Susan left me exhausted and sore. My clit was red and chaffed. Daddy would be home soon and he probably would be taking me back home. I wondered what Mommy would be like and if she had calmed down. Hours later I felt Daddy caressing my shoulder, saying my name.
"Sara, it's time for me to take you home."
I looked into Daddy's eyes, trying to focus. I frowned, "i like it here better."
"I know you do sweetie, but your mother wants you home."
"Daddy, I'm over 18, I can do as I want."
Daddy looked at me with frustration, "You're putting me in a difficult situation with your mother, you know that right?"
I nodded.
I was laying in bed naked and pushed the sheet down exposing my flat chest and hard nipples. I looked at Daddy who was staring at me.
"We don't have time for that now, I need to get you home," Daddy said.
"I wasn't saying anything," I said, as I batted my eyes at him. "Daddy, Susan came over today."
"Susan? Really, how'd that happen?"
I looked at him, trying to think what I would say.
He asked again, "How?"
"Well I woke up, and went out on the deck, and she saw me and came over." I said.
"You were just standing on the deck, and she just came over? What were you wearing? When I left you you were naked and you still are?"
I looked Daddy in the eye and said, "I was naked."
"Sara, I live in a nice neighborhood, you can't be naked outside."
I didn't dare tell Daddy I pee'd off his deck. I slowly got out of bed. I would be lying if I said I didn't try to arouse Daddy as I did it, but he didn't take the bait.
Once in the car Daddy asked me what I thought of Susan and if I liked her and what we discussed.
"We talked about what it was like for her to live her life as a female. How she got kicked out of her house and what she did to exist in life as a woman," I said.
Daddy drove in silence. I felt a familiar pulsing in my groin. Daddy's pants were bulging in a very sexy way and it was arousing me. Slowly I pulled my skirt up revealing the head of my clit. I hadn't worn panties, hoping Daddy and I could be a little naughty on the way home. Daddy looked over and laid his hand on my thigh, his little finger rested against my clit. I felt it pulse, I'm sure he did too. Pre-cum was oozing from the head.
"Oooooooooh Daddy, my clitty is all wet, see what you do to me," I whimpered.
"Sara, you're insatiable.....lets pull over."
Daddy pulled over to the curb and leaned over, licking my pre cum from my clit.
"Oooooooooh...Daddy...yes...suck your little girls clitty.....Please Daddy."
Daddy took my clit in his mouth and swallowed it. His tongue swirled over the head as he stroked the shaft. I was so close, His wet mouth soothed the chafe that Susan created as I held on the seat feeling ready to explode. Daddy looked back up showing his tongue bathed in my cum. I leaned in to kiss him as he shared my cum with me.
"I love you Daddy," I whispered.
The rest of the way home, Daddy and I talked about Susan and his relationship with her. I sensed while they were friends, they weren't intimate. I wished Daddy would share more about my aunt.
And then we were pulling into our driveway. Daddy looked over at me and asked, "You ready?"
I nodded. I was nervous, Mommy wasn't happy with me when I left, and I'm sure she was still upset. Daddy walked with me and opened the door like a true gentleman. The house seemed quiet and Mommy was immediately no where in sight. Daddy looked at me a shrugged his shoulders.
"Mommy, You here, Mommy?"
With no answer, I went to my room an fell on my bed.
I heard Daddy go to Mommy's room, "Janet? What are you doing? Why didn't you answer Sara?"
"Everything's about poor Sara, right? What the fuck Bernie, what about me? Does anybody give a damn about me?" Mommy screamed.
"Janet, you're the mom, act like it!" Daddy said calmly.
"She's almost 19, she can figure it out, I'm all alone here," Mommy said referring to me.
"If you wouldn't have run your husband Adam away, you wouldn't be alone. You just couldn't leave it alone with me, he always had to feel you needed me, more than you needed him. What we did was years ago, let go of it, Fuck!" Daddy explained.
"I don't know how to fix it, I don't know if I can," Mommy whined.
"Janet, he's living in town above the book store, you know that, right?"
There was a long silence and then I heard Mommy's bedroom door open. Bernie foot steps were getting closer before he knocked on my bedroom door. "Sara, can you unlock your door?"
"It's open." I purred, hoping he would come lay with me and tell me more about my father.
Daddy peeked his head in and said, "Be a good girl, I'm leaving."
As soon as Daddy left, I got up and went to mommy's room. Her door was open. I peeked in and saw she was laying face down in bed naked.
"Mommy, can I come in?" I asked.
She didn't respond, I walked in and sat next to her. I looked at her naked body and felt a pulse in my clit. It seemed like a long time since Mommy and I had been sexual. I remembered when we fucked in the shower, and how excited I was.
"Mommy, are you okay? I heard you and Daddy arguing."
There was no response. I laid my hand on her thigh, I couldn't resist any longer. I wanted to feel her warm skin. She bucked her leg, trying to get me to stop. I pushed it and left it on her thigh and squeezed softly. I thought I heard a quiet moan, so I squeezed her again. Her thighs parted a little and I could see the dark hairs that ran between her legs, her scent was filling me with arousal.
"Mommy, are you upset?"
It was like whiplash as she turned over quickly, leaning back on her elbows, her thighs spread wide, she stared at me with an angry look. I reared back afraid of what she might do.
"Why are you looking at my cunt? You forgot who I am, I'm your mother. I'm a girl. Forget about being a man. You... want to be a girl. Come on Sara, you don't want Mommy's cunt, you love cock, ...you're a cock sucking whore. Admit it to yourself, you're a girl! Go ahead admit it, admit that you're a sissy bimbo cum slut."
I looked down at my mother and felt pity for her. I knew she had a lot of issues, but I never realized how troubled she was. I turned and ran to my room and buried my face in the pillows and cried myself to sleep.
Waking in the early hours of morning in darkness, I packed a bag of my favorite feminine clothes. This is it, I'm a girl now, there's no turning back. I had cried myself to sleep and felt unreasonably responsible for Mommy's unhappiness and anger. I would not do that again. The horrible thought that Mommy always looked at me as competition washed over me. It was as if I was a unwanted child, Mommy looked at me as a competitor and Daddy rarely devoted the time or offered the affection I felt I deserved. He wanted girl and he got a boy, maybe he'd like me as a girl.
Knowing Daddy was living in town, didn't slip my memory. I would see about that later. I gathered my things and put my only set of house keys on the table by the door. I looked back into the house I grew up in and said good-bye.
It was chilly outside, as my nipples quickly hardened. I was once again wearing the cute sundress from yesterday. In my haste I had forgotten to wear panties, or was it on purpose?