She waited and waited for Zach to show up, unsure what she'd do or say when he did but nonetheless certain that she needed to see him. Her brother didn't come, though. Not up the stairs of her tower, nor across an ice bridge leading up to her window.
Was he too busy with Lena?
What was it between them, anyway? The woman was a monster, so far as Yvette could tell. Of course, after meeting the queen, she was pretty sure she would soon be as well, but still. Zach didn't know that. And he wasn't the kind of guy who'd go for that sort of thing. Was he? Heck, he'd not even been able to bring himself put Curt out of his misery. He'd hurt the guy real bad, but when push had come to shove, his sense of decency had won out. How then could he be drawn to the very woman who'd tried to get him to kill his friend?
Perhaps he had more of Daphne's cold blood in him than was outwardly apparent. He pretty much had to. Which was good, all things considered. But she wanted to be the one to draw it out of him. Fuck Lena.
With a sigh, Yvette mirrored a section of the ice walls.
There was no question that she'd changed since arriving in Winter, and that was as true on the outside as much as anywhere else. Once upon a time, her figure had brought her more shame than pride. But as she turned this way and that, studying her proud breasts, narrow waist, flat butt, and long, slender legs, Yvette couldn't help but smile. She would've liked to be more proportional, but she looked
good
. Fuck that false modesty shit.
She was a good deal prettier than she'd once been too. Not as pretty as Lena, let alone the infinitely gorgeous Lady Winter, but she definitely liked what she saw. Her nose was smaller, her blue eyes brighter, and her brows had acquired the shape she'd always tried to give them but had never quite been able to pull off. Thin, but not overplucked. Arched, but not excessively. Her complexion was perfect, entirely free of the acne she'd still struggled with after graduating high school. And even on her best hair day, the sheets of black silk falling to her shoulders hadn't been so perfect, so straight and shiny.
What did Lena really have on her, anyway?
Well, okay, the bitch had taken his virginity.
That was a cold, hard fact she couldn't deny. However much she wanted to. A freezing rain that kept falling on the mental parade she held in her own honor. Yvette might be looking better than ever, and feeling a confidence she'd never even imagined possible, but in at least one important respect, Lena would always have an advantage over her, just because she'd been Zach's first. It was that simple. All the more so because he was, at heart, a decent guy. Assholes didn't get sentimental or overattached just because a girl had spread her legs for him. But nice guys did. All the fucking time.
Damn. She'd
really
fucked up back in the cabin.
There were only so many ways that night could have ended, all of led to Winter, but at least Yvette could have given herself some chance of holding onto her brother. But noooo. She just had to have the confident, mysterious stranger instead. And so she was left wondering whether Lena would be the one to bring Zach over to the dark side.
No. No, no, no. She wasn't going to do this to herself.
Yvette snapped her fingers, shortening her skirts so they stopped at her ankles. A second snap collapsed the layers of satin into a single sheet of rumpled cotton, free of blue embroidery. Elegance might be called for when appearing before a queen, but her brother was a simple man, and he'd appreciate a more casual look. Besides, she didn't want him thinking she'd already decided her loyalties, even if she had. He might pull away if he realized that Daphne had brokered a peace agreement between her and Bad Yvette that gave all the territory to the latter and required the former to fully disarm.
Yvette pushed the thought aside, gave herself another look over followed by an approving nod that was mostly sincere, and then headed for the stairs.
Her brother would be hers soon enough, she assured herself as she made her way over to his tower. Well, no, not
hers
. The queen's, really. Which meant it didn't really matter who won him over. But even so, she'd be the reason he came around.
When she reached Zach's tower, her heart started racing. Yvette stopped at the bottom, listening for Lena's voice. Or the squeaking of a mattress. Realizing such was not only possible, but trivially easy, she projected her hearing up the long stairwell. Yet heard nothing but the cry of wind dying on the mountain and the low groan of thick blocks of ice. Drawing a deep breath, she ascended the stairs.
"Hey," her brother said before she quite reached his room.
"Hi," Yvette replied from the second-to-last step.
Zach was sitting in the air, legs folded beneath him, reading something on a tablet. There was something strange about the juxtaposition a feat rightly thought impossible in the world that had produced the advanced technology he held in his hands with the presence of a gadget few in Winter would find much use for.
That could be considered really symbolic. It probably didn't mean anything at all, but she couldn't help thinking that her brother was revealing just how conflicted he was. How close to giving in he'd already come. And why not? Though the powers they'd just discovered worked well enough in the Lodge, to truly embrace them would be to remain in Winter. To serve the glorious queen from whom they'd inherited them.
It was almost a wonder he hadn't laid the old Zach to rest already. Their mother was
that
amazing. And then some. There was simply no one like her.
"Whachya reading?" she asked, hoping she sounded casual.
It was a perfectly innocent question. She wasn't looking for clues as to where his mind was. Nope. Just making conversation. Nothing more.
Lady Winter had to have made at least as strong an impression on him as she had on Yvette. Nothing else would make sense. She was beyond amazing. So beautiful, so serene, and so powerful. Who could resist her?
Zach settled back down to the ground. As he did, he reached to the side and placed the device on a non-existent table. It winked out of existence. Or went into some extra-dimensional storage space. Whatever.
Yvette was surprised to realize that such things hardly seemed worth paying any attention to, though just a few days ago, the future engineer would found the mere mention of them somewhere between absurdly fanciful and utterly ridiculous.
"Oh, nothing," he said.
Yvette waited for him to elaborate, but he din't. "Something she gave you?"
"Lena? Or the queen?"
"Either, I guess," Yvette said, though she'd meant the former.
Her brother shrugged. "Nope." For a moment, she thought Zach was going to force her to settle for a clipped response again. But then he said, "I don't think she's ever read anything that wasn't printed on dead trees." One half of his beard shifted as he scrunched his face up pensively. "Hard to say, really, since none of us has apparently ever set foot in the real world. Or the real version of
that
world. Or whatever. Point is, she's a lot
lot
older than us, however young she might look."
She didn't look young, though. Not to Yvette's eyes. So far as she was concerned, the queen had an ageless look. The wisdom and patience of one who'd been around forever, but the skin of a teenager. And a figure that was not to be found on a mortal of any age.
The same was more or less true of all of them. For the rest of their lives, they'd look as young as they wished. Should they decide that a few hints of maturity might look good on them, the way Lance had, then their black manes would sport some silver and a few grooves might etch themselves into their faces. But otherwise, they'd stay young for
ever
.
Wow. That was going to take some getting used to.
It was entirely possible that Daphne was nearly as old as time. That she'd come to Winter before empires Yvette had learned about in school had risen, let alone fallen. If she didn't consider such things beneath her, Lady Winter could disabuse lots of people of lots of strange notions about history. Like the greatness of the Great Man, for starters.
"How old, exactly?" Yvette asked, a tone of reverence she hadn't quite meant to adopt creeping in. But who could blame her?
Zach shrugged. "Didn't ask. But she did say she's been in power for over a decade."
"Only a
decade
?"
Her brother snorted. "Time flows differently here. She said that more than a week has passed back in...the Lodge," he explained, stumbling over their name for the false world in which they'd grown up. "We haven't even been here for twenty-four hours." He said that last part with a detached curiosity, the way she might talk about the results of a lab experiment in her chem class. And without any appreciation for how unnecessary it was to mansplain that to her, as most of the guys in her chem class might. "If the simulations we'd though were our families were real, they'd be worried sick." He ran his hand through his hair. Yvette loved when he did that. For a nervous tic, it sure was cute. But just at the moment, she was more concerned with his tone. Not too long ago, he hadn't considered the people of that world mere simulations. "Well, they probably still are," he added, which was probably good, but he accompanied it with an indifferent shrug that seemed entirely at odds with the words coming out of his mouth. And with the boy she'd first met not so many hours ago. "I don't know. Makes my head hurt," he said, without much concern. "Either way, I figure it's possible she lived through the turn of a different century."
Well. That wasn't quite what Yvette been thinking. But it was still crazy.
Almost as crazy as Zach being totally unconcerned with the anguish they were causing, whether to real people or bits of software that could pass the Turing test.
"Of course, we didn't really spend
that much
time talking," Zach said with a half-smile.