It was what I'd always wanted, but never could say. It was a horrible, nasty dirty thing. It was also a thing I'd been craving since I was oh-so young, and something I'd been acting out time and time again with way too many older men. It was what destroyed my first engagement, and then after I got engaged to another wonderful man, it destroyed my marriage after only two years.
I lost everything. I was the cheat. I was the slut. I was the wrong-doer. I didn't contest anything about the divorce. So, at age 24, I was left with an old car that I'd been driving since I started college, a bunch of boxes, and no place to live. What did I do? I moved in with my widowed dad.
Daddy and I were close β he was my mentor in so many things, but there were things I couldn't talk to him about because they came too close to my truths. I couldn't talk about what kept breaking my relationships, and I certainly couldn't talk about anything related to sex. Just being around him made me wet and tingly enough. I didn't need to sprint down any slippery slopes.
I'd been home a month and was as thoroughly moved in as I was going to get. I assured him it was temporary, so my stuff was pretty much contained in my room and in the garage. He said it was fine and I could stay as long as I wanted, and everything in the house was mine, too, as far as he was concerned. Red flag; slippery slope. He didn't know what that conjured up in my head. So, I kept my stuff in my room, other than a few kitchen gadgets I put out.
We had made pizza that night, back and forth and around each other in the kitchen, taking turns at the counter, at the butcher block, at the stove, squeezing by each other, brushing flour off each other as we worked on crusts, dabbing spattered tomato sauce off each other, sharing nibbles of cheese and sausage and pepperoni. I went to the bathroom twice and made myself cum and cum before I was ready to go out. And, as soon as I was out, there was another glass of wine, and more squeezing past each other, and more tingling. So what, I decided. I was being silly. The wine and I were sure I could stay in control of my impulses and yearnings.
When dinner was ready, we ate our pizza at the couch, watching some kind of cop show. There are like fifty, and I lose track of which is which. After we ate, I snuggled against him and we kept watching. Soon, my head was in daddy's lap. We watched perps come and go, and at one point they hauled some streetwalkers into the office to be booked or interrogated or whatever. The wine told me it didn't really matter. One had big boobs with cleavage showing. No, great big boobs with LOTS of cleavage. Dad's hand dropped down to my head and his thumb ran across my hairline.
"Ooops β sorry, princess. Must've dozed."
Didn't seem like it β we'd been making smart-ass comments right up until about a minute before. It was then I noticed something pushing my hair up from the underside. I thought maybe I'd shifted, so I reached down to brush it back and my fingertips ran into something hard, covered in denim.
Daddy's cock was hard. Not only that, it was big. Those were my first two thoughts, followed by wondering if he always grabbed his dick when he saw a hot woman on TV. The next thought was disappointment. Daddy had a thing for women with big tits β bigger than mine. Mine were C cups, just shy of D's. Not tiny, but not as big as that actress'. The next thing was to remember to say I was sorry for poking his dick with my fingers. "Oops ... sorry."
"Huh? Oh, uh, no harm, no foul, Cindy"
We sat quietly through the rest of the scene, then as she was being walked out to her cell, I blurted out "So β you like her, huh? Find her attractive?"
"What? Oh, I've never seen her before. She seemed okay, though."
"Well, something β ahem β gave me that impression. Maybe you just like big boobs."
"Heh ... well, not really. I mean, not especially. I like them all sizes. I mean ... it all depends."
He was vaguely drunk, but I was specifically drunk, so I pressed for more.
"She's young, too. Is that something you like ...?"
"Heh-heh ... umm ... did I mention I picked up ice cream, Cindy?"