We started taking even crazier chances in our debauched sex life. At the dinner table with his mom in the next room carving meat, (seriously with a cleaver in her hand,) he would pull out his thick, swollen cock and stick it right in my face. And I would be daring and submissive enough, with shaky hands and eyes preposterously wide, to allow him to thrust it in and out of my desperate lips until we heard the serving dishes in the kitchen rattle.
He remarked once during this obscene maneuver, that he wanted me to suck him to orgasm so that he could cum on her salad and blend it in with the bleu cheese. He said that he had seen it in a porno flick, and that she would soon develop an unquenchable taste for his cum and want more of it. Then she would become addicted to the flavor. I wanted to laugh at his impudence, but something about his erotic methods captured my filthy imagination. I began to wonder if his Rasputin-like influence over me worked in the same way.
On most evenings, at bedtime Tracy soaked in a warm, relaxing bath. She pampered herself in this manner for a half-hour as her music played on the stereo. She was unwittingly signaling to us that she was otherwise occupied, and her son took advantage of this nightly distraction to bend her sister over the mattress or a convenient armchair, and fuck me hard and deep, usually culminating with me swallowing a load of his creamy sauce. My sister would be literally singing in he bath, providing the background melodies, while her lusty son was grabbing my tits and plunging his greasy cock deep into my ass.
The frenetic tide of emotions that had been roiling my mind for months was beginning to bubble to the surface. Along with the incessant nagging taboo of incestuous sex with my nephew, was the roles the we acted in our little tryst. In some way it might have been understandable, though certainly not palatable given the circumstance, for two people of similar age, living and working so close, to begin to feel romantic longings. Unfortunately, that was not us.
I always tried to put a sunny face on this "relationship" so that my guilt-ravished conscience would be mollified, or that atleast I would not get strung-out on Valium. We were not lovers. We never even kissed, despite the fact that our lips caressed every other part of one another's anatomy. We occasionally went out for a drink, but not on a date. He held my hand... behind my back or tied to the bedpost, as he fucked my tits and mouth. We shopped together for clothes, but online at kinky porn sites that catered to the leather-clad, S&M trade.
My older sister lived with me, infact her room was just down the hall. And her grown son who also lived with us, fucked me whenever the urge struck him. It was getting to a point where it was literally right under her nose. I never quite understood if it was a desire-driven passion or an unconscious need to be discovered.
You can put lipstick on a pig but it doesn't make it smell any better. We were selfish, crude and rude. And now, I was not only lying to myself but to my sister also. We acted as any family would when it was thrown together under one roof, but it was just an act. Jeff knew that he could fuck me at almost every waking moment. And when I wasn't on my knees or bent over the couch, I was fantasizing about it. The temptations were only getting more extreme. His control over me and his demands of me, were clearly signaling his dominance. I was powerless to resist and practically a coconspirator to my own degradation.
A new and corrosive form of conditioning was being taught by my sexual Svengali. Jeff's latest plot was to cultivate in me the overriding urge to form a bisexual triangle of debauchery. The sensual focal point of this mixed threesome would be my sister, (his mother) Tracy. In his many fanciful questions regarding my past love-life or current filthy fantasies, Jeff had extracted from me that I had experimented with women and that I still find the female form to be a creation of exquisite beauty.
Just by his constant inquiries, I began to look at Tracy in a lecherous, targeted way. These feelings of lust and sexual pleasure had never entered my rational thoughts. But I began to admire my sister's bodacious figure and sneak lustful peeks at her every sensual movement. I was entranced by the slightest jiggle of her firm chest or the seductive bounce of her behind when she strutted down the hall in four-inch heels. He had me daydreaming about the feel of her breasts in my hands or the sweet taste of her pussy on my tongue.
In my defense, his erotic interrogations of my deepest desires usually occurred while his mammoth cock was expanding the tight recesses of my hungry vagina and when I was on the brink of a thunderous climax. Often when we were in the doggy position, with him pumping his rigid tool into my hot pleasure-cavern he would gradually press the back of my head, lowering my face into the gap between the pillows. He started to "suggest" that I use my tongue to explore the warm, soft folds of the cushions and to imagine how a trimmed, juicy pussy might feel on my cheeks and taste on my lips.