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"Your father and I are going through a little rough patch right now, that's all." My mom said. She looked like she was ready to get into a heavy discussion which was something I wasn't ready for. All I'd asked was why my dad had been sleeping in the guest room for the last couple of weeks. "I guess there's no point in hiding anything from you," she said, "after all, you're nineteen now. There was infidelity."
"Really? Dad?" It didn't seem right at all, I couldn't picture it.
"Well yes, frankly, your father was cheating on me."
"That's crazy." I said. "When? With who?"
"That doesn't matter, it's all over with now, but I am glad you brought this up because there is something about it that I feel you should know." She cleared her throat and looked at her hands. "Your father was having an affair with a young man."
The words she had spoken did not register. I actually thought I had misheard her. "What?" I said finally.
"Apparently it has been going on for a while. I only told you because I would hate for you to find out about it from someone else."
"Dad... With a guy?"
"I'm afraid it's true honey, though I wish it weren't. We're going to try to work through this, neither one of us wants a divorce." She stood up and gave my arm a little squeeze and then said she was sorry and left me alone in the kitchen. I couldn't believe it, I sat there stunned.
I heard a strange sound, and realized that it was me. I was laughing uncontrollably. I ran to my room and shut my door so my mom wouldn't hear. The world was upside down. What was I feeling? Certainly not shame or embarrassment. I slowly realized I was feeling pride. My father, who worked on cars and drank beer and loved football was somehow, secretly, like me. For years I had been terrified that he would find out I liked guys, and here he was busy fucking some 'young man' as my mom had put it.
My mind finally settled on the mysterious young man. I knew it had to be Chris. He was a couple of years older than me and he lived up the street. We'd been friends when we were younger, but had grown apart in high school. Lately he'd been coming around quite a bit to 'help out with the yard work' for extra cash, but I hadn't seen him since my dad started sleeping in the guest room. I was proud of my dad, but for some reason I was pissed off at Chris. I didn't understand what I was feeling at all.
I had the perfect excuse to see him, he'd borrowed one of my shirts and hadn't given it back. I sent him a text asking if I could come over and get it, and he said yes.
When I got there Chris led me to his messy room. There were heavy metal posters and piles of dirty clothes all over the place. He tossed me my shirt, which was freshly washed, and I stood there holding it and looking at him. "What?" He said.
"You're a faggot." I said. My voice was wavering.
"Look who's talking," he said, showing just a hint of anger, "I've seen the magazines in that box in your closet."
"What? Fuck you! You went through my shit?"
"I was looking for a shirt to borrow and I found it by accident."
"Yeah, right." I said.
"It's true." He said. "And you shouldn't throw stones if you're living in a glass house. You're just as much of a faggot as me, even if you are too chicken to act on it."
"Fuck you, I'm not chicken."
"Who do you think you are -coming into my house and calling me a faggot?"
"Okay, I'm sorry I called you that." I said. "I just... I came over because I wanted to ask you about..." I couldn't make my mouth say the words.
"Yes I had sex with your dad." He said. "I sucked his cock and he fucked me in the ass, and it was fantastic. We must've done it a hundred times at least."
"Shut up!"
"No, don't be embarrassed. I want to tell you about it. Your dad has the most beautiful cock I've ever seen..."
"Stop."
"It's thick and powerful. He loves to have his balls licked, and you know what else he loves?"
"...What?"
"He loves it when I call him daddy. I say 'oh daddy, yes daddy, fuck me daddy!' and he loves it. You know why?"
I was shaking all over and in spite of myself I could feel my cock growing. "Why?" I asked.
"Because, dumb-ass, he really wants to fuck you."
"Shut up!" I said. "You're making that up."
"Why do you think I was always borrowing your clothes? He wanted me to be you. He used to call me Mike when we were fucking and I'd call him daddy. We used to do it in your room when you weren't around. I'd put on your boxers and get in your bed and he'd play the bad-daddy, sneaking in in the middle of the night to force you to suck his cock."
"No," I said, "it's sick."
"If it's so sick then why are you getting hard right now? Don't try to hide it. Here, come sit." He sat on his bed and nodded for me to sit next to him. Reluctantly I went over and sat down. "Why can't you admit it's what you want too? Those magazines in your closet, bear magazines, why do you think you chose them? They're full of men that look like your dad. You even dog-eared the pages with guys that look the most like him. C'mon, just admit to me right now that you want your dad."
I looked at my shoes. "I... I don't know."
"You do. And he wants you too, but he doesn't want to pressure you. I even showed him your porno collection to prove to him that you were gay, but he still thought it would be wrong to make the first move. You need to be the one to make it happen. You're entering a world of pleasure few people will ever know. I'd be jealous, but luckily I have my own daddy now."
"I thought your dad left you guys a couple of years ago." I said.
"He did, but your dad helped me track him down online. He's living in Baltimore and he's into the leather scene out there. We started emailing each other last year and it's been getting sexier and sexier. I'm flying out to be with him next month. We're in love."
"That's crazy." I said.