Our mom passed away when I was in high school. I was the second of four brothers in the family, and we were fortunate to have three of her sisters take turns helping out with the house work and cooking over the next three months. But they had their own families to tend to, so my grandma Lula came to stay with us for the long haul. She provided a motherly presence around the house, which helped to get all us boys back on track.
Lula was 62-years old when she moved in. Since she had lived on a ranch in western Oklahoma, her face and arms had developed a smooth, tanned-leather sort of complexion, from all the days out in the wind and sun. She had twinkling blue-gray eyes and a small upturned nose that had a cute wrinkle when she laughed. Her smile was accentuated by pouty, full lips and a set of perfectly straight white teeth. She always wore her salt and pepper hair pulled back in a bun, fastened in back with a silver comb. She was not what you would call beautiful, but she was very attractive in a pretty, feminine sort of way. She had a sense of formality about her, and always wore dresses or blouses that buttoned up to the neck.
Each night, after she bathed, she would sit in her light pink terry cloth bathrobe in front of the mirror in her bedroom and drink a glass of brandy while she brushed her hair. She always left her bedroom door just slightly ajar, and I would often stand in the dark hallway, just outside her door, and watch her as she combed her hair. I would always watch until just after she reached inside her robe to dust her bosom with powder. I knew then that she was ready to go to bed. I guess you could say that 62 was old to an 18-year old teenage boy, but I don't remember her looking old.
By now I had reached full puberty and like all boys my age, I was full of sexual energy. It was nothing for me to masturbate two or three times a day, and having a strange woman around the house only led to more sexual curiosity and opportunities to fantasize. However, I was definitely a virgin when it came to girls. I dated, occasionally, but never did anything more serious than kissing and feeling some tittie.
In order to release my sexual urges, I hid a Playboy magazine under my mattress, and each night I would pull it out and flip through the pages, fantasizing about those big breasted "older" women.
My routine went something like this. Once I had a good erection, I would lay the magazine on the bed and lie back and begin masturbating. My erect penis is smooth and perfectly circumcised, standing tall and straight. (For any women who might be curious, circumcision leaves the ultra-sensitive flesh near the head of the penis unprotected, and it is quite stimulating to the touch.)
To begin I would grasp my thick, six-inch rod between my thumb and four fingers and briskly stroke it for several minutes until it was puffy and swollen. I would then finish off the job by pulling the skin tight with my left hand at the base of my penis, then encircling my shaft with just my thumb and index finger, forming a ring, and quickly but lightly rub it up and down on the ridge of my penis head. Within moments, an intense orgasm would begin to build deep within my loins, and I would bring myself to a most satisfying release, lifting my head to watch as I ejaculated thick spurts of cum onto my stomach, filling my naval.
Once the final orgasmic spasm had ceased, I would be so completely relaxed, I would usually close my eyes and drift off to sleep. After a while I would wake up to the feeling of sperm running down the sides of my stomach, so I'd pull some tissues from the box of Kleenex on my nightstand and clean up. I kept a small wastepaper basket next to my bed where I deposited the used tissues. I didn't think about it at the time, but Lula was the one who always emptied that little basket when it got full.
One night I remember using up the last tissue in the box. However, the next night when I went to bed, I noticed there was another freshly opened box of Kleenex on my nightstand. I think Lula must have known what I had been doing, but she never said anything to me.
From then on I found it sexually stimulating to think that she was fully aware of what I was doing each night. As I lay naked on my bed, playing with myself, I had some of my most intense orgasms when I would leave the door to my bedroom open a crack, fantasizing that she was just outside my door, secretly watching me masturbate as she rubbed her breasts and played with her pussy. I made sure my table lamp was on so my body would be well illuminated for her.
Over the next few months I became more and more sexually curious about grandma Lula and her mature body. I admired her, and like many older women, her large breasts no longer jutted straight outward, but tended to sag slightly toward her waist, straining against the buttons along the front of her dress.
During the day she was always so proper and neatly dressed and wore a pleasant smelling perfume. I enjoyed being around her, and she seemed to like my company as well. She would tell me stories about life on the ranch, and about how she missed my grandpaβs company. I became more and more infatuated with this woman. I often offered to help her with the dishes after supper, just to get a chance to "accidentally" rub up against her prominent breasts.
At night, after she bathed, she always wore her thick bath robe, which totally covered her figure. I can still remember the fresh smell of soap in the air as she walked through the house. She was always so clean in everything she did. I was always on the look out for an occasion to see her in a state of undress, but the opportunity never presented itself.
Many times, after she went to bed, I would sneak into the hall bathroom and look inside the clothes hamper and pull out her soiled under garments. The label on her bra said 42DD. I would fondle the large cotton cups, fantasizing about her naked breasts which filled them up. I would hold her bra and panties to my nose and breath deeply of her sweet musky woman scent. Often, I would masturbate while rubbing my stiff erection with her silk panties. Needless to say, I was totally absorbed with her sexuality.