When Lily Holder woke up on the first Sunday of May, he was startled at first when she realized that for the first time in many years there was a man next to her. As her head cleared and her eyes focused enough for her to see her grandson sleeping soundly under the sheet, the immoral events that occurred the night before to put little Preston there came back to her.
"What have I done?" Lily mouthed as she looked at the little fellow who looked even more innocent sleeping than he did awake, scolding herself. "First you start carrying on with Alice and that was bad enough, but now with Preston? And he's your own flesh and blood. He's a child."
Technically that wasn't correct because while Preston would always be her little pride and joy, in reality the boy was a man, closer to 19 than 18, and after she reached over to lift the sheet and peek under the covering, she saw that she hadn't been hallucinating last night.
Lily shivered as she stared at the flaccid organ resting on the lad's hip, a penis that was anything but limp most of the evening as he had ravaged her over and over again, and the ache between her legs confirmed it all.
Lowering the sheet, Lily rolled over gently and got to her feet, and the moment she started to walk almost every bone in her body reminded her that she was no teenager but a 64 year old woman.
When she clicked on the bathroom light the mirror in the back of the door gave her another reminder of her age, and as she looked at the reflection of petite woman she wondered how anyone could get excited about having sex with her?
Always a tiny woman, she was now almost as child-like as her grandson. According to the scale at the doctor's office she was only carrying 94 pounds on her barely five foot frame, and while she was assured she was in excellent health and in great shape for her age she longed for the days when she made heads turn.
Lily's hands went to her breasts, still tender from the almost constant mauling they had gotten from Preston's mouth and hands, and as her tiny hands managed to cup the once perky breasts she found herself wishing they still stuck straight out instead of pointing to her feet and there was more to the little hangers than areola and nipple.
They didn't seem to mind though, they being her fellow widow and lover Alice and her grandson Preston, and as her hands went down her flat stomach to the mound that Alice had insisted on shaving she winced when her fingers grazed her labia.
Lily had always been self-conscious about the size of her labia because even when there was that faint wisp of hair around her sex the plump lips were still clear to see. Now denuded of the covering and swollen from having been used so hard and so often they looked even bigger, the redness much richer as well.
After Lily did her business she put on a robe and tiptoed into the kitchen to put a pot of coffee on, and as she waited for the perking to end she looked at the clock and the phone. Too early to call Alice, because she would be at the Y working out. Lily would have been with her friend but canceled out since she was taking care of her grandson this weekend.
"Taking care of Preston," Lily said to the empty kitchen, and even with the oppressive guilt she felt she had to laugh at that because the one that got taken care of here was her. "For a little guy who was always sickly he sure was..."
A man. Lily kept repeating that over and over again to herself because at least that made it - different? Better maybe from a moral standpoint, and the elderly woman shook her head when she looked at the old religious artifact on the wall and imagined herself at the pearly gates pleading her case for admittance.
"He wasn't a boy - he was a man!" she imagined herself saying. "Almost 19 years old, and he wasn't a virgin either! The home health aide that had taken care of him had been his first!"
"Yes, he was my grandson," Lily fantasized herself conceding. "My only grandson, and judging by the way I acted that's probably a good thing, but it wasn't my fault. Preston - he started it all. He looked down my top for whatever reason and then he exposed himself to me. Insisted he had to show me that he wasn't a kid anymore."
It was at that point in her mental drama production that the last sputtering of the coffee pot brought her back to reality, sparing her the indignity of being sent to fantasy hell for her transgressions, and as she poured a cup and sat her weary bones down in the chair she tried not to look at the picture of her late husband on the wall facing her.
"Your fault too," Lily said with a shrug, because it was Henry that had made her a woman who loved sex and couldn't get enough anymore than her dear husband could. This going cold turkey without sex had been tough, which is where Alice had come to the rescue.
After finishing her first cup Lily went to get a refill, and on the way back grabbed the phone and dialed Alice's number. To Lily's surprise Alice picked up on the second ring, her gravely voice matching her coarse manner.
"How's my favorite piece of ass?" Alice cackled. "Horny I bet."
"No honey. Far from it."
"You losing your grandson today? Want me to come over and give you what you need after he's gone?"
"No, Preston isn't getting picked up until tomorrow," Lily explained.
"I do want to come over and meet him though."
"I don't think that's a good idea," Lily replied. "Things are a little strange around here right now."
"Be glad to help straighten it all out. Maybe we can sneak out to the garage for a quickie," Alice suggested. "Don't want the little critter to find out how filthy his Grandma is."
"He knows," Lily said, and after her friend and lover let out a throaty laugh Lily admitted, "I told him about us."
"You did?" Alice replied, and after she got her answer she continued. "I mean, that's fine by me. Proud of you as a matter-of-fact, but aren't you afraid he'll tell his mother?"
"I supposed he could but I don't think so," Lily responded. "He's not a child anymore. He's nearly 19."
"What brought this on - you telling the boy about us?"
"He saw my - you know - privates? He got confused when he saw I didn't have any hair down there so I told him that you shaved it for me," Lily admitted.
"How did he see your pussy?" Alice asked. "You two playing show and tell?"
"You can't repeat this to anybody - ever," Lily cautioned.
"What the - wait a minute. I'm going to come over," Alice said but Lily said no.
"No. I don't think I could tell you this face to face., I don't even think I could admit what happened even at a confessional," Lily told her. "I do need to tell somebody though."
"Lay it on me sister, and let me warn you that you've got me horny already."
"We had sex."
The pregnant pause seemed to last forever, and after the silence became oppressive Lily had to ask her friend if she was still there.
"I'm here."
"Do you hate me? Lily asked. "Please don't hate me. Without you I wouldn't be able to make it anymore."
"Calm down Lily. I love you and ain't judging, that's for sure," Alice answered. "You do need to tell me all about it though. Every single detail. This is the little critter that's always deathly sick?"
"He's been getting better," Lily said of her grandson. "He just graduated high school - sort of. His mother home-schooled him and she must have done well because he's going to attend college. On-line at first because he still doesn't get around all that well. He's not a kid anymore."
"I know. You keep telling me that. I get it. This is the boy in that picture on your dresser? The one that looks like that kid that kept getting left home alone in those movies?" Alice asked.
"The same. He hasn't changed much though. Still an adorable baby-faced guy who melts my heart," Lily said. "Except in the obvious ways of course."
"I bet being stuck home alone Preston spends most of the time watching porn on the computer," Alice suggested. "Probably a horny little devil."
"No, his mother caught him looking at something naughty a while back and had a computer guy come and fix the thing so that sort of thing is blocked," Lily explained. "Besides, he doesn't need pornography. He has Renata."
"Renata? What that?"
"Renata is his home health aide. She's his... friend too."
"Damn. She broke him in?"
"Yes."
"Damn."
"Well, she spends half the day with him. Helps him bathe and all."
"I'll bet."
"Do you want me to tell you what happened or not?"
"Go ahead."
"We had a very pleasant day, and after dinner we did the dishes together. I dropped the dish cloth and after I bent over to pick it up I saw that Preston was looking down the front of my top," Lily said. "I was embarrassed and said something about apologizing about not having anything good to look at and Preston said that was okay and that I was really pretty."
"The boy has good taste," Alice opined.
"Then he said that size doesn't matter and blurts out that Renata has small breasts too. He called them titties instead of breasts. Preston says Renata's got little titties too and he loves hers."
"The boy has good taste," Alice interjected.
"I was embarrassed about the way the conversation was going so I changed the subject, and after we watched TV for a while I said that I was going to turn in. I said that he could stay up if he wanted and then I went down to my room," Lily explained. "I went to my bedroom and started to undress and I guess I forgot to close the door."
"Forgot?" Alice mused, her mind working even through the phone.
"Well, why would I close the door these days? Nobody is ever here except for you, and I don't close it on you."
"You wouldn't dare because you know I'd knock it down to get at you."
"Besides, his bedroom is the guest room all the way at the other end of the house, so why would he come down there?"
"Okay. Keep going."
"I had gone to the bathroom and was undressing and getting ready for bed. I was naked except for my panties, and so after I slip them off I scoop them up and toss them over onto the chair. I looked up at the doorway and..."
"Preston."
"Exactly. I don't know how long he had been there but there he was. Standing there wearing the baggy boxer shorts and nothing else, staring at me like I was someone worth..."
"Don't start with the self-depreciation woman."
"Alright. He was looking at me with his eyes bugging out, and after I got out of my own deer-in-the-headlights trance I tried to cover myself up. I needed more hands," Lily went on. "I started to go grab something to cover up with while asking him what he was doing. He tells me not to - begs me to let him look at me because he's always thought I was the most beautiful woman in the world."
"And you?"