**Disclaimer, this is work of fiction. I am writing these for only fun, not for any contests or awards. Until I can get an editor, please forgive me for any grammatical errors. If you can not get past that, just don't read it.**
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The next morning, I woke up feeling ashamed of what I had done to my brother. Looking down at my nightgown, I noticed some of his dry cum, touching it with my finger. As wrong as it was to society, in my heart it was right and oh so good. I loved the way his face looked as he exploded. Feeling a little excited, I looked at my clock, and seen I was running behind, so I jumped in the shower, and dressed. As I was applying what make up I used, I could smell something cooking. I smiled, knowing that he was still here at least. As I stepped out of my room, I could hear music playing in the distance. As I came to the doorway of the kitchen, my knees buckled, as Brad was in cotton shorts, and nothing else. He was cooking eggs and sausage, and dancing to a song on the radio. I must have let a giggle escape my throat, because he was startled and turned on his heels.
"God Meg, you scared the shit out of me." as he held onto the counter.
I walked over to the coffee pot, and poured myself some in my travel mug, "Sorry bro, I didn't know you were auditioning for Dancing With the Stars." I managed to keep a straight face, but inside was dying. He didn't say anything back to me, but just stared at me, like he was waiting for me to say something else. I looked at him, and was wanting to kiss him, as his look was so intoxicating. "What bro, why you looking at me like that?"
He walked closer to me, and I could smell the manliness of him, as he slid his hand through my red mane. "We need to talk about last night Meg. That shouldn't of happened."
I looked down at the floor, seeing his toes, damn even they looked kissable, "I have to be in court soon, as far as I am concerned, it happened in a moment of weakness OK. At least if we touch each other in public we won't be so jumpy." Trying to act like it wasn't a big deal to me.
"So you are trying to tell me you did that just to make sure we aren't jumpy in public? I call bullshit Meg." Tilting my head back with his fingers.
"I gotta go Brad, be back by dinner," I said as I grabbed my coffee and purse and walked quickly out of the house. Getting into my truck, I could feel my pussy dripping down my thighs. As I was driving into town, my thoughts were on Brad, and not on my case. I could not shake the events of the night before. The long kiss, my intense orgasm, and his magnificent cock.
The clock slowly ticked, but eventually we were recessing court for lunch. I headed across the street to my favorite diner. As I entered, my jaw dropped, as Brad was sitting at my usual table, with Beth talking. My thoughts immediately went to her finding out something was amiss about him and me. I sat down next to him, and Beth got up and asked if I wanted the usual, I nodded yes. She hurried off to the back, and he turned his head toward me, smiling. "She is a hoot," he said laughing, "she likes to be in everyone's business."
"Well, Beth has worked here forever, she knows everyone." Looking into his blue eyes, my thighs feeling moist again, I asked, "Why you here Brad?"
His hand grabs mine, sending chills down my spine. "I can't come see my girlfriend on her lunch break?" He must of noticed the smile, because he leaned over and kissed me right on the lips. It wasn't a passionate kiss, but not a brotherly one either. Beth was coming back with my salad when he had done this, and she was a shade of pink as she approached the table.
"Red, I would ask if you were coming for dinner tonight, but I think I know what you are having tonight." She laughed as she winked at me. "I'll leave you two at it," then looking at Brad, "just know she has a lot of connections in this town, so don't hurt her."
Brad just smiled and said "Yes ma'am." We both watched as she walked away. I started to eat my salad with Brad holding my hand, as I told him little bits of the drama unfolding in the court room. I looked at my watch, and it was time for me to go back, and he walked me out, and across the street. As we climbed the steps, he stopped me, and turned me around. "Meg, we need to talk tonight when you get home OK?" I simply nodded, and to my surprise, he tilted my head up and gave me the most passionate kiss I ever have experienced in public. It seemed to last forever, but I am sure it was only a minute. It left me breathless, and dripping wet. As he walked away, I watched his ass in those jeans, and was humming to myself. I then noticed onlookers including Beth watching from the diner. I turned and hurried the rest of the way up into the building.
When the clock struck four, the jury had finally came back with a verdict, and they found him guilty of intimidation, but not the serious charge of assault and stalking. As I walked out of the courtroom, he smiled at me. It made my skin crawl as I remembered how Joe used to smile at me. At that moment, I felt like throwing up, instead walked into my office to find a dozen roses had been sent. I looked at the note, and it read, "Love you always," and that was it. Was it from my brother? Maybe from the officer who wanted to take me out. All I knew was it lifted my spirits as I locked my door and out of the building to my truck.
When I arrived home, I could see Brad riding my paint across the field. I just watched for a few minutes, remembering when we were kids, and would go to our grandparents to ride. I eventually went into the house and made dinner. As I finished fixing dinner, Brad walked into the door. He had a smile on his face as he came over and hugged me from behind. He told me he could smell the food cooking and he hoped it was done or almost done. We sat at the table and ate dinner, talking about my case, an how uneasy it made me feel. I also told him about my flowers, and he looked at me with confused eyes. He didn't send them, so I wondered who had. After dinner, we both did the dishes, with me washing, and him drying and putting them away. Afterward, we settled onto the couch sitting close, but not touching. He had a beer in his hand, I had some wine, as it was my second glass.
He started, "So, Meg are we ever going to talk about what is going on with us?" His hand slid over top of mine and he caressed it. "I don't want you to be ashamed, or mad, but we really shouldn't have done that last night, it was too far of a line we crossed."
I could feel my eyes start to fill with tears, "Brad, I am not ashamed or mad. I have always loved you, because you have reminded me of dad in so many ways." I put my hand on top of his now, and squeezed, "Now though, I love you because of the man you have become."
"I love you too Meg, I mean you are remarkable, and still beautiful as I remember, but last night can't happen again." I could tell he had a battle going on inside of him, but he was trying to be the responsible one. I wondered how he became the strong one.
"Brad, I liked what happened last night." Tears now coming down my cheeks, "We have been apart for so long, you don't seem like a brother to me anymore, you are a man I can love with everything I have. Jut like mom had dad. You don't remember him, but I do, and I always wanted someone like him." He had tears in his eyes now, "well, I am looking at him, and had been for many years in secret.'
Brad drew his hand away, and slid further from me, taking a large gulp from his beer. He looked across the room, staring at the wall. He suddenly got up from the couch and towered above me. "Meg, I will keep the public thing going, because I love you, and I don't want to ever hurt you." I seen a lone tear come down his cheek, "but this is too much for me to grasp, and we need to stop. I think I need to find my own place, so we can start a normal sibling relationship." With that he walked off into his bedroom and closed his door.
I sat there, and cried, my heart felt ripped from my chest. I wanted to be with him forever, and he was the only man besides dad I had ever loved in my life. He was the only one I trusted, and felt comfortable with. I went into the kitchen and poured myself another glass of wine. I stood by my patio doors, and watched the night envelop the ranch. Soon the entire bottle was gone. I started down the hallway, and stopped at is door. I stood there for what seemed like an eternity, trying to get the courage to knock. Suddenly my hand went up and I knocked asking if I could come in.
He said yes, and I walked into his room, as he was sitting at the desk across from his bed. I sat on the bed, trying to find words to straighten this out. I didn't want him to leave, even i that meant we would only be siblings. I could live with that, at lease he wouldn't leave me.