mom. And now that she's O.K. with the 'you call me daddy and I'll call you mommy' thing, I can really pretend that it's mom's cunt that I'm drilling. I'm sure she just thinks the name calling is a kinky thing on my part. I don't think she really believes I'm fantasizing about mom when I'm fucking her and calling her 'mommy.'
My own son fantasizes about making love to me? I couldn't believe it. I never had the slightest inkling that he felt that way. There were no signs or signals whatsoever. I could understand an occasional thought every now and then, but he talks about me like I was Angelina Jolie. I turned the pages and read on.
January 18
th
- Had an excellent dream about mom last night. I was lying in her bed, naked and waiting for her, when she came and stood in the doorway. Her hands were above her head, resting on either side of the doorframe. One of her legs was bent forward so she was standing on the toes of that leg. The silhouette of her magnificent nude form was an image worthy of an art museum. Dainty toes and feet. Shapely legs. Curvy hips and slender waist. Ample breasts that, despite cleaving together over a wide area at the center of her body, were still so large that a third of them protruded out past either side of her upper body. Graceful arms. Delicate fingers. Elegant neck. And beauty that makes her a rival to Venus herself. After drinking in the splendor of the earthbound goddess before me, she moved closer.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, mom gently caressed my raging hard on with her delicate fingers. There was almost a childlike wonder and innocence to the way she moved over my erection. Tilting her head as if in curiosity, she traced along the rim of my cockhead. Then she slowly explored every inch of my manhood. Every vein. The bulging underside. My balls. God my balls. Slowly, excruciatingly slowly, her fingers circled around each of my overheated nuts. The cum inside my ball sac was boiling. If I didn't get relief soon I felt certain that my nuts would explode. Precum juice was flowing out of my dick constantly, unendingly, like a ceaseless flow of lava rolling down out of a volcano. I looked at mom and she returned my gaze. A smile formed on her lips. It was a wicked, sinful smile. The innocent countenance she had only a second ago was replaced by an immoral lustfulness. A fire lit in mom's eyes as she looked back at my prick. It was like watching the devil taking possession of a soul. Her mouth opened and some saliva spilled out onto my waiting cock as her cool, wet tongue slithered over her hot, crimson lips. Bending over, she used the tip of her tongue to momentarily stop my flow of dick juice as she gently probed my piss hole. Mom then began to coil her tongue around my shaft like a snake, lapping up the precum that coated my entire prick. My cock belonged to
her
now, along with the rest of my body
and
my soul.
She momentarily lifted her head up off my dick, looked me straight in the eye and smiled. She knew she owned me and her smile told me so. Mom lowered her mouth onto my throbbing cock and swallowed it whole. I had seven very thick inches but every single inch slid quickly down her elegant throat with ease. Then up. And down. And up. And down. It seemed like forever that I was on the verge of cumming. And her mouth was tight around my shaft. Tighter than any cunt or ass I had ever fucked. But still I didn't cum. She stopped frenching my dick and lifted up her head. Her overactive salivary glands sent my precum and her drool flowing out of her mouth and onto my body. She lapped up and swallowed what she could. Then staring at me she said "You won't cum unless
I
cum with you." She dove back down, taking everything I had in her mouth, when her tongue slowly emerged and began licking my nuts. "Mmmmmmmmm" was all she managed to articulate, but she didn't do that just to let me know she was enjoying my balls. As she hummed, her vocals cords vibrated around my engorged prick. A million little tingles stimulated every single nerve ending on my cock skin. A million tiny jolts of electrified pleasure buzzed throughout my entire meatstick. Then she straddled my body and slid my pulsating member into her bald, wet pussy. I placed my hands on her legs and began caressing her flesh. Up her fine legs to her tight ass, her flat tummy and her glorious tits. Then back down again while
she
bounced up and down on my cock.
"Oooooooooo, you feel so wonderful inside me. You're so hot for your mommy, aren't you?"
"Yes!" I screamed as I grabbed and squeezed her big, bouncing tits.
"You're a horny mother fucker, aren't you?"
"Yes!" Suddenly I had the strangest sensation. It felt as if my dick was growing. I looked down and, perhaps it was the light playing tricks, perhaps I was delirious from the incredible fucking I was receiving, but my dick
did
in fact look like it was swelling in size. Wider and wider it got. Two inches wide. Three.
Four
inches wide! It was stretching my mother's cunt seemingly beyond it's limits. It was also getting thicker. Thickening until I could swear that I saw the contour of my cock pushing her belly from the inside out. And longer and longer it grew until the head bumped up against her ribcage. Then she grabbed the hair on my chest. Her delicate fingers dug deeply into my flesh causing her hands to become soaked with my blood. The pain was unbearably exquisite.
"Give me your lust!" she demanded. "Let me feel what
you
feel when you fuck a woman so we can be one!" Mom fell onto my body and kissed me. Her tongue penetrated farther down into my mouth and throat than what I would have thought was humanly possible. My blood smeared all over her magnificent tits as she interlocked
our fingers and held me tight. Then she began to drain all my lust like a sexual vampire. That's the only way to describe it. She began to know the pure animal lust and sexual pleasure, completely devoid of any emotion, that a man can feel. But I received something in return. The understanding of why a woman has such a deep seated need for emotional fulfillment during sex. It was a religious experience. Our souls were merging into one. She momentarily pulled back and looked at me.
"You understand, don't you?" I did understand. Everything.
"Yes. I do now." Mom kissed me again with an intensity that fused our souls together in a deluge of love and our bodies together in a torrent of lust. We both came at the exact same time. My cock unloaded a gusher of cum into her cunt, mixing with all of her pussy juices into a cocktail of passion. The heady concoction from our forbidden love flooded out of her pussy and all over the bed. She kissed me softly, tenderly, as I lay there totally spent due to her sexual prowess. We were completely united, body and spirit. I was actual able to experience
her
bodily pleasures and emotional feelings while simultaneously experiencing my own. It was sort of like hearing and understanding two separate pieces of music at the exact same time. Just after this realization, I awoke from my dream. My shorts were soaked with my precum juice but fortunately I hadn't cum yet. I quickly jerked myself off to one of the best orgasms I'd ever had, cleaned myself up and wrote down the entire dream. I think I managed to record every single detail. Now when I jerk off I can relive this incredible dream over and over again.
I put David's journal back and somberly walked to my own bedroom. I needed to sort out what was happening. My son fantasizes about making love to me. Alright. During my marriage
I
used to fantasize about having sex with other people sometimes. No biggey. I never fantasized about doing my own son, although he
is
very cute and sexy. But from what I just read, he seems to have it really bad for me. That description of me while I was standing in the doorway. Although I'm over forty, I
do
keep myself in shape, but practically