Editor's note: this fictional work contains scenes of fictional rough, reluctant, dubiously consensual, consensually non-consensual (CNC), or non-consensual sex or scenarios.
Hello. This is my first story here.
I didn't expect something dark themed as my first submission, so I want to say in advance that this isn't my usual style.
But I really wanted to post one right away so this is a little rushed but I hope you still like it.
I'm planning to continue.
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The last time Trixie was home, she was 15 years old. She left as soon as she could, applying for a community college 2 states away. At that point she felt that she had just snapped: a little before her 16th birthday, she stole some money from her mom, packed a backpack and left to stay with a girlfriend, having no plan to ever, ever return.
Every day she always felt like she was going crazy, stuck in a routine where no one even spared a glance. What kept her going even just for a little longer was the nostalgia; her childhood that was filled with warmth. She loved remembering those times the best.
A few months before it started, they had a big celebration for her brother, Eric, who passed an examination to a state university. Which meant that he was leaving before summer ended. Before he left felt, every day felt like a party, and even after that things were fine for a while...until they weren't.
Now Trixie was going back to a house that was as empty as she was, the devil waiting for her.
"Ija, you made it,"
Trixie smiled at Ms. Johnson as she pulled her in for a hug. Ms. Johnson was her homeroom teacher all throughout high school and a close family friend. She still smelled the same, Trixie noticed, something of a mix between cinnamon and cream, like autumn.
The small woman gave Trixie a small pat on the back and stood back to look at her. Her purple glasses slipped a little, black eyes on Trixie's brown ones.
"You've grown into such a beautiful young woman," Ms. Johnson smiled.
Trixie felt a knot in her stomach, felt like she had just been punched in the gut. Probably the only person she could talk to in this town had said the things she feared the most to hear.
Trixie hated her femininity. She took an effort to hide it ever morning: not wearing makeup, not keeping her hair kept, wearing plain, baggy clothing, all in dark colors. Even now was wearing a loose plaid shirt over a black tank top and cargo pants. Still, she wondered, how come that was the first thought that would come from people? Trixie wished Ms. Johnson was just being polite.
As she was about to ask about what had happened to her mom so suddenly, a chill went up her spine as she felt his presence behind her.
Two large hands came down her shoulders and she stiffened so much she forgot how to breathe.
"There's my babygirl," She heard behind her, the air turning humid and sour with the faint scent of alcohol lingering. "How was the ride?"
She let herself be pulled in his arms, not wanting to cause a scene. Ms. Johnson giggled at this interaction, leaving to let them have some privacy. Trixie wished for her to stay.
What other people might see as a normal greeting for a father and a child he hadn't seen in a while was all a lie concealed conveniently. Beneath was the disgust: his arms pressing her onto him, his hands on her sides and something between his legs that were all too wrong. After all, people see only what they want to see.
He told her to get inside and make herself at home, to not be a stranger, but there Trixie was in the middle of the living room, inside the house that she grew up in, in the wake of her late mother, but feeling as if she was the elephant in the room. Suddenly she could breathe again. Being surrounded by strangers funnily made her relax. At least she was not alone with him.
She spoke too soon.
Returning from the kitchen, Doug brought her a bottle of water and gestured for her to come and be introduced to everyone inside. Trixie nodded meekly. She thought he would not touch her, not in front of all these people, not on the worst day of her life, in respect to her mother—his wife—but she digressed.
As he toured her around the room, he had his hand firmly planted on her buttocks, the back of her shirt—as it was oversized—covering the act. She cursed at her miscalculation. Occasionally he would grab her, then switched to massaging her with his palm but what she hated the most was when she was introducing herself to the guests, his fingers would probe the opening of her asshole.
She bit back her shame and tightened her smile. Let this be over.
As if answering her prayers, Doug told her to go ahead and visit her mom. Then, he continued, she could rest in her old room right after. He asked if she remembered where and she nodded, not even sparing a glance back. Almost immediately Trixie ran up the stairs and headed straight to the master's bedroom. She slowly opened the door, cool air from the air conditioner welcoming her. She saw her mom on the bed, it seemed that they didn't transfer her to a casket yet, preserving her in some way.