Home during the lockdown.
The lockdown was really starting to get to me, I was becoming stir crazy, so I decided to take up jogging. I'm a forty eight year old teacher, a deputy head teacher to be exact, my husband is a hospital surgeon, two years older than me. We have two children, a daughter, married with one young baby, and a son aged twenty who was currently at home from university, studying online. To get us out of the house, legally, Jonathan and I went jogging together.
We were very aware of the dangers of covid, and the risks associated with my husband working in the hospital, consequently we agreed that he should rent a room from one of his colleagues very near the hospital to reduce travelling and exposure. Frank only came home when he knew he was going to be off duty for a few days.
It was a very warm day, Jonathan and I had been out jogging and I ached from head to toes. I am not really built for running any distance, I'm a bit top heavy, so my aches were not only my legs, but the top of my chest and shoulders. I needed a very hot shower, followed by an equally hot bath.
As I lay soaking in hot bubbles I pondered my existence. Frank and I married when I was twenty two. Frank was still studying. He knew I was bisexual, I'd never hidden that from him and he admitted that it turned him on, first just thinking of me with another woman, and later joining me with various girlfriends. He was completely hetro, and strictly loyal to me, joining me from time to time by invitation with my girlfriends, but he has never strayed on his own, with just one exception, which I know all about. He accepts that I need to 'stray' now and again in line with my sexuality, I never hide it from him. Both of my children know about my inclination, once they were old enough to understand, I explained it. Kept it simple, kept it honest.
I have a good life, money isn't a consideration really, I have a good salary, and Frank has an even better one. We take two foreign holidays every year and have visited many many countries and places of significant interest. That is until this pandemic hit us, now I figured everything would have to change. I was just thinking about the ways things would alter when the pain hit me, hard!
I got a terrible cramp in my left leg, it was agony, I couldn't help but cry out. A second or two later there was a pounding at the door and Jonathan shouting, asking if I was alright. I couldn't believe how painful my leg was, and without really thinking about it I answered "No, I'm in agony! Help me!"
My son came into the bathroom. I'm no prude, I've always gone topless on the beach, so him seeing me in my bathtub wasn't a problem, what was a problem was my leg, it felt as if it was on fire! I was feverishly rubbing at it, but as I lifted it up, I slid down further into the tub, I was floundering around like a drowning cat. I couldn't get out of the tub either, to get out I needed to climb out to my right, but it was my left leg bothering me, I was in pain and completely helpless.
Jonathan to the rescue! He simply reached into the tub, one arm around my back under my arms and the other under my knees, and lifted me bodily out of the tub. With me (naked) held in his arms, he turned and carried me out of my bathroom and into the bedroom where he deposited me on my bed. He then vigorously massaged my leg before telling me to get up and walk around.
I hobbled around the room, my leg slowly returning to normal. Jonathan stood and watched, encouraging me to continue until my leg felt completely normal. I went up to him and gave him a hug. It was as I was hugging him that I remembered that I was soaking wet, I stood back and apologised for that only to have him burst out laughing.
"Mother, you are also completely naked!"
That fact had completely escaped me! I started floundering again, I didn't know what to say, or do. Once again, Jonathan to the rescue.
"Oh come here!" He held out his arms and I more or less fell into them and he gave me a huge hug.
Being naked in my sons arms was suddenly a huge turn on, but not an accepted position for a mother to be in. I tried once again to apologise, but as before, he laughed and told me that I needn't say sorry for giving him such a thrill "any time you want to run around naked, just give me a shout, I don't mind at all!"
I couldn't help but feel the bulge in his pants as he hugged me, and I had a strange feeling in my nether regions too. This could not be happening, my son was obviously turned on by my nakedness, and so was I!
Later that day on the phone I told my husband about my misadventure, leaving nothing out, even my feeling that it was a turn on. To my surprise he also laughed!
"I'm surprised he didn't try to bed you, I'm sure he'd like to."
"What? I'm his mother!" Then I laughed, "It did feel like he had a pretty big jongo though!"
"Big jongo or little jongo, I'm pretty sure I know where he'd like to put it."
Our conversation drifted on, it seemed that our son had had a crush on me for years, something that I'd never noticed. I knew full well about our daughter's crush on her dad, that had been obvious, but Jonathan on me? That, I hadn't seen coming.
"So, why don't you bed him? Seems like the obvious thing to do to me, and you never know, he might help fulfil that little whim of yours, you know the one, you and two guys together!"
After our telephone conversion had ended, with him telling me it would probably be over a week until he was home again, I sat with a glass of wine and daydreamed.
Frank was right, I had harboured a fantasy of taking part in a threesome with two men. One of them was always my husband in my thoughts, but the second always alluded me. Now Jonathan came to mind, could I have sex with my son, would he really be interested? Why not, why not keep it in the family? I knew my daughter Claire had worked out her feelings by jumping into our bed with Frank one weekend when I was away at a conference, Frank had told me. He fucked her silly all that weekend, hoping to get it out of her system. Could I do that with Jonathan?
There was only one way to find out. I have never liked procrastination, so I shouted up the stairs for my son to join me.
With a glass of wine each, we sat opposite each other and I opened the conversation.
"When I hugged you this afternoon I couldn't help but notice that you had a pretty big erection going on."
"Yes, well... I had this beautiful woman walking around the room naked, she didn't seem to mind being naked, and my reaction was pretty normal I think." He smiled. "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you, but you looked pretty hot like that to be honest."
I explained that far from being embarrassed, I felt flattered, that someone his age would be turned on by me. Then I gently broached the subject I was most interested in.
"Did it bother you at all that it was you mother you were getting an erection over? Didn't you think that was kind of incestuous?"
Jonathan looked at me across the room, then seemed to reach a decision, I could see his mind working.
"Mum, the taboo about incest in the modern world is simply a social construction, perpetuated by various religious groups who are completely out of date with modern science. Inbreeding in the past was a serious problem even though it was fairly common in some societies. That's not the case now, as far as I'm concerned what consenting adults do behind closed doors is their business, no-one else's."
Wow, I hadn't expected such a drawn out answer to my question, it was obviously something he had thought about before this evening. I made that comment to him, and asked if he really believed that. His answer this time came as a bit of a surprise.
"Yes I do, and so does Claire, and dad, and I think you do too."
"Why do you say that?"
"Mum, me and Claire have never had secrets from each other. I've always known about her fixation on dad. After she gave dad her virginity, there was no stopping her. She got my virginity within days, and we humped each other senseless right up until she got married. I know you know about dad and Claire, there's been no obvious repercussions that I know of, so you must be ok with it."
It took me a few moments to take in what he'd told me, he knew about Frank fucking Claire, and he'd been fucking her for years as well! If he and his sister had no secrets from each other then I assumed he knew that Frank and Claire had had the occasional session up until her marriage as well, with my full knowledge.
Jonathan obviously noticed my distraction and broke the silence.
"I know this is coming as a shock to you, but you did bring the subject up. I know everything, at least I think I do, I know that Claire likes being dominated, and she says you do as well. Like mother like daughter I guess. I have no problem with any of it!"
I looked at my son. Just on six feet tall, athletic build, dirty blonde hair like the rest of the family. Good looking, fit. Time to go for million dollar question. I looked him straight in the eyes.