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I lay on my floor for a few more minutes trying to get my brain around what just happened. How could an 18 year old girl, well I guess technically a woman, be so sexually experience? I never see any boys around and she rarely goes out on dates so how the hell did she get to be so sexually dynamic? It was almost as if she read my mind and knew exactly what I fantasized about.
At this point, "who really cares," I think to myself. If Dad or Diane find out about this then I am completely screwed.
"I can't believe I just had sex with my step sister," I say out loud shaking my head.
Oh let me count all the ways as to how many morals, values, statutes and what-not-to-dos I just violated. Could I be any more stupid? What keeps her from going right to her best friend to say, "Guess what? I just fucked my step brother." I am going to have to have a talk with her about all of this. Right now my opportunity to be alone with her all day Saturday now, was not such a hot idea.
The rest of they day passed like normal. I caught a few minutes of sleep after our little tryst and Helen acted as if nothing ever happened. I waited for the right moment to bring up the fact that we needed to keep this between us and that if any of this got out we'd both be in big trouble but I hardly saw her until our folks got home.
Dad and Diane came a few hours later and they asked us what we wanted for dinner.
Helen said, "I don't know but I am starving. I had a huge work out this afternoon and I could eat a horse," winking at me as she said this.
My blood pressure shot through the roof and I literally thought I was going to pass out.
"Did they work you extra hard in track practice today?" her mom asks.
"Really hard," Helen says staring right at me.
I could feel the walls closing in and I thought everyone could see the guilt written on my face.
"Are you alright Rob?" my dad asks.
"You look a little pale," Diane added.
"I'm just really tired. I think I might be coming down with something," I said.
"Are you hungry?" my dad asks.
"Not really I said. I think I am going to lay down for a while and see if I feel any better," I said walking for the stairs.
"Okay, I'll have Helen bring you up some food later if you feel like eating," Diane said.
I said a little too quickly, "NO! You don't need to do that, it's really okay, I'll be fine."
"Rob, are you sure you're okay? You're acting kind of funny," Diane asks.
"Yeah, I'm okay. I am just exhausted," I replied trying to look at sick as possible.
"Go on up to bed and Helen will fix you a plate and bring it up later," my dad says.
I didn't argue as I walked up the stairs and headed to my room. I flopped on my bed and there were just too many thoughts racing through my head to try and sort them out now.
"What the hell am I going to do? She is going to tell somebody," I thought to myself.
I drifted off to sleep and I woke up to a gentle knocking on my door.
"Rob, are you awake?" I heard Helen ask in a whisper.
I looked at my watch and it was 10 p.m. I had been asleep for about 2 hours. I sat up in bed and said, "Yeah I'm awake," in the same low voice.
My door opened and Helen was standing there in the doorway holding a plate covered in aluminum foil.
Helen is about 5' 6 tall with chestnut colored shoulder length hair which is pulled up in a pony tail. She's wearing her track pants and a pale blue sports top that shows off her 36 C breasts and well toned abs. She has a tremendous figure. Even with her athletic build she still has a wonderful femininity about her and it's hard for me to believe she's only 18 years old. I sit there staring, marveling at how amazing she looks.
"What? Is everything okay?" she asks.
"We had sausage and peppers tonight and it was pretty tasty," she adds with a smile.
I snap back to reality. "We need to talk," I said motioning her inside.
"Okay?" she said with a confused look on her face.
She made her way to the edge of my bed and placed the plate on my side table. She hopped up on my bed and sat cross legged looking directly at me. She looked so damned innocent right now and I could just kick myself for letting myself do what I did with her.
"What's going on?" she asks.
"Listen, we have to be careful about what we say. This is a big deal. I don't regret what we did but if someone finds out we both could be in a lot of trouble," I said in a stern whisper.
"Playing around about this is just not smart. What if Diane or my dad found out? We would never recover from this," I added.
"You have to promise me that you won't tell a soul about what happened, Promise?" I say.
"Okay listen. I know I shouldn't have made my little reference down there tonight but it was completely harmless. Mom and dad are never going to find out. Especially from me," she says.
"What happened today means a lot to me and I would never want to jeopardize our relationship as well as our family. I loved being with you today making you feel the way you did," she said. "I also realize what's at stake if someone finds out and I promise you that I won't tell a soul about what we did or will do," she says with a grin.
"Rob, if you don't feel comfortable and want to stop I'll understand. I don't like seeing you like this with the weight of the world on your shoulders. Let's just enjoy each other for the rest of the time you're home and we'll leave it at that," she says.
"Deal?" she says, extending her hand for me to shake.
"How did you get to be so grown up?" I say with a grin as I shook her hand.
"I dunno? I guess you guys just rubbed off on me," she says with a coy smile.
"How are you feeling now? All better?" she says looking directly at me.
"Yeah, I'm better now. I'm glad we had this talk," I say.
"I brought you some dinner," she says as she motions to the plate.
